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Not Sure Which Way to Go

by hillside_with_flowers 5/12/2013

written by hillside_with_flowers

I am not sure what is going on in my head.

I made the decision to live about a week ago.Â After I told my friend about wanting to die in nature and beauty, on the hillside, I could physically feel the pain that my words caused him.Â

But we had a fight last night, which got me thinking that way again.Â I’ve joined a pro-suicide forum, and working out the details of my plan has brought some comfort.

But I don’t want to hurt anyone.Â I want to slip away, so that I’m not close to anyone when I make the decision.

At the same time, I want […]

5/12/2013 3 comments

Last Effort to make Friends

by SuicideCircle 3/30/2013

written by SuicideCircle

Hello anyone out there!Â If I can’t make friends on a suicide forum then I’m screwed.Â Just looking for ppls to talk to.Â 28 male,Â just no homo stuff.Â I’m fucking on the edge.Â Essentially just want to die.Â Tired of my life.Â Sunshine in Seattle is really pretty.Â Any Seattle ppl enjoy weather too???

3/30/2013 16 comments

I just dont want to be here anymore

by drewby92 3/6/2013

written by drewby92

My name is drew, i am 20 years old, and currently residing in a “suck you under” little town in texas. I grew up a happy child, played sports and had lots of friends. But were did it all go wrong? why do i have no friends? no family? no life? why is waking up a day to day challenge? i guess you could say im to chicken shit to kill myself. but the thought has passed my mind alot more than it should. i wish i could just leave this world behind….and no one would remember me. i see my life and friends […]

3/6/2013 10 comments

Sadist inside me

by Tormenting Dreams 12/19/2012

written by Tormenting Dreams

i have learned that i am very sadistic. hurting people brings me pleasure, and i really dont know why. i seems like im going down the same path of my fore fathers. it brings exseptional join when its people that are close to me. but still there are some people i dont not nor would not hurt. it only satisfies me for a very brief instant though, later i regret my decision. and i do sincerly feel bad. but still the cycle repeats, until i have no one left. and i really dont want to be this way but on some occasions it seems inevitable.

but […]

12/19/2012 3 comments

My will to live is depleting

by ShesGone 10/31/2012

written by ShesGone

I’ve been suicidal for two years, but during those two years I had reasons to keep going. Yeah, those reasons were few and far between, but they were there. I have virtually no reason to live anymore. I can’t drag people down. My friends – they don’t know about this. They didn’t much know about my self-harm (well, not purposely. If it was my choice they wouldn’t know at all), and they don’t know much about my ED. I find all of this, all of what I’m going though, humiliating. I’m not this person. I never was. I used to be so happy, and I […]

10/31/2012 3 comments

Predator in our midst?

by jebediah 10/14/2012

written by jebediah

After reading one_day’s post the other day about the person on this site going by the name nolentwohundred (37m) having and inappropriate relationship with another member madetofade (15f) I took the time to investigate for myself through their various posts whether or not this allegation had any merit. I must say personally i found the whole thing to be very disturbing on multiple levels. The fact that a 37 year old man is using a suicide forum to spout his personal political,social,religious views in a blatant attempt to try and attract and influence vulnerable (underage) woman is just wrong and possibly even illegal. […]

10/14/2012 13 comments

I can’t believe I have to make yet another post about this.

by lifeishorrible 9/15/2012

written by lifeishorrible

Lucy4 your qonna love this.

Lowkey slash my version of the sonq….”Every verse (sentence) should be treated like the Mona Lisa Is”.

You should care more about what I write about my life Instead of me “crappinq on qrammer” or whatever you said.Where Is the old SP?You know the one where people didn’t judqe me on how I spell………..

Whatever It’s okay I still qot love for everyone on here.Main objective (for me edleast) make everyone feel Important on here cause well I’m on suicide forum.

No matter how much yall meet me with hate I still have love for yall.I had to find a suicide forum to know […]

9/15/2012 6 comments

My small corner…

by TarotXIII 6/20/2012

written by TarotXIII

This is gonna be the strangest of post for me so far…I’d just like to share this completely for once.This is the one thing I haven’t told anybody since the time it was created when I was 10.No one ever knew this,not even my family.Strange that I’m putting it here to complete strangers on a suicide forum.

I think this is in a way how my last sliver of hope takes form.For as far as I can remember,this world was boring,colorless and full of unfair things.I was quick to escape in my own little dream-land.I was a lone little dreamer since kindergarden,always drawing by myself.No one […]

6/20/2012 4 comments

Shock, horror, I’m down.

by lovelydyingdreams 6/16/2012

written by lovelydyingdreams

I’m Hannah. It’s my first time on this website, or any suicide forum for that matter. I found this website researching certain things about suicide. I’ve made several suicide attempts for over a year now, and I’m dead set on succeeding Â it this month. I don’t see a reason for living anymore. I’m useless. I’m so depressed that I don’t have the motivation to get out of bed, or eat, or speak, or even open my fucking eyes in the morning. It just all so pointless. The hurting, and suffering, and hoping. I grew up with an alcohol dependent, abusive, work obsessed father, aÂ narcissistic, jealous, […]

6/16/2012 10 comments