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Suicidal Survivors

Not worth the breath.

by panda1 11/24/2013

written by panda1

I’m just going to start with how getting an education and becoming successful is my top goal in my life
Sorry it’s long. . . good luck. . .
Honestly this goal as weird as it may sound is what’s keeping me alive on some of my most suicidal days. I tell myself I have somewhere to be in my future. I don’t always believe it. . . Like now. I feel like I’m going no where. I’m approaching sophomore year of college. I have great grades but I absolutely HATE the school I’m at right now.

I’ve made the decision to drop […]

11/24/2013 4 comments

Need to get off of my mind,

by panda1 11/23/2013

written by panda1

I hate my family and friends for caring so much. For expecting so much. It’s hard knowing there are people out there rooting for your success but you know you aren’t good enough. I always manage to screw up. I have never been ‘successful’ at something. I’m just fucking average when everyone else is around me, telling me about how great I’m doing. Little do they know that success in my future is probably not going to happen. Therefore I hate everyone for rooting me on, because even more than I hate them for this I hate that someway somehow someday I know that I […]

11/23/2013 3 comments

My last breath is now my first.

by .marie. 9/29/2013

written by .marie.

I want you to think of something, but not just anything. About you. About you life. Ever wondered how many people around you actually care and how many are just people waiting for gossip. Or if the people you loved so very much would care if you just one day disappeared. See I recently discovered just how many people “care”. We try to hide the things we love the most, and that’s exactly what I did. For many years I had a best friend. Someone who knew everything about me and the one person I thought really cared. I chose not to see who she […]

9/29/2013 2 comments

I’m only an object for sex

by BrooklynBoxx 1/2/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

i finally asked the question lurking in my heart for weeks since our break up.. since the moment he asked me out. I asked his best friend.. ” he only wants me for sex.. doesnt he?..”

cody: yes but dont tell him i told you this.. he likes six other girls and when you didnt put out he broke it off im so sorry.. just forget about him please.

Rape victim and now played by the guy i loved most. I’m only a sex object. Thats all people see of […]

1/2/2013 8 comments

The Time is now.

by KillerQueen 1/1/2012

written by KillerQueen

Death is upon me. Goodbye Cruel World.

1/1/2012 2 comments

Reasons to go on Living

by tinali 9/4/2010

written by tinali

What are you reasons to go on living?

http://thereasons.ca

Have you attempted suicide?
Did you choose life?

If you answered “yes” to both questions, we hope you will help us with our research.

I am posting this on behalf of the team behind The Reasons to go on Living Project. We are collecting the stories of people who have attempted or seriously contemplated suicide but now want to go on living. The Project will study and share these anonymous stories for research, education and inspiration.

Please visit the website (http://thereasons.ca) for […]

9/4/2010 0 comment

To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..

by ibjennyjenny 6/12/2010

written by ibjennyjenny

To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..

6/12/2010 6 comments

this is what i feel and what i am.

by Alyssa Bella 4/4/2010

written by Alyssa Bella

my name is alyssa, im a junior in highschool and im only seven-teen. i just turned seven-teen a couple months ago. ive dealt with depression since i was little. the furthest i can remember was when i was in kindergarten, when i started to get these sad feelings. i dont have a father, he abandoned me when i was born and pretended to care by taking me in here and there. only because my grandparents loved me and he lived with them, so he had no choice but to see me. he would steal from me, the clothes my mom would send me with, the […]

4/4/2010 9 comments

Suicide survivor

by LIFEAFTER 1/20/2010

written by LIFEAFTER

For those contemplating i have been there and would like to share abit. Year 2002 After battling depression for years, drove my car 75 miles an hour into a semi-tractor trailor, slit my wrists, tried smoke inhalation.Am still here. My conclusion 1. only God has the finally say. 2. He must have created me for a reason.3. He does not give us all the answers immediately concerning life and difficulties. 4. most answers i have found in the bible when no one else could answer.5. This life is not easy and will never be. 6. This life does seem and may be is unfair in […]

1/20/2010 0 comment

Maybe I am in hell. I’m in hell.

by mffarrow 6/26/2009

written by mffarrow

When I was a small child I prayed many times to disappear into my Winnie the Pooh books, where I could be happy forever. That was a dumb prayer, though, and anyway it never happened, so Iâ€™m still here. I kept a knife under my mattress for a week, after I had a dream that a psychopathic killer was coming for me. In the dream, I decided that the best thing to do was to kill myself before the murderer got to me, as I could give myself a quick, easy end with the knife and spare myself a torturous death. As an […]

6/26/2009 3 comments