Ultimatums

So, the synergistic forces are closing in on me.  I am not in a panic to end my life; in fact, I am worried that I will be somewhat excited when I do.

I have body dysmorphic disorder; people say my body is fine but I do not believe them.  And then there is my career, which did not pan-out as I would have wanted.  And then there are the bills I cannot pay.

So, yes, I am clinically depressed.  I have a few methods I will try when I finally do try.

I just worry.  That whole “accept Jesus” thing.  It is upsetting to me, ultimatums, you […]