tonight, is the night, that i will write a letter to my family and friends swallow the 3 bottles of prescription pills i have, lay down, and go to sleep. i feel at this point i will be happier in another place, i hope to be with god, i pray to him that i am sorry and that he forgives me for this. i have fucked up to much so much where i am just so lost as to where to turn to next. i feel so lost, like a bag drifting through the wind. i have thought about this for several days, i think it’s the best option for me. I will be free from all this at last.
#suicide #depression #alone
So I just found this place and I decided to just let everything all out here soo yea. Anyway can anyone pleaaase help me? I have been thinking of pretty much leaving this world already but every time I attempt to do it I always end up not doing it and it feels like even though I’m fully prepared for it, there’s something that’s stopping me or holding me back but I have srsly NO idea what. Can you help me with this?
Looking for a friend, preferably a teenage male. No one around here understands me. They just pretend. Comment for details.