I need help. But my therapist stopped me and said if I continue to use the vocabulary I’m using to describe my feelings, she can consider it a legal “yes” to the “suicidal?” box, and I’d lose my security clearance and my career with my company goes with it. I should have known better; any suggestion of mental incapacity makes you a national security risk, so I can’t get any sort of professional or medical help. Not sure why I care so much; I feel like I’m on a freaking pirate ship here. Belligerent a-holes here don’t respect anything I tell them to do, specifically […]
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I have two pets and am thinking of how to deal with them in the scenario. The pets already have a place to go to.  But the people they’ll be going to, don’t know about my plans of course. Now, how do I do this best. I cannot part from my animals right now yet, because they’re dear to me. I’ve been thinking of sending a delayed email to someone, asking them if they want to take care of bringing the animals to their new home.  Pls. don’t call me selfish, I’m not hurting anyone this way, since no one gives a crap about me […]
Do not hate someone because they are not you. Do not hate yourself because you can only be unique, original, individual You. Stop hatin’. Just a suggestion. Rock on.
http://m.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-22026044
So I’m spending this weekend with some friends, and I’m afraid that they will somehow notice the cuts in my arm.. They are not too big, but I don’t think that if I said it was a scratch they would believe it..
I will be very careful not to have my arms uncovered. But if somehow one of them notices..
What do I say? Is there any excuse that works?
I’m kinda freaking out about this.. I don’t want them to know.
Please help. Any suggestion is welcome.
reasons for doing this
1. Im addicted to trying to hurt myself
2.I have loads of pills its to hard to get rid of them.At at least for me.
3. Im pretty sure nothing will come of it anyway. After all ive attempted suicide more times than can count and a lot of the times i was never admitted for treatment.
4. Ive been very scared lately of death which is very ironic.But the point is i dont want to be around without the people i love.I dont want to feel the emotional pain of loss.
5 I cant survive on my own.One of my […]
I’ve gone through this site a bit.
I decided to join because it looks like there’s some hints of people succeeding.
I’ve never managed to complete an exit. I’ve tried to overdose, and hang myself, but somewhere along the way I get scared- I text someone I know in the back of my mind will come, or call someone who will. Someone who will talk me out of it and take care of me for a while.
Last time I overdosed I was  stuck in kid mode. For a month my boyfriend got me dressed in the morning, made me eat breakfast, walked me to my lectures to […]
i have decided to take my mom suggestion and move away. she thinks it might help me , but i honestly don’t know. Last night i started cutting my self, apart of me felt good doing it then another part of me felt as if i am just stupid and sick.
i think i have a personality problem idk its just that there are times when i do things and am not sure why, or times were i sit and stare at my self in the mirror and talk to my self, i end up so deep in conversation that the other part […]
I’ve tried everything to get better. Meds, therapy, at least 7 hospital stays, vitamins, diet, ECT…10 years i’ve been in this hell! My last episode has lasted all of this year and most of last year, without a break!! I’m never happy for longer than half a day at a time and that happens very rarely (maybe once a month). I’ve been suicidal for over 7 months since my ECT treatment failed to help me. I’ve seen over 8 psychiatrists and none have helped. My current doctor’s only suggestion was to come off meds entirely (cause they do nothing) and find a new therapist. That’s it. […]
Wristcutters: A Love Story – I found this movie late one night while perusing netflix and after reading the description I was very intrigued as, of course, I am on the same path (I’m too squeamish to cut though) but I also love quirky movies that take you on an adventure and are filled with both deep meaning and light hearted fun… needless to say I was really taken back with how much I enjoyed it and think that many here might get the same joy and satisfaction while riding along with the characters- it certainly let me escape for a bit while still thinking […]
Dear ALL,
I have a goal, that I think all of you MAY be able to help me with. When I graduate next year, I plan on becoming a psychiatrist. And I know what you’re all thinking, probably. “Oh, I’ve been to plenty psychiatrists. They don’t help me any.” If this is what you’re thinking, I just want you to hear me out. I want to be a psychiatrist not for the money. But because of what I have went through, and what I have been going through. I have been through most of what you all have been through, and I want to be able […]
I got the suggestion of having one day of being completely truthful and to be honest…I couldn’t do it. I’m scared of what people think of me and how they will react. I know I should only care about what I think of myself but I don’t and to be honest, who does? So I’ll be honest here, I’m going to vent and say some things that I’ve never told anybody. So I guess here goes nothing:
I lost the love of my life a little over a year ago because I was stupid and screwed up the whole relationship.
I don’t believe in true love anymore […]
As I am now “literally” in the & from the future, I wish everyone here, young & old(er) a somewhat happy New Year, and I genuinely hope/want/desire that you all have a “better” (not perfect, it doesnt exist) year ahead.
Will there be so so days or problems? Off course there will be not so good days & problems. Thats normal. That is life.
Staying positive is really like eating. If you don’t do it regularly enough, your entire health suffers.
Can I make a suggestion to everyone, whether you are sick or not? Use google for good ~ Go Google “inspirational quotes” (or people who have overcome […]