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Tragedies

I am not me.

by orangish 9/21/2012

written by orangish

I am not me.

I am. I live in the moment. Forgetting my past is easy, probably thanks to my screwed up neural wiring. I know my story. I lived it. But looking back is like reading pages from a book.
I’m detached. I am not who I was. I’m reading lines from Shakespear. This horrible tragedy befell the main character, followed by many smaller tragedies, but they’re not even memories in most cases. The few things I can remember clearly remain vivid, but only a few still carry pain with them. So why am I here?
I can’t remember the past, but I can feel […]

9/21/2012 5 comments

We Were Emergencies- Buddy Wakefield

by christina-- 9/15/2012

written by christina--

â€œI no longer need you to fuck me as hard as I hated myself. Make love to me, like you know I am better than the worst thing I ever did. Go slow. Iâ€™m new to this, but I have seen nearly every city from a rooftop, without jumping. I have realized that the moon did not have to be full for us to love it. We are not tragedies stranded here beneath it.â€

I stumbled on this on youtube. I think its supposed to be inspirational. I think its supposed to make people feel better.
It doesnt. It makes me realize that I indeed am […]

9/15/2012 0 comment

Ridiculous mindset.

by U.N. Owen 2/12/2012

written by U.N. Owen

The physical pain and the disease remain. Those cannot be cured.Â But the mental pain, the betrayals, the tragedies, the taking of my innocence as a child which warped me for most of my life.Â No counseling could make me expose that…. that horror….in my time boys were raised to be the strong silent type….. and even if the occurrence was not your fault you could not tell.

Because you did not want anyone to think you were not a man. So you overcompensate by trying to excel at everything.Â Grades, martial arts, sports, charisma, poetry, art, women, loyalty, generosity, being the alpha male amongst your […]

2/12/2012 3 comments