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Well…. this is it

by The Advisor
written by The Advisor

I’m pulling the plug in 9 days and to be honest, not entirely regretting it. This is the first time I’ve had control over anything and it’s nice. I mean, it sucks,  but in the end, maybe this is for the best. For me. For everyone . Because this is not a disease. This is a result of just not feeling anything but pain. Pain that no one should have to endure.

I searched for 6 years for someone who cared. It took me maybe a month to drive her away. If I could just have one thing before I die, I just want to hear […]

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goodbye and thank you

by whydoiwantto
written by whydoiwantto

Hello everyone, I just wanted to thank you all for your kind words and support the last few years. I have hit a wall and I think this is it for me. The constant pain and suffering… I just can’t deal with it anymore. So tonight is the night. I have a cocktail of sorts arranged with a backup plastic bag, I know we aren’t supposed to talk about methods so I will leave it at that, I’m not sure if it will work but I am hoping it will. This site has been a source of inspiration and just a huge amount of support […]

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this is it

by rubdoo50
written by rubdoo50

Spent $250 today on supplies for my exit.
Have booked in a days leave from work in two days time so I have the whole night and day by myself to pull this off.
I have tried before & failed. It was painful and i dont want to go through that again.
The method Ive chosen this time should be painless if all goes to plan.
Thoughts of my family keep trying to push their way into my brain, but I keep pushing them out . I know they will be OK & I know I simply can’t go on being me.
I’m a […]

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so…this is it….

by run rabbit run
written by run rabbit run

UPDATE: I started typing this last night when I was on the verge of killing myself. Obviously I didn’t….. But I decided to share anyways.

Here I am telling my story to strangers, that will never really know me.  I could have told someone else, but she wouldn’t listen.  I could have told her family, but it would have hurt them too much.  It destroys me to know the amount of pain they will endure, but at what point do I get to stop suffering?  I can’t carry on living in misery, just to spare everyone some pain.  Life is a giant shit sandwich, and right now I’m just […]

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by Sammi6xoxo
written by Sammi6xoxo

I loved him until my last breath. I’m just so tired of hurting people. I fucked up. I hurt him badly. I didn’t mean to. He made me feel like I was worth something. Like I could do anything. He was the only one who made me feel that way. He hates me now. That’s okay. I hate me too. I always have. He made the voices go away. He made the nightmares go away. But now they’re back and stronger than ever. There’s something mesmerizing about blood running down a shower drain. Getting a little dizzy.. Maybe this is it. I’m sorry. You guys […]

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I want it to end

by 2sick2care
written by 2sick2care

I’m tired I’ve been tired, I’m a walking fuckin skeleton with nothing left to give you can look at me and see I’m no longer here anymore. 24 years old or 4 this is all I’ve known, a never ending black hole I’ve gotten fuckin stupider and have ultimately fucked myself up even more. I’m sicker than sick, I’m fuckin sick and feel like nothing in this world can “fix” me. I honestly believe this is it  no heaven or hell we had a choice to make this world our heaven or hell,  the more I look around and the longer I choose to stay […]

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Too broken

by lostinlalaland
written by lostinlalaland

I am too worn out. It is almost impossible to even stand up out of bed in the morning. My family has rejected me, and I lost my parents to alcohol. I myself have tried to get sober but can’t deal with the mental stress. My last year was spend with my girlfriend struggling with alcoholism. After putting her through the third rehab and countless nights worrying she cheated on me with someone she met there and ran off. I literally gave her every last drop of life I had left and lost all my friends in the process. I went into deep depression and […]

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Now I truly am alone.

by tiffanyroberts418
written by tiffanyroberts418

Last night my boyfriend broke up with me. If you’ve read my last post then you would know how much pain I’m probably in. I know why he left even though he didn’t specifically tell me. It’s because I was simply too depressed. I was too much to handle for him. I don’t blame him for leaving because I would too if I were him. I don’t really see a point in living. I understand that it sounds stupid of me for saying that, but so what? I understand that there are “more fish in the sea” but he was the one with me through everything. […]

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Atlantic-Galactic

by Bisban
written by Bisban


Ultimatum
The Leo, Constellation
Is it the Monarch, Butterfly
This is for me and you too, Oracle
Do you want to assist my path, like warriors
For the healing, pilgrimage
I’ve sought all the possibilities
From the church to, the next
This is it, this is it, collaboration
Fortification, of the golden, Kings and Queens
Do you want to assist my path, like warriors
I’m the only that is so far, away

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Only a month

by tupsa
written by tupsa

On September 10th after what had possibly been the worst 2 months of my life, heartbroken for the 100th time in a row, alone, hopeless, I decided to give myself only one more month to live. I decided to be romantic about the date since is the first anniversary of the death of my second child.

I have to admit, a month sounded like no time at all but it has turned out to be quite long. Whit no affairs to sort, no family or friends to write to, no debts to clear (and no money to pay them if I had them) no job to […]

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Please forgive me, I’m in a mood…

by nozmoking
written by nozmoking

A guy died and went to Hell. After his “intake” was over, he was escorted down a long, hot corridor and lead into a huge cavern. What he saw astonished him – thousands of people standing waist deep in warm, steaming human waste. Many of them strangely were enjoying a cup of coffee or other refreshments.

“Is this it?” he questioned.

“Yep, this is it.” replied the escort. “Your place is over at the end of the third row.”

Wading through the muck after a brief stop at a Coke machine that didn’t require money he took his place, opened his soft drink and quipped to a woman […]

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no way out…

by suicidal.bunny
written by suicidal.bunny

Theres no way out.. I just want to cut until my veins have no more blood to let out.. I want to stand on that chair and end it.. Who cares if anyone misses me.. I want it to be over. The pain, the suffering.. I’m crying just writing this. This maybe my last post.. I need it to end. I need a way out of this. Life isn’t worth living anymore. It never was worth it. I can’t think of the last time I was actually happy.. What is being happy feel like? Because I don’t know anymore.. So this is it.. goodbye

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Do you think the same?

by Namesdonotmatter
written by Namesdonotmatter

I feel like, i’m the only one that feels like he’s being tested.

I feel like, this world is so absurdly fucked up, how could this be the real thing?

How can we expect to ever live in TRUE peace and harmony, if this world is a result of humans putting their heads together?

How can this world/life/dimension or whatever, be possibly real?

I’m no religious fella, or floaty supernatural type,  but if this is it then i really, really hope there’s life after death.

Because how can a person that has “woken up” freely waddle carelessly through all these working slaves we see as people?

I’m not sure if i’m […]

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Life

by creeper tales
written by creeper tales

I’m going crazy.

I’m going insane.

All my thoughts

inside my brain.

i can’t take it.

Make them go away.

I am so confused.

Don’t know what to say.

I really need someone.

Anyone will do.

Someone i can vent with.

Someone I can talk to.

I’m so young.

Why is it I can feel like this?

All these emotions,

putting me into an endless abyss.

So many tears

I often cry.

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t even know why.

I’m garbage.

I’m shit.

i am done.

This is it.

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