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Stubbornness

Choice

by quaero 9/25/2013

written by quaero

Man is unable to handle his freedom.

Why can’t i choose between my heights and depths? why do i get so weak Â when it comes to my choosing, and start searching some strength from here and there?

This base force…its very powerful. and its power is in its persistence, its ever-presence in background. I want to rise. i even know formulas for that. then why don’t i? because in all void moments of life this base force becomes active. and then i seek oblivion, self-forgetting, escape…then i seek non-responsibility, just letting everything happen…then i seek darkness, destruction, wanting everything to end. and in those moments its so […]

9/25/2013 0 comment

ARE YOU AWARE??

by RealTalk30 8/20/2013

written by RealTalk30

How aware are you of your own intelligence, creativity, potentials, etc?
Do you think that you try too hard to be clever, or smart?
Do you take yourself “seriously”, maybe too seriously? Or not at all?
Does it not dawn on you at all? Do you not care?
How aware are you of your own stubbornness and it’s hold on you, or lack there of?
And if none of this relates with you.. Are you aware of anything? Just name anything you are conscious about.

Me: I’ve been aware of my own potentials and intelligence, to the point where I tried way too hard to develop […]

8/20/2013 10 comments

Best Method – Suicide

by One Third 8/9/2012

written by One Third

I’ve been sitting long and hard trying to think of the words that would be just right and not hurt or upset anyone. I hope you know who you are, we’ve always been so connected in life, 2 halves of one whole, and I don’t think now is any different. If you’re reading this and its not aimed at you I hope you also take some consideration that I’m sure there is someone in you’re life who feels exactly the same way about you as I do about her.

I know you feel that there is no way out, but I’m here to guide you through […]

8/9/2012 1 comment

What I Want

by NotReallyHereAtAll 3/19/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I think I want the world to end.

I want the whole Mayan calender 12/21/12 thing to be true.

If the world does end then, that’s a week before my 17th.

I can’t ever imagine myself being older that I am now, is that a sign?

I feel so selfish for wanting the world to end.

But that is what I want.

I want to wake up one day but not wake up the next.

But I can’t do it for myself.

Because that would destroy my family.

Also, I’m far too stubborn to give up on life.

It makes me laugh that my stubbornness is basically what’s keeping me alive.

What does that say about […]

3/19/2012 3 comments