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“Beware beware the forest of sin, none come out but many go in.”

by lilblues 8/22/2013

written by lilblues

I cant stop crying. Why has everything changed!

I’m back to this rotting heap that is my mind and body.

I wish my body were rotting, maybe then it wouldnt be so fat and gross.

New relationship? Â How can I have a good relationship with someone if I cant have one with myself.

I hate everything about this me.

I cant take a deep breath without tearing up,

I cant shower without a razor to my skin,

I cant sleep without dreaming of darkness and I cant smile without a stabbing pain within.

When did my life end and this nightmare begin?!

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8/22/2013 1 comment

I’m lucky, I know

by vhanne 8/20/2013

written by vhanne

I know there are so many things to be grateful for. We are not poor, I have a relatively high paying job, a college education, I have friends, my parents are okay, I have food everyday, I am not abused, I have talents, I do not have any major problems that could be the stuff of movies or tv shows, at times I am even considered to be physically attractive by some. On the outside, I am just normal, who have NO RIGHT TO BE DEPRESSED.

But deep inside I feel dysfunctional, I cannot stop myself from dumping negative feelings in my social media accounts, and […]

8/20/2013 3 comments

My First Post

by CrypticT0xin 6/24/2013

written by CrypticT0xin

**This is a jumbled up mess…**

Ever wonder why you bother?Â I always do.Â I find nothing in life that is worth fighting for. I feel lost and alone. But I know I’m not. My family, friends, and girlfriend love me very much. It has been them that has kept me from following through with my dark thoughts. I’m writing here today because I made a pact with myself before I started college. If I could no go through with it, then I have nothing left to offer. I told myself it’s over once I get that email, letter, talking too. People saying you failed! Why bother?

It happened.

Now […]

6/24/2013 3 comments

What to do???

by boredom1999 6/10/2013

written by boredom1999

When i was about two years old, my mum left me in a small house with an 11 year old babysitter for a whole weekend to get drunk.

I remember people telling me that i would have been in care if it wasn’t for my Dad, although now that i’m growing into my teenage years he doesn’t pay any attention to me. I live with my Nan and Granddad. My Granddad is maybe the only person i appreciate, along with my best friends. I obviously love my family, but i feel awkward around my Dad, and my Nan’s constantly drunk and angry, and she’s spending all […]

6/10/2013 4 comments

Welcome To Pain

by AscahIsBroken 6/9/2013

written by AscahIsBroken

It’s a cut to the wrist with the bite of my kiss
I don’t mean it baby when I go crazy
There’s really no such thing as control when I lost my hold
Just remember I don’t mean it baby when my heart grows cold
I’m sorry
For what I’ve done and I can’t ever change
Just a girl who steps on glass and walks on you all day
I’m not trying to bleed but I don’t try not to
I’m not trying to hurt you but I can’t help you
Welcome to pain, it’s my second face
Can you feel the bruises I’ve inflicted […]

6/9/2013 7 comments

What’s the point

by Kitkat9896 5/28/2013

written by Kitkat9896

I don’t get what the purpose of my life is here and I wish someone just tell me what it is. I don’t fit in here not that I don’t give it effort I just don’t. I don’t understand what my place is here it just doesn’t seem that I matter and if I wasn’t here anything would be heavily effected. I don’t possess any special gifts or talents that will help me in this life and I find myself wishing I was never born because it seems like that would be the best for everybody if I just wasn’t here in the first place. […]

5/28/2013 3 comments

by Jess 5/21/2013

written by Jess

I hate every second I spend in this hell hole that’s supposed to be my home. I hate looking at my dad, every time I do I feel this surge of resentment. Im tired of being that bastard’s punching bag, the fuck up to blame when things go wrong, the one who’s talents are ignored. I’ve never cut before but tonight I really want to. Everything that’s important to me is ignored, the only thing that gets me noticed is when I get pissed off and snappy, then they yell at me and I’m left crying, trying hard to explain. No one understands, they can’t […]

5/21/2013 8 comments

Help me….its becoming too late for any help…

by surnamesnow001 4/30/2013

written by surnamesnow001

I’m losing it. I can’t go on. I once thought I was strong. I once was able to help people, some very simular in my situation. I once thought that I had a life to live and a life to give. No more. Suicide is a daily hell I have to face. Depression from 17 years of shit and depression and bullying and attacks. I’ve gone too far. I thought I could make it. I need help. I have lost all hope to go on, all hope to live. I am a author, a carpenter, an artist, an engineer, an interior designer, programer, computerÂ technician, and […]

4/30/2013 7 comments

My time.

by imsostupid 2/19/2013

written by imsostupid

My husband is going out into the field for four days tomorrow. I feel as though this is my time to go. I will have enough time to think, write letters, and make arrangements. More things happen every day to remind me that I am not meant to be here, to be alive. There is no point. No one will miss me for long, people will move on. Like they always do. They can survive without me and I think it would be a mistake for me to survive any longer. I have no talents, no friends, no love, and absolutely no control over my […]

2/19/2013 14 comments

What now?

by cutitout 2/10/2013

written by cutitout

I don’t know what’s going on in my life.Â I feel so emotionally dead.Â Occassionally I feel small flickers of happiness, but it feels weird and stale…it doesn’t seem real.Â The only feelings I experience are sadness, disappointment, and anger.Â But most of the time I’m just existing, dull and monotonous.Â And what’s messed up is that I know that there’s really nothing going on that should make me feel this way.Â My parents are still together, I make good grades, I have plenty of friends, I have plenty of talents.Â It just feels like nothing matters.Â It’s all going to go away anyways.Â I’m […]

2/10/2013 1 comment

Suicidal

by MichelleJ 1/30/2013

written by MichelleJ

I still want to kill myself but there’s a few people around me who care. And I don’t want to satisfy the people who hate me cos it means they win. I live like a dog, I wake up each morning and survive. As much as I don’t think like an animal, I have the same existence as one. Blind people who’re totally blind that is, don’t seem to have as much success as most partially blind and sighted people in this fucker of a world. Some sighted people don’t have success, but it seems that the majority of people with disabilities are less successful […]

1/30/2013 2 comments

Hanging On By A Thread

by hugoka 1/15/2013

written by hugoka

Originally, I always thought that god loved me, and that other people loved me too. I thought that my lack of talents or good traits was just unlucky. But I dont think God loves me, or anyone else for that matter. Even my own mum, admitted that she thought that i am “Sick”. My parents are never going to be happy. Neither am I. It doesnt help that i have no talents or abilities or ethics, even the most basic instructions i find hard to understand. Im slow. Im dumb. Im weak. I have been called all these things by my parents. Theyre right of […]

1/15/2013 3 comments

I feel suicidal

by JoannaZr 12/28/2012

written by JoannaZr

Hi. I am a teenage girl. Over the last few months I’ve been under depression. I have suicidal thoughts. I really think that I do not deserve to live. I hate myself.. I am very ugly and have no talents. I’ve been bullied at school. I’ve heard so many horrible things about my appearance that really hurt my feelings. However I really agree with all those who call me ugly. I want to change, but I can’t. I cry every single day and night, I’m in great pain. I can’t stop these feelings. Because of being ugly I have no self-confidence ani I don’t […]

12/28/2012 7 comments

Nothing is changing.

by AW92 10/1/2012

written by AW92

No matter what I do, or how many resumes I send off or hand out I get nothing back.
I had one interview since I quit my last job two months ago, the lady pretty munched offered me a job during the interview! But of course she wanted to talk to my refereences ha ah ha, fuck.
It was only on Friday though so hopefully she calls by the end of this week.
I don’t know what else I can do.
I’m hopeless and unemployable because I have no skills or talents.
I mean, I could loose weight and try to do boy magazines but […]

10/1/2012 5 comments

Going Coo Coo

by anthropophobia 9/22/2012

written by anthropophobia

I am 23 years old. Â I am a new to this forum. Â The reason I joined is because I feel relentlessly hopeless like all of you. Â I feel I no longer have an escape. Â I have burned all my previous ties with my family and friends, and I have not had a social life in over 2 years. In fact, I do not even leave the house anymore. Â I am alone, in debt, and miserably empty.

In High school I had an extremely fruitful social life. Â At the age of 18 I was slowly covered by a blanket of Â torturous anxiety. The anxiety is strictly social. […]

9/22/2012 4 comments

He’s fair

by kirua2468 9/19/2012

written by kirua2468

God is fair; if he gives you something, he’ll take something away. He gave me a good brain and a good body, but toke away my ability to make close friends. He gave me many talents, but toke away a good family. He gave me… many good qualities, but made my personality pessimistic. I guess personality couldn’t really blame God, because I developed it myself.

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9/19/2012 1 comment

I don’t want to fight through this life

by vaio 8/9/2012

written by vaio

To introduce myself I am 19 years old going 20 this year, but I feel like my 10 year old cousin can do a lot of things better than me because he is not uncomfortable of human interaction. Through constantly being afraid of people and events when I was a kid. I became very weak and inexperienced. I am also very lazy that I can’t even write here all what i have to say about me. I just sit all day at my computer, wasting my talents away.. Procrastinating…

I don’t want life, I don’t want people.. I just want nothingness.. I don’t even like […]

8/9/2012 16 comments

Neverending

by SomeMalaise 8/2/2012

written by SomeMalaise

Song I’m listening to right now.

I’ve done alot since my last post. I’m being usually creative. My friends are wowed and my parents are impressed. I’m not. It won’t matter in a few years anyway. No matter how many photos I snap or how hard I work the garden, how many times I do simple things to make my and others lives better I’m still unhappy. Even though a smile is weakly plastered on my face. I’m pushing myself to the limits before I die.

No matter if a happy event comes to me or not I will say this. That fear has […]

8/2/2012 8 comments

Cold Summer

by queen827 7/10/2012

written by queen827

it’s been along time since i came on here. I have many reasons why i didn’t come back here for a while. one of them was because on march 7th, just in time something happened. And after that alot more things happened that made that moment- not so unique anymore. for anyone that’s read my posts before, this one is nothing new- still me typing probably not making any sense i just write as i think i guess.

Im stupid in love, not with him, with the idea of what life should be. I expected it to be a certain way by now, and i expect […]

7/10/2012 0 comment

I hate my family

by ej 6/20/2012

written by ej

They are terrible. My grandma is fucking crazy and she screams at me and chases me around. I live with my grandparents. My grandpa has no heart for the emotion of another human being. They used to beat their kids. My mom hit me really hard yesterday because of something stupid. I’m gifted but they tell me I’m not. They don’t encourage me or any of my talents or anything I do. They constantly blame me for things and make me feel like shit. I have no confidence. I don’t go out. I don’t do anything. I research and self-educate myself a lot but they […]

6/20/2012 3 comments

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