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Movin’ On

by NicoleK 5/7/2016

written by NicoleK

Another song I wrote a while back and decided to record (poorly). Basically a suicide note, a very mild one, in song form.

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/Movin-On-5_7_16-2.05-PM.m4a

Verse
I don’t wanna bother you anymore
Because I know how much that hurts
I don’t wanna be there at your door
Making your life so much worse
But I can’t help that I exist
So I’ll move along this process

And I’m not the sappy type
So I’ll keep this letter short
It’s the last that I will write
But don’t think it’s your fault
I’ve got a better place to be
And you’ve got better people to see

Pre-chorus
I’m sorry it […]

5/7/2016 20 comments

I can’t do it any more

by brakaree_goes_bye_bye 4/18/2016

written by brakaree_goes_bye_bye

I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but I just don’t love any of you any more. I say that I do, and sometimes I feel an echo inside of the feeling that used to be signified by those words. But I don’t love you any more. I go through the motions, and I say the right bits of dialogue. But inside I’m empty and lonely and tired.

The road stretching ahead is more of the same emptiness. There’s no place I want to travel to, nothing I want to do, no one I want to see. I’m tired of movies, tired of books, tired of the […]

4/18/2016 3 comments

why do we judge off of appearance?

by haileewantstobehappy 4/12/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

I feel like a proper idiot posting this but I don’t know where else to ask this and I know I’m going to get judged for it no matter what but I’ve been having really bad insecurity issues with my physical appearance. I feel like it’s the reason no one likes me, people judge so solely off of looks sometimes, is this why I’m single? Because I’m unattractive? It just fucking sucks and I hate the idea of plastic surgery but it might be the only thing I can do. I know, there are bigger problems, but this one has been getting at me the […]

4/12/2016 16 comments

Too Late

by Zetsumei 4/11/2016

written by Zetsumei

I can’t do this, anymore. I’m done. I don’t even care about the mess or scarring my family, anymore. Here’s hoping I don’t see everyone on the other side too soon. Cheers! *drinks my fizzy chocolate milk*

4/11/2016 5 comments

Sigh…

by disgusting 2/7/2016

written by disgusting

Proof that I’m the ugliest person alive comes from the other side too. I have nothing against this guy at all, so it’s not that. Another transguy I know got featured in a popular news source for being a hot transguy and he’s about as big as I am. How is it that other big people can be good looking but I’m always told how ugly I am?? What is really so wrong with me????

I can’t deal with it if I think of it any more than that. I’m sick of being the ugliest person on earth. I’ve taken .5 and .4 of my testosterone […]

2/7/2016 9 comments

We are all the same

by luka 1/9/2016

written by luka

Please don’t think of yourself like someone who’s in a worse mental state than everyone else. Don’t just say you don’t understand what i’m going through. We are all the same, we are all on a endless sinking ship called life. And for the ones who really don’t know what your going thro but say so, just appreciate that their trying to understand you. I might leave the ship tonight, so i just want to leave something that might help the others who are still on it. Just a small tip, that might help someone to get to the shore and survive it all. And […]

1/9/2016 11 comments

Any word on Salt?

by Snow Fox 11/18/2015

written by Snow Fox

I know Salt posted a little while ago, and it seemed he was on his way over to the other side. I’m just curious, has anyone who speaks to him more often than I (which is pretty much never), heard anything? I’ve always gained inspiration from him, through my different alias here, and the world have lost a brilliant soul. He was a great man, and if he did finish the journey, I hope he is finally at peace. Thanks guys.

11/18/2015 14 comments

No Creative Voice

by InhalingAnxiety 11/6/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

I have absolutely no creativity anymore. I used to.

I find it difficult to express myself. When I try to focus on finding a good way, everything leaves me. Anything I have to say is just a basic, simple rambling of words.

I know you can’t force creativity, but I have no muse or motivation. It’s just me wanting to express myself effectively and I’m so terrible at doing things for myself, as I find myself unimportant.

It’s like there’s two sides in my head constantly fighting. One side is begging to speak and to be heard and the other side is saying whatever it has to say […]

11/6/2015 5 comments

I just want peace.

by IFeelSoLost 9/21/2015

written by IFeelSoLost

There are some things about life that I absolutely love.
There’s hope in my heart that things will get better.
But I know that’s just wishful thinking.
I’m ready to leave this place behind and see what’s waiting for us on the other side.
I’ve hurt so many people that were nothing but good to me, I know this will hurt them more but at least It will be the last time.
I’m scared but excited I don’t know if i’m strong enough to go through it all again.
I’ve over dosed and ended up in hospital twice.
Most recent was two days ago.
I’m […]

9/21/2015 3 comments

stream of consciousness

by cathy arsis 9/5/2015

written by cathy arsis

My heart is an autoclavethey say alcaholics, are always alcoholics, even if they’ve been as dry as my lips, for years we have incongruent morals, we suffer at the hand of hope, we try so hard, and now trying has become synonymous with failing I feel like I mite never know the other side of madness ever again…I feel like I;m ed Norton from fight club n I just keep missing myself I am my own eternal hair shirt I am raidohead’s exit music and we don’t wanna die, but we don’t wanna keep fighting, we are tired, we embrace our unconditional humanity and we reach, we […]

9/5/2015 2 comments

Society makes me out as the villain, though it made me into it

by Supposed.to.be.happy 9/2/2015

written by Supposed.to.be.happy

By the rules of society I’m the definition of evil… I want people dead I want myself dead… I want this world to burn away… But only because of the torment me and countless others go through daily… And I’m reminded of how the true monsters are on the other side of the websites, the texts, the notes, the rumors, everything… It’s sad watching others be hurt like that… I’ve gotten used to it but even I lay here everyday and think of how nice the sweet release of death would be… So I’m here to say it’s too hard for me… Soon probably I’ll […]

9/2/2015 3 comments

my story – for all who care to hear

by humble25 8/24/2015

written by humble25

A little something I wrote. Feedback appreciated.

There once was a man, a traveler . His goal was to reach the other side of the world. Along the way he had to stop and wait for his second flight. It didn’t come till the next day. He saw another man in the city who had lived there for many years. But when he approached the man and asked where he was from, he just said “oh I’m just stopping by, I’m not really from here”, but he did not look like the other people from the town. Interested, the man tried to learn more about the […]

8/24/2015 1 comment

supreme galactical commander shifty

by sadsadist 7/12/2015

written by sadsadist

Maybe I’m Satan haha fuck you cowardly motherfuckers my rage is infinite my rage is beautiful uggg I will off others before I off myself this side wants that wants to make so many cowardly heartless deservant people to die first the other side wants to save them from me fuck that side

7/12/2015 3 comments

What is this?

by goober 6/26/2015

written by goober

Did a random entry on a search engine for ‘I’m so fucking lonely’, and this was one of the results. Seems legit.

I haven’t read a bunch on here, but I do know that if I was not sure that there is an existence after we die, I’d have been dead quite a few years ago. I wish I didn’t have this knowledge. The way things are right now, I’d rather not be here. I don’t have the gut’s to put an end to this existence knowing I’ll have to face my maker on the other side.

6/26/2015 1 comment

2/3

by sleeplessinSTL 5/30/2015

written by sleeplessinSTL

My best friend, K, tried to kill herself again tonight. Two of my best friends are dead, and another one is almost dead. I think that’s the only reason I’m still here. Her. I honestly think that she’s the last person I love on this earth. I mean, can I really say I love my fosters? I don’t think I can. Most of my family is on the other side of the world, an ocean away. Therapy makes me hate myself and all the others in my group even more It makes me into a different person, someone I want to strangle.

Well, at least K […]

5/30/2015 0 comment

Finals are next week

by majesticwalrus 5/17/2015

written by majesticwalrus

And I can’t make myself study for any of them, I just don’t have the energy. It takes every bit of strength I have just to climb out of bed in the morning. This is bullshit, I’m thinking this summer will be my last. I’m gonna go visit some family on the other side of the country, come back to CA to pick up my crossbow and hike far enough into the woods that the smell of my rotting corpse won’t bother anyone, then I’ll put a bolt through my skull. May seem excessive, but I’ve survived ODing twice and an attempted hanging, so this […]

5/17/2015 7 comments

Black sheep

by idonthaveagoodusername 5/13/2015

written by idonthaveagoodusername

To start off, my parents divorced when i was really little. My dad remarried almost 4 years ago. In those 4 years living with my dad and stepmom, my dad started to really force his religion on all of us. My stepmom had 5 kids in her previous marriage, but only 2 live with us. Z (male) and K (female). My dad is mormon, and from what i’ve heard from my friends, when i told them my dad’s religion, they all groaned and said things like “Oh my god, Mormonism? Really? I feel so sorry for you. Mormons are super controlling”. From my experience, what […]

5/13/2015 2 comments

The other side…

by blargyness 5/8/2015

written by blargyness

I’m scared. What is in the other side? I don’t believe in God or religion. I’m about to leave… I love you my flame… Help me.

5/8/2015 13 comments

coffee shop weird

by macd123 3/17/2015

written by macd123

Okay so I got on my soapbox about loneliness and how shitty the world is. Been doing this for a long time so it feels like home. I received several comments about getting out and so I did. I went to a local coffee shop, grabbed a chai and sat in the corner observing the world. Did this help – well not really because everyone was oblivious to my presence and once again I disappeared into the wall. I made one feable attempt to communicate but I ran out of energy and dropped to the floor. When I got back up it seemed like I […]

3/17/2015 1 comment

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by BrokenAngel8 3/8/2015

written by BrokenAngel8

This hits home so much for me. One struggling for so long when both sides are starting to crumble into one. One side the girl so happy, bubbly, full of life, always smiling or making others laugh. Then the other side of her. The one that cries her self to sleep at night, the one that cuts and self harms herself to keep her pain and emotions under control to keep her from crying out, the one thats hurting on the inside and feels like […]

3/8/2015 2 comments

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