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Pain

by LredeGone 9/9/2012

written by LredeGone

I don’t know who I am, why I’m here, why I’m alive. I tried very nearly successfully once before. I’m not sure I want to die, but I don’t want to live anymore. My heart has been ripped apart. I’ve never loved anyone like I loved her, and I just ruined it. I have to let go, move on, but I can’t. My heart still cries out for her… and she’s already over me, and it hurts so much. I don’t want to hear that I’m young, and it will pass, because I’m nearly 30. But throw these feelings on top of the pain I […]

9/9/2012 1 comment

by darkestcornersofthemind 8/23/2012

written by darkestcornersofthemind

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck i want to die. ive been sitting at the train station all night. all i wanted to do was lay on the tracks. my one true love texted me out of the blue. what the hell why, why tonight? i was going to do it tonight and she stopped me. fuck.

8/23/2012 2 comments

First time here…

by waitingforyouu 7/13/2012

written by waitingforyouu

hello, Â I’ve been sad for quite some time, I’ve attempted to commit so many times, so many different ways. Here’s alittle bit of my background, I was inlove, I had friends, I had a good job. Everything is gone, I’m not happy anymore, life has manage to take everything away from me. Did I cause this? was it my fault that everyone is gone? For the past week I have been researching on different ways to commit, I came across this website and here I am, making my first post.

I think I felt inlove with my eyes close. I knew it was true love, I […]

7/13/2012 19 comments

Fucked upâ€¦

by jasiel_bvb 7/4/2012

written by jasiel_bvb

Hey, so I guess the title says it all. I am fucked up. And I’m only 11. I started noticing that I was anorexic when I was 8, I didn’t like eating. I never knew why, and I’m still suffering anorexiaâ€¦ this month has been one of the worst. First of I lost and amount of weight (im underweight), so then I can’t see my only true love, and he hasn’t texted nor call for about a week now. I don’t only suffer anorexia, but cutting, suicidal, and they say I have mental health problems as well. My cutting started in 4th grade, when my […]

7/4/2012 0 comment

True love or lust?

by RogueShadow1281 5/11/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

I feel a deep love for Jasmine, a longing to show her I love her. I have gone past the sexual thoughts and I just want to hold her and kiss her. I was reading a sex story based on the Naruto show and how he pleased the women he seduced by treating them well. He showed them he would treat them right. I got teary eyed and my heart felt weird as I thought of Jasmine and as I think of it I get cold chills.Â

I love Jasmine so much. Is this not a feeling of love? Is this really purely a desire and […]

5/11/2012 10 comments

Invisible

by vanessa_d42 5/9/2012

written by vanessa_d42

Never been noticed, haven’t been noticed, will not be noticed. The one I like is right in front if my eyes, but I’m behind his back, were I belong. It feels horrible that I will never have a chance with him. There will be another girl who won’t make him suffer, will make him smile, and will love him and show him what true love is. I’ll just stay behind and won’t waste his time.

5/9/2012 2 comments

Incest (that’ll catch your attention)

by RogueShadow1281 4/30/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

I have begun writing a story on war. Hopefully, I can make it detailed and descriptive, yet still interesting. It’s a war story, based on the near future where the government goes completely corrupt, ruled by the Illuminati and the rich. There are the NUSA, which is the New United States Army/of America, but might change it to something less to the point.Â

There’s Â Rogue Shadow’s Units/Union(RSU), introducing Rogue Shadow as the leader and consists of a expanding band of Rogues, which are plainly living shadows most likely infused with humans, some are shadows that move of their own free will. Religious people would consider them […]

4/30/2012 2 comments

“True love ~ Broken Dreams”

by symbalol 4/30/2012

written by symbalol

â€œTrue love ~ Broken dreamsâ€

-Hai, my name is PeterÂ AlesanaÂ also otherâ€™s would like to call meÂ Petii. Iâ€™m going to share a story about broken dreams, the human mentally capacity of fighting for your loved one, for your dreams, shattered lost soul, never endless suffering, a story what will encourage you to stand up and keep pushing even if everything seems to be dark and hopeless , when you are on two knees praying, shaking in the unconditional pain, when you cried so much that your tears turn into blood but wonâ€™t stop falling regardless how try you hard, when there is no one else there to […]

4/30/2012 0 comment

I just want to die!

by mimi28 4/18/2012

written by mimi28

I never actually thought i would end up like this, i was always so happy. No that is a lie. Now when i think back i notice i ACTED like i was happy but on the inside i had already died a long time ago. I’m not even 16 and i allready want to end my life so badly! And i can’t tell anyone about these feelings these suicidal thoughs because no one kann really understand me. I used to get bullied alot because of my nationality, of how i spoke, how i looked and how i acted. Four years long not a day went […]

4/18/2012 5 comments

Fly with me by Flyleaf is stuck in my head. It’s a good song, with a lovely voice.

by RogueShadow1281 4/16/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

I sit here, reading stories and texting my beautiful cousin. She has begun to flirt with me, while everyone told me I should be asking for sex with my cousin as an ill-attempt for her to feel closer to me. I revealed my sexual fantasies and what-not to her, and she has begun to like me back. I feel high, for some odd reason. The term perma-fried is going through my mind meaning I’m always high, maybe it’s finally finding happiness.Â

I just hope that happiness lasts. I love her so much, I wish I could ask her to be my girlfriend. I would take her […]

4/16/2012 6 comments

I’m almost ready

by Jay3312 4/8/2012

written by Jay3312

I’m almost ready.Â ready for the pain to end, even if it takes more pain. I wrote a suicide letter a goodbye.I have problems if I killed myself i would be doing the world a favor one less messed up person for people to look at and wonder what I’m like. Who I am. Everyone judges people. And in this world that’s all I am to most people. I was Â abused. It changes a person gettingÂ slapped for not eating. Getting kicked for crying. Getting my headÂ slammedÂ into a Â wall because I couldn’t stop crying. It was like that every day .Â I have problems. They are clear to […]

4/8/2012 5 comments

lost

by QuixoticNomad 3/28/2012

written by QuixoticNomad

I don’t really know what to say except that I’m hurting.

I’m lost in the blackest of blues and the coldest of blacks; the half-light is gone. There are no stars and I have no compass. I walk the flat lands knowing where you are, but knowing I can never go there again. Emotional pain slams into me wave after wave only to wrap itself around my heart, squeezing, before releasing for the next wave.

I’m so sorry for what I did to you, yet, there is nothing that I can say, no amount of self-flagellation that can redeem me in your eyes — Continue Reading

3/28/2012 6 comments

why?

by cryingout13 3/21/2012

written by cryingout13

Why is it so hard for me to be happy?
Why is it so hard for my family to understand me?
Why do guys just want to use me?
Why do i always feel so alone?
Why do I sleep around just to feel wanted?
Why can’t i find true love?
Why am I addicted to cutting?
Why do i still have these suicide thoughts?
I wish I had these amswers. People think I’m happy, when truthfully I’m dying inside.
My life is on track and I’m working, have a wonderful fiance but still feel alone. I have no one to share these feelings with, […]

3/21/2012 5 comments

The Death of My Spirit

by QuixoticNomad 3/5/2012

written by QuixoticNomad

I guess this is what complete sadness feels like…to be completely hopeless(hope is only magical thinking anyway). I know why I pushed my ex away in those last few days. But, I’ll never know when or why she decided to leave(she was “gone” before I pushed her away); everything is an assumption.

I know you said if it was true love then I’d do everything I could to find it again, even with someone else. But, do you remember what you said to me when you were separated from your wife and living with Friend B? You said you would never love anyone as much as […]

3/5/2012 0 comment

by RogueShadow1281 2/25/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Stupid fucking iphone keeps fuckig crashing wont let me go to sp im so fucking pisssed of it just wants me to choke out and cut myself just to taste it fuck u piece shit i fuckmin hate you. Why cant i be eith jasmine fuck u. I need some fuckig weed you ****** this aint helping me i bet fucking safari is gonna crash n my iphone is gonna be completely smashed by morning fuck. Wheres my fucking hubby bars. You favgot i wanna grab a nife n test out cutting i just might witg this mugh anger inside me im so irritated and […]

2/25/2012 2 comments

One day (post) of all truth.

by shetriessohard 2/13/2012

written by shetriessohard

I got the suggestion of having one day of being completely truthful and to be honest…I couldn’t do it. I’m scared of what people think of me and how they will react. I know I should only care about what I think of myself but I don’t and to be honest, who does? So I’ll be honest here, I’m going to vent and say some things that I’ve never told anybody. So I guess here goes nothing:

I lost the love of my life a little over a year ago because I was stupid and screwed up the whole relationship.
I don’t believe in true love anymore […]

2/13/2012 2 comments

Depression Poem

by ameliahighstudent 1/17/2012

written by ameliahighstudent

I thought you cared

But I was dead wrong,

You sent me back to depression

Back where I belong.

You said I had a chance

But there wasn’t anything but pain,

The pain of you playing with my heart

And me losing again.

And now I guess you’re done

And I’m left with all these pieces,

Of my broken heart, broken again

And you’re saying you don’t need them.

Well, I guess I’ll rebuild

Because I’m not giving up,

Someone will come along

Who will give me true love.

You just used me

You never cared,

And now that I’m realizing it

Love wasn’t what we shared.

We shared master and slave

Slave of love for you to use,

When you were down

I was who you’d choose.

But […]

1/17/2012 0 comment

Best friends.

by Haiimwaters 1/10/2012

written by Haiimwaters

I just lost my best friend. How do i feel? Well, it didn’t hit me until i screamed i fuckingÂ hate you as i slammed the door and started to walk to my house. That was my person. The person who would listen to me cry all night about a boy and try to help me. The person who defended me when she didn’t have to. I just hurt that person. So bad, i could see the water start to feel her eyes when i told her she never gave a damn about anyone but herself.Â She doesn’t cry too much, that’s how i knew i […]

1/10/2012 2 comments

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