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True Happiness

I feel like…

by Craft 3/21/2013

written by Craft

i feel like i need to vent, talk to someone or just get away.

i don’t know why or whats causing me too since i took a weekend off last weekend.

i’m just sick of school, sick of feeling depressed and like crap all the time, i’m sick of notÂ being able to talk to my girlfriend, just fuck it all

my thoughts of suicide have been on and off the past few weeks, the lesser of what they have been over the past month and a half or so.

thought about ways to go, like a simple bullet to the head, starvation, other things. I feel numb all […]

3/21/2013 0 comment

I don’t know what to do anymore.

by hopelessdreamer 9/16/2012

written by hopelessdreamer

I’ve never been so lost in my entire life. I don’t even know where to start.

I’ve been depressed, anxious, and suicidal my whole life. It’s been miserable. It’s so hard having nobody to talk to. MyÂ family doesn’tÂ understand. Every single day I put on my fake smile and act like I’m okay, but I’m not. I try to get my parents to hear me. I cry out, but nobody listens. I’m invisible to them.

I have no idea what I’m doing with me life. My dreams were always shot down. They said I wasn’t special and that I’d never make it. I still believe I can. But […]

9/16/2012 4 comments

That Day Has Come!

by ItsJustMe79 8/6/2012

written by ItsJustMe79

I moreless want to write this post to encourage someone else! I’m still battleing suicidual feeling real bad and if that one guy would email me back and tell me he found a gun, id leave work to go put an end to it all… but honestly I’m tired of it all! I really want out! I kno there’s two sides of me speaking. All I kno is if I have another attack like I did the other night I will end up doing it! And really deep inside I just want a peace of mind and true happiness more than anything. So the day […]

8/6/2012 8 comments

Over

by danke 5/24/2012

written by danke

I never used to be so sad, i remember only two years ago i was so happy laughed every day and meant it but now the very thoguht of smiling, makes me feel pain in my heart actual physical pain. its not that i want to exactly die no, i know i canhave a great life i know, but you stop me
my mother you stop me, you don’t let me leave this prison of a house you want me here all the same, you very own prisoenr that you can control that you can manipulate to do everything you say
and now i finally […]

5/24/2012 1 comment

The pain of being utterly and completely alone will never go away

by thegirlwhocryedwolf 4/22/2012

written by thegirlwhocryedwolf

I remember a time where i could cut and then go on about my day with a fake smile as if everything was all fine and dandy. Cutting use to hold me together. It used to keep me sane. But now no matter what i do, or how much blood is shed i just cant seem to even pretend to be happy.I feel like i will never experience true happiness.

4/22/2012 1 comment

You are My Sunshine

by aimeemz 3/14/2012

written by aimeemz

Thanks so much for the positive feedback! It really means the world to me. I’m so happy that I’m actually getting through Â to even just one of you. If I could help inspire just one person in the slightest bit, then all these posts are absolutely worth every second of my time. Each and everyone of you are worth it.
You guys are my sunshine. So beautiful and so vital. I hope you guys realize that you’re all so special.
I don’t know what caused you to give up on yourselves, but no matter what the reason is, there is hope and things […]

3/14/2012 5 comments

TRUE HAPPINESS

by ImBarelyHere 12/29/2011

written by ImBarelyHere

i find myself smiling a lot. mainly because of A.S as i talked about in a previous post. there aren’t to many people on this earth that can make me smile and happy and actually truly laugh every time they open their mouth…. 3 to be exact… i wonder whats gonna happen when they leave me like everyone else.

12/29/2011 1 comment

True peace-Not to be

by Dods 4/18/2009

written by Dods

I am maladjusted to this bad commercial called “Life”. The thought of being just another person makes me sick. There is always someone smarter, more talented, better looking, stronger, faster, and the list goes on ad nauseum. I guess happy people take one of two roads: 1)They constantly reassure themselves either knowingly or not, that they are this great value, this special person, this one-of-a-kind individual, or 2)They resign to being a pleasure-seeking mammal…The only thing that is true and everlasting is death, and on this side of the grave, there is not a thing a person can do that holds real value except suicide. […]

4/18/2009 7 comments