You will be in my prayers tonight; my forever loved Michel<3, EndlessWhispers, b1urr, and everyone else on here for that matter. Â I want what is best for you.
Goodnight and sweet dreams
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Sweet Dreams
Sleep, please put me to rest tonight.
Sweet Dreams, carry my mind away.
Pillows, help me relax my thoughts.
Blankets, keep me warm and safe.
Sleep, don’t make me wish I was awake.
Sweet Dreams, please don’t terroriz me.
Pillows, don’t suffocate me in my sleep.
Blankets, please don’t strangle me tonight.
Sleep please be the escape I need… Don’t be a constant reminder of my everyday pain.
Please be the comfort and security I need.
Even though the melatonin sleeping pills i take sometimes are natual chemicals in your body.. being a little high makes me sleep better.. like alot better. deeper sleep. peaceful sleep. sweet dreams too..
Hopfully i am high enough to sleep and sleep well.. because its the only thing i know i can trust to help me..
(Yes i look to sleep for comfort..)
Hopelessness…black like filthy oil rains from darkened skies and gray clouds. My chin pressed to my scarred chest as my hair, dirty blonde acid conceals a marred face. I’ve done my best. A 3 year battle. The mud beneath my feet still warm with fresh blood. Rusted chains bound bloodied hands behind my lashed back and I feel my wrists bleeding. Four heavy steps more and the heat burns more than my skin. I will not look at those ebony gates because I know..the same gates that have claimed my soul since the beginning of the battle. So thirsty, are the gates of Hades. Rising into the sky […]
After reading posts here I’ve noticed a few similarities. Â Sensitive, articulate people, who are lonley and hurting. Â Feeling like outcasts, loners, misunderstood and longing for someone to care. Â Most have been abused by people in their lives, who sound like a bunch of stupid douchebags.
Here’s the closest I can get to a ‘positive thought’ tonight: Why should I feel bad because some asshole was mean to me? Â Fuck that asshole! Â I’m not going to commit suicide, just so I can outlive that bastard and deface his grave!
“Who’s laughing now, *****?! Â Not you, cuz you’re dead!”
(I might be a miserable person, but I still got a […]
As expected, i knew I would be posting this. As i type-the constant perfectly worded bbm’s come in and the apologizes come gushing out. But they mean nothing, even when i try to smile and feel the emotion, I just can’t. Im more than just hollow, Im more than just the ice queen-im just ice now. I knew this would happen, didn’t I say that yesterday in another round??? The promises were forgotten by the time the top of the staircase was reached, they were probably forgotten as soon as they left the lips. Now Im sitting here again, another disappointing day. So sick of […]