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Tough Times

Retirement

by Domino Jays 1/27/2013

written by Domino Jays

The first installment to the Notepad saga…. yep, that’s it.

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To Whom It May Concern,

You may think of me as stupid. Ugly. Dumb for meeting my 2 best friends over the internet. Meeting the love of my life over the internet.Â Stupid for writing this, but you don’t know how I feel. Let me tell you.

Living every day is a fuckin’ chore.Â Going to school is a chore. Walking, carrying everything I need, and just being on the computer with my love is a chore. Trying to survive without him actually being here is a chore. Without the people who truly understand me. Is it such a […]

1/27/2013 0 comment

Ruby

by Ruby Red 10/22/2012

written by Ruby Red

My girlfriend Ruby and I broke up today.

I couldn’t believe it.

I thought I had found someone who could understand me… I knew that she had gone through some tough times of her own. But it just pained her to listen to my stories because it caused her to relive hers.

She wasn’t completely honest with me about that.

I still love her. But she just wants to be friends now.

It’s devastating. I couldn’t breathe… I knew I wanted to die.

Someone please save me from this… I know my mistake now, but I think it might be too little too late. And I can’t kill myself now because […]

10/22/2012 9 comments

My Sappy Story

by GhostlyNinetyFive 7/31/2012

written by GhostlyNinetyFive

(Sorry for the sarcastic title; I use humor to cope.)

Hello, I’m Ghostly. That’s my username in place of my usual, more personal one. I feel like this may be the best place on the web to deal with suicide openly and honestly, so here I am supporting those who feel alone in this, and potentially talking people through some tough times, and I’m glad that’s what’s going on here. You are all very kind.

Maybe “helping people” is an overstatement, or a little premature. I’m just glad there is some forum to talk on that isn’t monitored to death or trashed by trolls and idiots. I’d […]

7/31/2012 10 comments

I am all out of everything

by ImfeelingNumb 7/12/2012

written by ImfeelingNumb

I never thought I’d ever contemplate Â ending it all. Â Even when I had to deal with tough times before, I knew things would get better.

Now, I finally understand why people feel this way. This time, my problems are so unbelievably Â bad that I just don’t see a way out of this. None of my options are good. No matter what I do, my life is already Â too fucked up.

I can’t go back, I am dying in my current situation, and it’s the only two choicesi have. Because of love, I gave up everything I had and was, and now I’m stuck in a country I […]

7/12/2012 9 comments

How Dakota Saved Me…

by SaaJane 6/15/2012

written by SaaJane

Â March 10, 2012 I could not believe what I just heard. Dakota committed suicide. I remember standing next to Jordan wondering how this could have happened. What Dakota did broke my heart into a million pieces, but it also changed my life forever. It showed me that no matter how bad things are, or how bad they get. There is always hope in the long run everything will be okay. Sometimes you have to go through the tough times to get to the good. It also showed me that there are always people who care. They might not act like it and they might not […]

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6/15/2012 1 comment

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Losing What You Never Had

by FourgeC. 4/29/2012

written by FourgeC.

In my adolescent years, I never thought I would make it to 18. Feeling so alone, coming out of the closet at 12, no one to love, to be loved by, to share our love through sex…

I have way to make myself feel better, and they’re pretty foolproof. But as we all know, it gets hard every now and then… That’s when I can pull through the tough times and make it all feel better! But it’s that pulling through that’s the hard part. And what if I do pull through?? What, do all the happy work just to end up in my own hell […]

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4/29/2012 4 comments

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Goodbye Cruel World

by Eddie1331 5/13/2009

written by Eddie1331

So is it so bad to be a gay male.. Yes it is, from how I’m treated.Â You’d think I was a fucking childmolesting murderer for how the people at school treat me.Â But no, just gay.Â It’s my senior year of high school tooÂ and you think it’d be the best but itÂ has undeniably beenÂ the worst.Â I never knew that coming out would have such negative consequences. WTF wasÂ I thinking!Â I liveÂ in Montana in a small town FULL of homophobes.Â Â And everyone knows that I am gayÂ so that past five months since I did come out have been hell. Everyday I go through the same ritual […]

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5/13/2009 16 comments

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