Sometimes it hurts to live
Sometimes when you’re feeling low…I mean real low. This is a level of low no one knows about because the people who experience it don’t talk about it or are too high to even coherently relate it to the alphas and betas of the world. This is the low that somebody in your life, somebody closest to you has put you on the tipping point and your inner demons grabbed you & thrust you in. Your standing in the bathroom lights off. You’re in the shower with the water running. The warmth against your skin is how you […]
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Tipping Point
My story is kind of a weird one. But here it goes. My main reason for attempting suicide, was a girl. But this girl, is incredible. Beautiful,
Funny, sweet. Id say more things about how great she is, but that would take a while. Anyway, heres the story. This girl, who i pretty much fell in love with, is like my world at this time. I cant get her out of my mind, i cant sleep because of her. It sounds like thats coming right out of a movie. But its true. I actually love this person. Which didnt work out to well for […]
Today I broke an ongoing achievement of mine which was to never smoke , but I was told it relieved depression after the first one I was actually quite surprised at how I felt. It felt great I was also offered cannabis which I took, looking back I’m disappointed in myself as it was a stupid thing to do and now I’m getting addicted. But it’s made me quite suicidal I’ve gone to the point of self harm but what I found weird is it relived my depression more than smoking or weed. I don’t want to get addicted to this or take it to far but it would […]
Today I hit my tipping point into trying again. I will seek one last attempt for help with overcoming how I feel , but I don’t believe it will change the outcome i have planned. I haven’t been a large contributor here but have appreciated everyone’s posts.