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Strong One

I’m not afraid to die!

by Only-Here-For-My-Family 4/22/2013

“In the end
As you fade into the night
Who will tell the story of your life
And who will remember your last goodbye
Cause it’s the end and I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid to die”

I’ve been really angry and full of hate lately,Â It makes me feel like crap when I take my issues out on the people I’m close to because nobody knows about the thoughts I’ve been having except the people on suicideproject and one person I know who doesn’t talk to my family and friends,Â I guess because they don’t know how I feel they don’t get why I’ve been […]

4/22/2013 12 comments

My brother contributes to my depression

by hugoka 1/23/2013

written by hugoka

I have two older brothers. For now we will just talk about the middle child. My middle brother is an extremely difficult person. Not only that, but mum favours him. Not only does mum favour him by fawning on him like a cute little sad child (which she doesnt do for the rest of us) she will always take his side. I believe that this was because my brother was beaten up once when he was around 6 years old, and was then depressed for a couple of years. Even after that though, he would still use his depression as leverage to get what he […]

1/23/2013 8 comments

Ashes to Ashes/Once

by HunterNightshade 1/14/2013

written by HunterNightshade

Note: I wrote this after I was blackmailed and cyber raped

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Ashes to Ashes I am covered

Blood rushing through my veins

Blood rushing through my head

Blood rushing out of me

I once was a pure, strong one

Filled with light and alivliness

Now darkness consumes me

And I have fallen My heart crushed

My mind gone mad, And my body shattered

Ashes to Ashes I am shattered

Shattered to the core

I wake from my sleep

To walk in my never-ending nightmare

I was once alive

I once had strong wings to soar

I once was pure with light

Now I am dead

My wings weak, no longer able to soar

I am no longer pure and filled […]

1/14/2013 0 comment

Hopeless:

by Luck.Hope 1/11/2013

written by Luck.Hope

Well I don’tknow what to say or where to start, but I guess just letting it all out is a start, so here it goes. I’m a 22 year old female and at the age of 22 I never knew I would of felt the amount of pain as I have this past few years. Past few weeks all I been thinking about is sucide, why should I go on? I can barley handle the pain because of this depression its like a disease that will never go away from the feel of it. I been thinking of different ways to do it overdosing, jumping […]

1/11/2013 8 comments

do things get better

by mylife 8/5/2012

written by mylife

i understand how you feel but as young as you are you need to talk to someone, I have felt the same way for as long as i can remember, now 50 im still suffering in silence everyone thinks im strong and inside im screaming for help, i dont have the courage to ask for help and ive also passed this on to my children, my daughter has recently told me that its my fault because she has severe depression as i gave her to my mum when she was 2, i also had another 2 children to the same father whom abused me physically, […]

8/5/2012 4 comments

Suddenly, my perspective changed.

by mysmilecoversalot :) 5/27/2012

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

One year and 40 days ago I started a diet.

That diet quickly took over my entire life, exposing mental disorders that had been hidden before.

One eating disorder showed so much more… generalized anxiety disorder, a mild form of ptsd, cyclothymic disorder (mild form of bipolar).

My family had been perfect, but when it fell apart i didn’t know how to express the pain. I pushed it down for over 4 years.

All of that pain suddenly came out in the form of starving, throwing up, and cutting.

Slowly, I lost myself.

I had to pretend I was okay, I had to be perfect.

I lied to everyone.

I fought help at […]

5/27/2012 5 comments

Starving myself to death

by allthesame 5/12/2012

written by allthesame

It’s been at the back of my mind for a while. But now I’ve come to realise that it’s more than just suicidal thoughts. I’ve gotten to a point where I just have this really strong feeling that there’s something not right about me being alive. It’s not a result of bullying or any sort of trauma, it’s just a feeling, a really strong one. Over the past few weeks I’ve been putting myself through relatively dangerous “tests” to see whether I belong here or not. So far, I’ve survived them (clearly) but they’re not enough proof for me that I belong anymore. I just […]

5/12/2012 20 comments

Love?

by Jess66 7/22/2009

written by Jess66

Ok, so life hasn’t been so great lately. So there’s this girl who said she loved me a few days ago, and I LOVED her for months and months and watched her get boy-friend after boy-friend while I’m almost certian she knew I was in love with her, so I was basically nothing to her when she had a boy-friend and when they cheated on her or broke up, Of course I was “the best” and “super amazing” because I’m so soft harted I CAN’T not forgive some one. And I just kept loving her. And now recently I knew I would never have her […]

7/22/2009 5 comments

So much talent wanting to die

by BlackSheep 5/15/2009

written by BlackSheep

I stumbled on here like most – ADHD-ing through web links.Â I see these posts and I am blown away by the talent I see – those who express themselves so wonderfully in words.Â ESPECIALLY the young ones!Â Poetry like my husband, who has tried suicide more than once.Â That is until a massive heart attack ‘killed’ him.Â He came back with terrible damage, but his poetry is something ‘not of this world’.Â I will give the web site below and everyone is invited to send in your wonderful sentiments – those of hope AND despair.

My husband now is the strong one – he is […]

5/15/2009 5 comments