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I’m Losing It

by rafaelgarcia733 8/11/2013

written by rafaelgarcia733

I’ve thought about taking my life so many times. I know some say it’s the cowards way out and that someone always has it worse than me – Truth is, I’m just so fed up. I’m exhausted. It’s like things are so bad I just don’t even feel like getting out of bed. I have great friends but I just have so many emotional issues that even hanging out with them seems like a chore.

I was sexually molested and abused continuously when I was young. I didn’t even know to tell or what to do. My mom found out because there was blood in my […]

8/11/2013 9 comments

Bridge jumping: Update

by Aleda 6/16/2013

written by Aleda

Just went on my last holidays, it’s pretty neat here. Two days ago I visited the bridge. The water is almost 4 meters deep and there are strong currents. The currents are something I’d like to have. The stronger, the better. They are so strong they are visible on the surface. The bridge is in the close proximity of something I don’t know how to call in English, but the idea is that this is kind of thing which people use to make water deep or shallow. It’s a barrier for water. The currents are so strong here. I think it will help me drown […]

6/16/2013 4 comments

Poison and bridge

by Aleda 6/12/2013

written by Aleda

I’m suicidal for three years straight. I’m a victim off bullying, I cut, I have no friends, I love the wrong person and I have no perspectives in life. I tried to kill myself by overdosing and cutting veins but it didn’t work.
I want to combine jumping, drowning and poison in my last seconds of life. I want to do all of this at night. Here the European Yew grows wild in the parks. My aim is to collect several hundreds of seeds and about 200 grams of fresh leaves, mash it and ingest it. It will make me die of cardiac arrest. […]

6/12/2013 11 comments

Suicide attempts and hospitalization… Your story.

by icandoyourhair 6/6/2013

written by icandoyourhair

This is my first time posting on here, and I would like to read some first hand accounts of hospitalization after a suicide attempt, or being hospitalized for threatening to do so. I would like to know whether you feel it helped you or made you feel worse. Were you diagnosed with a mental illness and do you still want to kill yourself?

I’ll start…

Bought components for helium bag online last fallÂ (live in a small town so it was easier to find online). I suppose I was acting a little too disconnected from others and my boyfriend caught on before I could summon the courage to […]

6/6/2013 61 comments

It’s raining

by deborahdubois77 10/19/2012

written by deborahdubois77

When it rains it always brings feelings back to me. I like the rain, no matter how cold it is outside, no matter hot it is.Â It is dark now and my window is open I am listening to the rain and I am crying. My husband sits in his tv room and readying himself for work. I want to run outside in my underwear and t-shirt, lay on my back on the wet grass and just let the raindrops pelt off my face. But….the embarrassment would be too great for my husband to handle and he’d drag me in scolding me telling me I’m actingÂ like […]

10/19/2012 8 comments

My Secrets.

by hope333 10/16/2012

written by hope333

I’m 16 and a junior atÂ high school. Â I have been suicidal for a long time and I have yet to talk to anyone about it. I used to do terrible things to my friends and family. I would lie, cheat, and steal from them. IÂ don’tÂ know why i did it but i did. I realized that it was bad and I stopped. I’m better and happier.

Just recently I heard my friends talking about themselves and saying that their fat and that they need to lose weight. ItÂ didn’tÂ used to affect me but I started toÂ believeÂ it. Me Â being a thicker and wider person i thought ” well if […]

10/16/2012 3 comments

So Confused….

by Johnson Dominae 9/30/2012

written by Johnson Dominae

I haven’t been on here for a long time because I really needed sometime to think. Thank you for all your comments they were very inspiring and helpful. It seems like everyone on here could be my family even if my family doesn’t want me, I see that. But now I have something popping up and I don’t know how to deal with it. I have had abusive boyfriends, cheating boyfriends, ‘use and go’ boyfriends, and just to sum it all up ‘BAD BOYFRIENDS’. It’s my fault for having boyfriends at a young age, but that is what i turned to for comfort, boys. I […]

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9/30/2012 5 comments

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by darko 9/28/2012

written by darko

I’ve been a cutter since I was 11 or 12.. since before I knew why I liked it, or that other people in the world did it.
It may be a dangerous addiction, but I argue that it isn’t worse than drugs or alcohol or smoking.

I basically live in long sleeves and pants, but in ten years, I’ve slipped up and had some scars spotted by friends, family, co-workers.
I find some morbid fascination in people’s reactions and wondered what kind of reactions other people on here have received.

These days, I only keep close friends who understand my issues, but when I was a kid, […]

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9/28/2012 3 comments

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I probably can take it… I just don’t want to

by lostforlife 9/2/2009

written by lostforlife

I am a shy eighteen year old girl, and have been a victim of bullying for the past nine years.

It first started when I was in the 5th grade and had moved to a new school.Â I was allocated a new friend to help me find my feet, but instead I had someone who would emotionally abuse me for the next three years.Â I told my mom in the 7th grade – she said she was mad at my “friend”, but she never did anything about it.Â All she could say was, “It’s a phase; it’ll pass.”Â I never told her about the other girl […]

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9/2/2009 11 comments

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