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Supportive Family

by sixbillion 7/8/2013

written by sixbillion

I’ve been thinking about dying a lot. For some reason that makes me feel better. Things haven’t been good lately. My life is really pleasant on the surface, I’m doing the things I want to do and have a mostly supportive family. But then I have horrible self-esteem and I just end up in the worst situations and it’s really my own fault.

I am really devastated over this thing that happened recently with my boyfriend. I was away for a few months, volunteering at a school in a really remote place and making a documentary, and while I was gone he cheated on me. I […]

7/8/2013 3 comments

WHY I DONT KNO AND DAVE_N and the rest of my supportive family on SP….goodbye.

by I.cant.breathe! 3/8/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

I’m jumping, but thanks for being my friends. I love you but were on different sides of the world i bet. bye loves… Miss me not.
xx Jacqueline.

3/8/2013 4 comments

My Story.

by SunshinesBlackhole 1/10/2013

written by SunshinesBlackhole

Hey everybody, I’m new here…..kind of.Â Anyways I felt like I wanted to share my story, but I have no idea where to start or how to start. So I’m just going to ramble on and on until I feel like it should end.

I guess I was always suicidal.Â I’ve always thought of suicide as a little girl and its almost an obsession now.Â I remember trying to commit suicide when I was six or seven, but not strong enough to push the steak knife into the skin of my neck.Â Such a weak little girl I was.Â Anyways about two years ago is when […]

1/10/2013 2 comments

Heart Pain is the Worst Pain

by NowhereRoad 12/15/2012

written by NowhereRoad

I’ve said a million times that I would rather be beat up than to hurt emotionally, but it never seems to work out that way.Â As I found out on Thursday night, even if you are beat up physically, your heart will still hurt.

I am not getting any younger.Â I am 29, I have a seemingly great life;Â I have a full time job at a great company, I have a wonderful apartment near my job, I have my two cats that I live with, some great friends, a supportive family…Â But there is one thing missing – a relationship with myself.

I am constantly trying […]

12/15/2012 0 comment

Too lazy to live?

by sillyavacado 12/9/2012

written by sillyavacado

I have a great life: wonderful friends, supportive family, Ivy-league education, but I am tired of all of this.
I can’t concentrate on my school work. When I read something, I the words flutter across the page and land in a jumbled mess that I can’t decipher; when I’m with friends, their conversations fade in and out, and I can’t follow what’s going on half the time. My parents, although they don’t wish for anything but my happiness, are always concerned about how I am, which makes me even more stressed and I never tell them how I am really feeling, because I think that […]

12/9/2012 4 comments

I Care

by MeowMix 10/11/2012

written by MeowMix

Is there a difference between wanting to commit suicide and wishing you were dead? Â I wish I could close my eyes to sleep at night and never wake up.

My life is actually pretty good and pretty normal, and that just all the more lets me know that I really, really just want to die, if even my relatively normal life can’t make me feel any better. Â I’m a college student with good grades, 26 years old, extremely good looking, extremely smart, extremely nice, with a loving and supportive family and only one friend but she is a great friend. Â There’s really nothing wrong with my […]

10/11/2012 18 comments

Doomed by Genetics.

by Mask 8/3/2012

written by Mask

I have Asperger’s Syndrome. I have every anxiety problem in the book. I have manic-depression. I am tripolar. I’m afraid of everything. I’m a hoarder.

There are so many things wrong with me, It’s hard to keep track of them all. It’s even harder to keep them under control. With each passing day, I feel my lucidity and self-control slipping away. The worst of it is, most of it’s genetic.

When I was little, I used to bully my little brother. I had no idea it was wrong, because that’s all people did to me. Eventually, I felt horrible for it, and I prayed that it would […]

8/3/2012 2 comments

cul-de-sac

by m00nface 4/24/2012

written by m00nface

turning 27 next month and what do i have to show for it? nothing. that’s pretty much it. yes, i seem to have a lot to be thankful for. pretty regular childhood, supportive family, awesome guy. what’s missing? well, me. a stupid job. no money. more than that, now i thinkÂ no skills. looks like i’ve wastd 3 yrs working at something i havent understood at all. coz even tho the current employer seems pretty happy with my performance, i’ve failed three job tests for what i hav been doing for so long. i have ultra nice friends too. all of whom get at least […]

4/24/2012 0 comment

at the crossroads

by lifeisabsurd 3/4/2012

written by lifeisabsurd

i’m currently 18 years old (male), have a good circle of friends, supportive family, and have never really had any common struggles such as abuse or neglect. The thing is, i’m totally fucked inside. I’m a shell. I’ve always been told i’m attractive and i believe them partly. The thing is, i have a huge and weird shaped head. picture an upside down triangle. I used to have shorter hair when i was younger and i thought nothing of it. i used to get the odd comment like ‘you have a big head’ but it never used to bother me. i then realised that a […]

3/4/2012 4 comments

anger is not good company

by JBCubbs 1/29/2012

written by JBCubbs

i hate my family sometimes. family are supposed to be the ones who support you no matter what. not my family. member of my family will turn on you as soon as they have something solid enough to use against you, and tear you down. my family is all about power and control. they need to have control over each other. even if it makes the ones being controlled miserable and suicidal. they don’t care. at this point i would love to kill myself in front of my mom just to spite her ass. she so horrible to me sometimes. she knows how fragile, and […]

1/29/2012 1 comment