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Traumatic Experiences

feeling so much better

by helloiamdepressive 8/22/2013

written by helloiamdepressive

recently I just broke up w my chick.. cuz i showed her my depressive side.. and she couldn’t accept it and felt very uncomfortable.. well breaking up w her was one of the worst and traumatic experiences i have gone through in a very long time.. but now i feel better!

I learnt a lot from it.. and I wish that I was feeling this calm and relaxed about my life when I was still dating her 🙁

I felt that after breaking up.. that I really needed to change myself and the way I think and behave on a day to day basis.. I have […]

8/22/2013 1 comment

What am I so afraid of…?

by TarotXIII 1/22/2013

written by TarotXIII

It struck my recently. This rock-bottomÂ self confidence, self hate, doubt, etc. It is fear. Fear of what you ask? That’s what I’m trying to figure out. I’ve never been this serious about something in a long time. I’ve been doing researches, reading and a lot of thinking. The whole Carl Jung theories were eaten whole one night. His theories on our “Shadow” is whatÂ strokeÂ me the most.

Anyways, it seems I am deeply afraid of something. I just can’t find what. I wish I could say it’s aÂ reliefÂ to have pinpointed something, but it’s not. Each time I start something, it just end midway. Fear of failure? Thinking […]

1/22/2013 6 comments

problem solving

by Zuckerguss 5/12/2012

written by Zuckerguss

I decided to start fasting to try to make my tits shrink. Though I think I’ll likely give up and start eating again, mostly because of boredom and hunger pains. Currently I’m trying to apply and smell essential oils frequently because your sense of taste and smell are connected so smelling essential oils acts as kind of like a substitute for eating. Also I’m focusing on the traumatic experiences I’ve endured in the past and the things about me (my body, brain, etc) and my life I’m ashamed of to distract myself from food. Does anyone have any tips to make not eating for a […]

5/12/2012 2 comments