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Help.

by diz 5/9/2017

written by diz

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It was depression that killed the remaining happiness I had left, but it was the same thing that keeps me going. Most of the time? I just want to die, to disappear until there are no ashes, no trace of my existence would be left. To be just nothing, as I am now. But the nothingness wouldn’t be overwhelming. As if I never existed. I always think that life was just a joke that I had to deal with. It’s like a prank I need to face everyday. The more I encounter it, the more it makes me sick. Then later on I wouldn’t notice […]

5/9/2017 2 comments

sigh

by frenchie 7/25/2013

written by frenchie

I’m done. I can’t believe I have to keep waking up for the nextâ€¦ what? How long? I don’t know what is going to happen with my marriage or anything else. I don’t know how my â€¦ selfâ€¦ is going to affect my kids. How long am I going to just be getting from one end of the day to the other? I don’t want to say it’s unfair, because no one’s inflicting it on me. I don’t know how God works, but I know God doesn’t work like this. Personal freedoms, free-will, poor choices, poor judgment.. Tendencies toward self destruction, self harm, self abuse. […]

7/25/2013 6 comments

A Cutting Story

by medownyou 5/9/2013

written by medownyou

May 8, 2013

Today is the day that the (I guess you can call it “my”) story is written.

Now i’m 19 years old. My body a nest for scars and memories that should have been long forgotten. Not all scars have stayed with me, and i hope that one day i’ll be free from them all. The sad reality of it is that some of those scars will never leave my skin, and always be a reminder of what i have done. It’s been mere days shy of 6 months without cutting myself for the relief that i have so desperately wanted during this time. The […]

5/9/2013 3 comments

by michinyo 4/16/2013

written by michinyo

I’m going to the er for suicidal thoughts and tendencies and see what happens. Wish me luck.

4/16/2013 2 comments

That hopeless feeling

by joniforjoy 3/18/2013

written by joniforjoy

Hello, ladies and gents!

First of all, let me introduce myself. My name is Joni. I am 17.

and well, like everyone else here, I’ve battled back and forth with negative thinking.

I was never officially diagnosed, but I have struggled with an eating disorder since middle school. Now, I am much better. I love to eat. I was never actually bad in the first place, but a couple of times I could have passed out. Now I have blood sugar problems, but nothing unfixable!

What I deal with the most is the ocd/anxiety/depression. Though I am healing, I still have many many days where I just feel completely […]

3/18/2013 3 comments

Depression definitions

by kbains 10/25/2012

written by kbains

Look at these definitions of depression on slango Â so true but they dont say how to get out. We already know this stuff. Why doesnt it say how to get out? Or why we have depression?

â€£ A state of altered perception where one sees the world as bleak and dark. Â Feelings and actions such as purposelessness, disinterest, low self esteem, [self-harm], pessimism, suicidal thoughts or tendencies and a lack of motivation or energy may accompany it. It is not simply the feeling of being sad, but is a lasting state of mind that could be caused by a number of factors. Many health problems lead […]

10/25/2012 5 comments

Better off dead.

by Kat4184 8/2/2012

written by Kat4184

I sit here wishing that I was someone else.Â Perhaps a quiet personÂ who didn’t have these tendencies – ruthless, narcisistic, destructive, tenacious thoughts and feelings that make up a large part of my being..Â Maybe I would be “better”Â if I wasÂ just able to be myself.Â The more time that passes always seems to pushÂ reality into the forefront, and unfortunately I’m pretty sure that it’s all gray matter.Â Why do I need to take things so far?Â Why can’t I control myself?Â Why Why Why do I have to be this person plauged with an overwhelming sense of manotany and a brain that tells me […]

8/2/2012 4 comments

Feeling Cornered

by Dashed 6/10/2012

written by Dashed

I don’t really see what else there is for me to do. I feel like all I ever do internally and out is apologize for the kind of person I am and the choices I’ve made. I feel like I should apologize for not being successful the last three times I tried to commit suicide, both to myself and to everyone who’s had to deal with me since those points.

It’s been made pretty much abundantly clear that I am the thing standing between my mother and her relationship. Her **** of a boyfriend is so pre-occupied with how much of a disappointment I am that […]

6/10/2012 4 comments

Hello there lovelies

by Stephyroxx 3/28/2012

written by Stephyroxx

It’s been quite a while since I’ve been on, and I am here to report after my hiatus for so long that I have been recovering nicely, going through huge turning points within this year and last. My depression has gotten better, so have my schizophrenic tendencies. I am here to tell you, that I love you, and things do get better! maybe not now but with time. You are not alone, there is hope for you no matter what. Believe me I have been in your position many a time, it is a dark place within your mind that you seem to not be […]

3/28/2012 20 comments

Are you going to let it happen?

by RichSmiles 3/11/2012

written by RichSmiles

I’m not here to preach, I’m not here to tell you everything is going to be the same as it was, I’m not here to persuade you against the decisions you have already made, but maybe just maybe I can make you feel better about things. Even if it is only temporary.

Suicidal thoughts and tendencies are not considered normal in the mental health world, but there’s 7 billion people on this planet and over half will at some point feel the way you do now. I know your eyes are starting to roll into your head and that urge to tell yourself ‘yeah this guy […]

3/11/2012 6 comments

Working Title

by TehNao 2/19/2012

written by TehNao

No idea what to put as the title, so oh well.

I’m not 100% sure why I’m posting stuff up here, but sometimes, when you know you can’t go into it with anyone else, it just becomes a “What the heck, why not?” moment.

Now, just for a summary of things, I’m 23. I’m not prone to depression as a relative mental issue, nor am I prone to actual suicidal considerations or tendencies. The last time I even had a properly suicidal thought was in my mid teens, during a period in my life when everything was going completely in the dumper, after a half decade of […]

2/19/2012 3 comments