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Never Free

by theforgottenfew
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Running in circles,

You fall,

Digging deeper,

Confused.

Lost.

Your lost.

Breathing…

Seeing…

Heart beating…

Blood rushing through your veins.

But what is this filth that your breathing?

What is this desecration that your seeing?

Why is your heart beating when you don’t really live?

Why is your blood flowing when you can’t understand your life or what’s left of it?

Life…

Living a terminal disease,

Everyday you live your moving closer to dying.

Try and show yourself why…

You don’t know why…

You can’t find the truth.

You don’t know where your going.

People lose your trust.

But who are you to trust when you can’t even trust yourself?

Your psyche telling […]

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I never had a choice

by Ravyn
written by Ravyn

I never asked to be born. It’s not like I was given much of a choice. I didn’t choose my parents, my house, the schools I went to or the country in which I live. I’m just here. And everyday it becomes harder for me to accept that. It’s not my fault that I see the world the way I do, or that I hold such feelings of hatred for it. Nothing would make me happier than to see it and everyone in it burn. But no amount of me hoping, ranting or dreaming of that is going to make it happen. So I give […]

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15 reasons

by passionfruit3
written by passionfruit3

reasons for doing this
1. Im addicted to trying to hurt myself
2.I have loads of pills its to hard to get rid of them.At at least for me.
3. Im pretty sure nothing will come of it anyway. After all ive attempted suicide more times than can count and a lot of the times i was never admitted for treatment.
4. Ive been very scared lately of death which is very ironic.But the point is i dont want to be around without the people i love.I dont want to feel the emotional pain of loss.
5 I cant survive on my own.One of my […]

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Want to just die

by Dr.Shazbot
written by Dr.Shazbot

I’m 28 years old.  I’ve been what I’d call a depressive since I was probably 14.   I tried to kill myself when I was 16 by overdosing on my anti-depressants.  I haven’t tried since, mainly because I saw what the first attempt did to my parents.  I was very fortunate in my parents; they’re loving and supportive, and I probably wouldn’t be writing this if it wasn’t for them.   I swore on my Grandmother’s grave that I would never try again.  That vow has also helped stopped me.   But it’s losing its effectiveness.   I don’t see the point anymore.  Why should […]

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Nearly half way…

by countingdown
written by countingdown

I’ve got 44 days left to go, and I’ll be joining you. I am living my life until then as best as I can, savouring every moment. I’m even tempted to run in the local elections just for the joy of it. I am trying to fit a lifetime of pleasure in before I go. I don’t know what comes next, however that doesn’t bother me.

As full as my world seems, I am alone looking out over it. Disconnected from it. It doesnt matter how close I get to people I am so far away. People say they see great things in my future, I […]

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