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this is my story

by blood lusting freak 8/14/2013

written by blood lusting freak

I’m the kind of person who had a great childhood. I wasn’t abused or molested. My family loved me and even though I was kind of weird, I had friends. I was content with my life. But, then, in sixth grade, I discovered that I had a gluten intolerance. Then, everything went downhill.

I discovered self-harm as a seventh grader. I started scratching myself with paperclips. I thought it was normal because it seemed that that was how everyone else dealt with their problems. It was “cool.”

I don’t really remember eighth grade, but about halfway through my freshman […]

8/14/2013 5 comments

I think its my time

by putty3737 8/14/2013

written by putty3737

I wish this life would through me a little hope im really drowning and don’t see a way out but this. I dont see a point of living anymore. I met the women i saw in dreams for many years I was suppose to marry and it was awful but great to cause I loved her so much and she did me to but then bad things after bad things kept happening and she dumped me after 2 and half years together. We had planned on getting married but couldn’t cause im on disability for brain and mental problems i have and if we got […]

8/14/2013 0 comment

“Rant”-page

by PierceTheVeilAddict 6/18/2013

written by PierceTheVeilAddict

I don’t even know what to begin with here. I tried typing the first few lines so many times. UGH! Okay, let’s get this straight: this rant is not about people. It’s about me. I apologize if it sounds conceited but there are so many inferences made about the mental illnesses I have so I’m going to list them one at a time so you can understand them. As well as some sexuality things.

ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder):

1. It does not mean that I get distracted with every little detail. I can, actually, hold a full conversation without going: “Ooh! A rock!”

2. I’m hyper all […]

6/18/2013 0 comment

Weâ€™re little dreamers.

by .The Matter Of Time 6/15/2013

written by .The Matter Of Time

Everybody dreams. Sometimes we remember what we dreamed, sometimes we donâ€™t. Today I learned a fascinating fact. Depressed people dream up to three times as much as non-depressed people. Maybe that explains why I remember so many of my dreamsâ€¦ :/

6/15/2013 5 comments

Just part of my ever growing story

by lifeasweknowit 5/22/2013

written by lifeasweknowit

I never thought that the people i watched on the tv in health class could one day be me. I never thought i would feel so helpless that i would want to die. But i do…and have attempted sciucide three times, each time i have either been stopped by someone, or it just didnt work. I think that this depression, or feelings of depression came about the start of my 9th grade year. Everyone has a group of friends, i was too unsocial to join one and now im too late, everyone always says; oh wow your so funny or you crack me up, but […]

5/22/2013 1 comment

Done

by pattycakes7216 4/16/2013

written by pattycakes7216

I let everyone down. My family, my friends, my partners in class, everyone. I never reach expectations. I tried to kill myself Sunday and couldn’t even do that right. All I’ve done is mess my arm up pretty bad. I’m being admitted to intensive outpatient therapy for three hours a day three times a week for two months, but i doubt it’ll help. I’m tired of talking about being a fuck up. I want someone to help me STOP being a fuck up.

4/16/2013 0 comment

Ruining my life

by AemsTheHero 4/4/2013

written by AemsTheHero

My mom is such a fucking *****, I’ve had it up to here!! I can’t stand her shit any fucking more, last week on Thursday, she fucking ruined my plans because one Wednesday she thought I was going to beat up my sister because I complained about her touching my things. She made this HUGE scene on the phone, in the party she was in and at home. She is fucking STUPID, all she fucking does is think lowly of me and I’ve had ENOUGH. So on Thursday, she RUINED my plans because Â she says I MISBEHAVED on Wednesday, so I got SUPER FUCKING PISSED, […]

4/4/2013 4 comments

Can It Just Be Time?

by iwanttobeintheunderworld 3/30/2013

written by iwanttobeintheunderworld

I’m just ready for it. I’ve been waiting for it. I’ve tried three times but they all failed, they wereÂ overdose. But now I know they have a low suicide rate and I want to try something new… I want to go to the woods and hang myself. It’ll be the best way so that I know it’ll work. I can’t wait for it to be time for it. It wont be too hard and I know that people will miss me but I’m always upset and theirs no point in being here any longer. I feel like it’ll be better when i’m gone.

3/30/2013 1 comment

given up on life

by feelingnotsogreat 2/7/2013

written by feelingnotsogreat

my life is one that i have come to consider utterly pointless. i never finished school (due to vicious bullying) so had no qualifications. my depression stopped me from completing collage courses that i have tried three times to do. i am considered unemployable due to my lack of qualifications and experience, so i’ve never had a job.

i cant even get a job scrubbing shit off toilets

so for the past 4 years i have been confined to a house that i share with my partner. i haven’t a friend in the world. (mostly due to the fact that my partner is a jealous shit who […]

2/7/2013 3 comments

why

by barelythere 1/30/2013

written by barelythere

I’m 13. I am severely depressed. Have been since kindergarten. No joke. I fake smiles every day so no one will realize what’s going on inside my head. I have 1 thing keeping me alive right now. His name is Monte and he is my boyfriend. I love him so much. And I owe him everything. If not for him I would be dead or constantly cutting. I have cut three times, times but they weren’t deep. I just recovered from two eating disorders. Anorexia and bulimia. I’m on medication for anxiety and depression. But all I want to do is take the whole bottle […]

1/30/2013 3 comments

A little Story

by tabiteata13 1/25/2013

written by tabiteata13

Hi my name is Alexandra.

Me being on a website like this would be disapproved by all my family. But my family is not willing to help me and not willing to see the the problem I have as a big deal. I love them all so much but they will not give me help, and help is exactly what I need.

I cut I dont really remember the reason I started or even how I started all I know is that it felt…good.

My mom use to tell me what reason doÂ I have to be sad? I don’t know I just know that I am sad. She […]

1/25/2013 21 comments

Hunger Games

by lost and found 12/9/2012

written by lost and found

I read the Hunger Games three times through. I enjoyed them very much. I don’t know why. On the surface, it’s only a story of death and slaughter and twisted human nature. Deeper in, it’s a story of fighting for what you believe and hope, maybe. ButÂ the death, and slaughter, andÂ not caring that my perception barely scratched the surface. In those books, so many people died, a bunch of them coughing on their own bodily fluids.

My aunt and I went out to the movies to see it. It was the last movie she saw. A few nights later, she choked on her blood. It made […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

Maybe you guys can be my friends

by WinterSparkles 11/22/2012

written by WinterSparkles

I’m fed up of broken promises of ‘when you move to X, things will get better’. I moved schools three times (once in year 8, then again in year 12). It never got better. Now I’m at uni and I was lured in with that same stupid lie. It isn’t better here. If anything it’s worse. I’ve already overdosed here, unfortunately failing. I’m just fed up and lonely and at the end of a thin rope. I’m ready to snap.

11/22/2012 5 comments

I wrote my suicide note. Then I crumpled it up and wrote it again.

by sono_libero 11/13/2012

written by sono_libero

Three times I rewrote it. â€¨Then I cut. Deep. I watched my blood flow with complete serenity. â€¨That wouldnâ€™t kill me, but the collection of pills by my bed surely would. This time I had more than enough. I wouldnâ€™t fail this time. â€¨This is it. â€¨Then I remembered her face. That look of pure terror she wore as she died. As I watched her kill herself. Can I really do this?

11/13/2012 1 comment

WTF

by L6936 11/4/2012

written by L6936

i am a 22 year old gay male, i have suffered from depression all my life not good at anything stuck in a dead end job.
i have been sectioned three times i just think whats life all about why do people suffer and others live fantastic lifes ??

so i ask my self do i or dont i, and whats the quickest and painless way to do it ??

11/4/2012 1 comment

Feeling Guilty

by Alayna 10/7/2012

written by Alayna

I feel… dirty. All of my friends call me innocent but they don’t understand. They rely on me to help them through their issues and I always try but how am I supposed to help them if I can’t even help myself? I have… family issues. When I was aboutÂ three, my family adopted four kids: Amanda, Jason, Jacob, and Anthony. Anthony would undress me and I’d always be to week and scared to stop him. He would sneak into my room at night and pin me down. He did this forÂ more than half of my life.Â If it weren’t for my parents, he would’ve done it […]

10/7/2012 6 comments

I want to be ………?

by Unique 9/21/2012

written by Unique

What do you want?

Life can be very difficult, I know how bad it can get, The pain of losing someone is second to none. If you know that pain then i am truly sorry for you. How about that I’m starting to tear up in a public internet cafe inÂ Delhi, and i already kind of stick out!!

Things that have helped me, I mediated three times a day, it is an amazing stress release and it helps me loads, I try to surround myself in friends and new people. Do not hide away, sometimes you need to be alone, but do not linger, loneliness breads depression […]

9/21/2012 4 comments

Little Victories

by help wanted 9/15/2012

written by help wanted

You walk by me as I sit, unnoticed, in the secluded corner of the school. You came with her to have some alone time. Understandable. You saw me in the very spot you wanted to be. You wouldn’t have that. You tell me to move. I’m still in shock that someone is talking to me. You get no response from me. You grab me by what would be the collar of my jacket if it had one. You tell me again to move. But I’m sick of being pushed around. Sick of letting people like you decide how I feel and what I do. “Make […]

9/15/2012 15 comments

i screw myself over

by abt1212 9/10/2012

written by abt1212

My one friend left doesn’t live anywhere near me. I was supposed to spend the weekend at her house, and to be honest I couldn’t wait because I needed to tall her everything that’s been going on with me emotionally– she was the last thing keeping me from going over the edge. She just told me that lots of people are going to be at her house this weekend. I guess its a combination of my social anxiety and the fact that when Im around new and many people its just gives me depression meltdowns where I can’t even do anything about them, and just […]

9/10/2012 2 comments

Am I Wrong?

by ItsJustMe79 9/4/2012

written by ItsJustMe79

So in the last month I’ve tried to commit suicide three times and have been in the hospital twice. I admitted myself and was there for 72 hrs the first time which didn’t help at all.. the second time they really tried to help and it did for a day or so. They diagnoised me as being Borderline Personality Disorder and honestly I can really see that in myself but now that I’ve studied it and see what I really am it brings me down even more. And I’ve hid all these deep feelings even the thought of being suicidal for over 15 yrs but […]

9/4/2012 4 comments

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