i told everyone last night what is going threw my mind but today was even worse. So i have decided as it is time to end it tonight. there is no God and if he was there he defately does not here my cries. i cant take it any more and i atleast want someone to know me and to know what has all lead to this day. My name is Mark Anthony Clarke born 1979/03/10. i am 34 i have never done anything worth noticeing i live in south africa i have had so much hurt in my life lost every thing so many […]
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There Is No God
I am so ready to leave. plan on my daughter’s birthday (yes, a daughter that I don’t get to see) to leave this pathetic fucking life. Funny that so many believe in a fictious god, but think (because a dumb book) that you will be damned if you leave this crappy shit earlier. There is no god, and there is nothing after this bullshit. We are just like any other animal on this planet, look at all of our actions. We go to war for what reason? There is more than enough land on this planet to live. We keep others financially strap for what […]
I have tried to kill myself several times. I know I failed cuz I was holding back. Now I no longer feel the need to. I mean I have made a serious effort ( time in hospital and sanatorium) but I could have done it better and have made sure it worked.
Last month I had the privilege of spending 3 days with my father as he died an agonizing death. I am now certain there is no God. No more fear of the after life as I am now certain there isn’t one. Nothing mystic about dying now, we are just animals and we all […]
i am sick and tired of my drunk ass mom she never listens to me or even cares all i want to do is die doese any one have any tips on how to die fast if u do ge back t me cause all i want to do is die right here and right now i cant take all of this anymore more my life is litterly a liven hell it is like there is no god or right or justice jut devil hell and wrong please just tell me wat to do so ii can die and get of this hell of a […]
Lots of people on here say there is no God, im not trying to preach or anything seeing as i only go to church for funerals and weddings. But i do believe that there has to be something, do greater reason why we r on this earth other than just becoming furtilizer…im just voicing my personal beliefs if u disagree then no biggie, im not trying to preach my beliefs or belittle anyone elses…
An Indiana toddler named Angel initially survived a devastating tornado that killed the rest of her family last week. But the 14-month-old was taken off life support Sunday and died. So go right ahead, pull the trigger – No problem.
for me life is a game for me i believe god sent me to the earth, an epolepsy infected teenager, to have a f*cked up life and see what i do liveing with weed smoking parents, s*it grades and no friends. when its over i go to bed crying and shaking. there is no god for me. i believe if i die i get to be some 1 else. id like this because i can get out of this s*it life and be happy.
I’ve felt this way for a while now. I’m an atheist. I considered myself christian for a while but decided it wasnt for me. I’ve never really had anything against people who believe in god but I never understood why they did really. Now though, now I just cant take it anymore. I’m so sick and tired of hearing about people giving god credit for their acheivements and blaming the devil for their misfortunes. That shit is absolute tripe. Where do all the good things come from? luck. Where do all the bad things come from? luck. Luck is the reason for everything. People like […]
I don’t know what to do anymore. I used to have all the world laying at my feet, and I could pick whatever direction I chose. My life held so much promise, and now it is decaying around me.
In the past two years I’ve been beaten by my parents, taken by CPS, thrown into the real world a month later, and killed myself working ever since. I was supposed to go to the Air Force Academy. I got a full ride to a state college instead, where I found out what I loved to do most. But now I’m sitting in this house, and all […]