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Tyranny

I want to write and don’t know what to say…

by bbbaron 1/26/2013

written by bbbaron

I like contributing to this site. I don’t think I help anyone. I feel like I only share. I relate. I feel normal here.

That being said, I am tired of being so sad. I don’t think I can be any other way. Not for the long haul. The thought of being like “this” another 30 some odd years makes me feel nauseous. The thought of doing that alone or around people I despise… I just shudder to think about being stuck in that way.

Over the years I have heard so many mantras, tips, and tricks that make my head spin. They don’t work for me. […]

1/26/2013 4 comments

Release

by CJ 6/22/2009

written by CJ

Finally, oblivious parents have recognized my bulimic ways and decided to get me help. I’m going to a doctor tomorrow and I’m actually eating full meals. I feel…. pretty good. I thought all hell was going to break loose if they found out, but they were more understanding than I thought they would be. My brother knows, and he choose to just ignore me instead of supporting, but he can go fuck himself for all I care.

My bulimia was the cause of all my strife. I’ve felt happier in the past two days than I have in a long time. Though it will take me […]

6/22/2009 3 comments