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No Wonder

by SearedWithScars 12/9/2012

written by SearedWithScars

I lay awake at night. Restless. Another sleepless night. The voices spin me around like one of those carnival rides we used to love so much. Out of control. Disoriented. Vertigo.

Heartless. *****. Worthless.

Give me a chance! Forever Alone.

Sing better. Draw better. Play better.

Iâ€™ll try harder! A disappointment.

Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. Not kind enough.

Iâ€™ll be better! Never good enough.

Hated. Unloved. Pathetic.

Give me a chance! Not wanted.

STOP!

But the voices in my head donâ€™t stopâ€¦ they never stop. Of course these voices arenâ€™t just in my head.

No wonder I donâ€™t sleep.

I ask you to love me, protect me. This is your job isnâ€™t it? Instead you […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

Emo

by xAshleyx 12/2/2012

written by xAshleyx

Another reason to kill myself.. Oh how ‘happy’ that makes me. My family doesn’t accept me for who I am and neither do my friends.. No one is there for me. Like I care though. Okay yeah I admit it- I am emo. And most people think us emo’s are heartless souls. Well that’s not true. Always sitting in a dark, cold corner crying.. Does anyone know what it’s like? It’s painful. Maybe some of you reading this will understand.. I always feel as if I am unimportant, unloved, and unwanted. Oh great I ju- Every ‘quiz’ I take says my life is fu(ked up.. […]

12/2/2012 6 comments

Emotions

by LostandAloneGirl 11/27/2012

written by LostandAloneGirl

Emotions swirling

Happiness, anger, sadness

Which do i feel?

I feel fake

Unloved, unwanted

I am weak

Just a side character

I seek to be noticed

and held

But no one can see me

Amd i transparent? Invisible?

Doesn`t anybody care?

I cry silent tears

and everything i say falls on deaf ears

I am a souless doll

I have no free will

A doll`s emotions are painted on

Artificial

No one knows what the doll wanted

For the doll doesn`t speak for itself

I have to be a Fake person

to be seen

I have to be perfect

not me

I have to live up to

Expectations

not my limits

Everyday my will and emotions leak

From a cut in my being

A cut so deep that not even stitches

Could keep infection out

I […]

11/27/2012 2 comments

I want to die

by heated.throw.rug 11/6/2012

written by heated.throw.rug

I want to die.

It has taken me a long time to come to that conclusion.

Why do I want to die? In a nutshell: because I’m in intense emotional and mental pain.

The longer version?……… Life is too much of a struggle. Most things I go after results in total failure and misery. I find it very difficult to relate to people on a deeper emotional level. Conversing with people is an enormous challenge. I wish I didn’t stutter.

It tortures me that I can’t even say my name without stuttering. The look I receive from people when I stutter is extremely painful, so I mostly choose not […]

11/6/2012 1 comment

My Story.

by MSandJG 11/5/2012

written by MSandJG

Read on my fellow crazies. Let’s see, where to start? I guess the beginning. When I was five, my parents got divorced. Not a big deal right? Tons of parents get divorced and a lot of kids get to visit every other weekend or something. Well my dad packed me, my two sisters, and little brother up and brought us all theÂ way from Ohio to New Hampshire. Leaving my mom behind. I got to see her in the summers and Christmas break for a week or so. MyÂ second-to-oldest sister had an over-eating disorder and was the first to move out of that madhouse to […]

11/5/2012 2 comments

i hate everything

by passionfruit3 10/19/2012

written by passionfruit3

Im so pissed today.I had a great morning went out for my birthday with my therapist even though they gave me a gift card to buy clothes knowing if they gave me it for anything else i wouldve bought pills and probably taken them.What people dont get is im already going to do that and i can find my own way to get what i need cause im resourceful.But it gets worse
I go on a site to get free stuff and give away stuff and they took the item i was giving away down.Even though people were giving away the same item.Anyway not […]

10/19/2012 0 comment

my mom

by katiebear12 9/22/2012

written by katiebear12

For some strange reason, all ive thought about today is my mom. She was diagnosed with schizophrenia about 6 years ago, and since then, she hasnt been the same. She functions fairly normally, but she seems sad a lot. She gets happy, but it dissapears really fast. I worry about her a lot because she doesnt eat a lot and shes extremely OCD about her food. We cant go near her while shes eating or she wont eat her food. She rarely eats everything she makes and always gives the remainder of her food away. Shes always extremely stressed. When shes mad or upset she […]

9/22/2012 3 comments

Momma

by together 9/15/2012

written by together

This was from my journal i cut out alot of it. I apologize in advance if you think im just crying out.

why am i not good enough for you momma? why do i feel unloved by you? why do i feel like a pile ofÂ **** when we talk momma? momma why have you hurt me enough to lead to trying to kill myself? please momma i need answers for my feelings. i want you to love me momma. why do i have all these scars momma? why do i feel empty when i hug you? momma your son loves you and does all he can […]

9/15/2012 6 comments

it hurts

by passionfruit3 7/6/2012

written by passionfruit3

tomorrows my moms birthday and while i can say i will smile and be happy on the outside thats only part of the truth but ill be crying on the inside. I havent decided if im ready to die yet ecspecially since i never seem to get it right I know if i really was ready id go to the bridge and jump off. I guess im at the point were i still do want help even though no help has been the right help. My therapist i feel like i havent talked to her in years. The last two times i saw her once […]

7/6/2012 0 comment

whatever u wanna call it..

by fakingit 6/14/2012

written by fakingit

ME.
underneath im: stupid, a loser, a loner, a cutter, unusual, different, shunned, hated, betrayed, embarrased, failure, sad, unloved, defeated, lonely, DEPRESSED. so strange i can make this seem untrue. i fake my way through life- “fake it til u make it” would that make me a liar? an attention seeker? i dont think so but i dont care what i think.. ha i dont even know who i am cuz i care what u think, i change all the time. just to make you happy. but that will neva happen cuz u will never be ok with me. dont feel bad its not just […]

6/14/2012 17 comments

I’m SOOOO Tired!!

by gypsy 6/4/2012

written by gypsy

I’m sooo tired of it all!! Don’t know what to do anymore! Can’t even stand to look in the mirror, I don’t know how much more I can take. Â I cry all the time now, can’t even get through one day without crying. My husband always asks if i’m okay, but the truth is, he really doesn’t wan’t know the answer to that question. I don’t know why he even bothers asking. I wanna believe he loves me, but I don’t know how. I feel as though everyone would be happier and better off if I were gone. Â I really believe they would all jump […]

6/4/2012 1 comment

I felt useless and unloved

by renelowey 6/1/2012

written by renelowey

I’m one of those people that like to pay attention to detail, so natrually I found everything wrong about myself. I’d lie awake at night thinking about all the things I might have done wrong that day and saying to myself “God, you’re an idoit” Whenever someone complimented me, I always thought “they’re just saying that to spare my feelings, they don’t really like me” And i’ll admit, I’m pretty fucked up in the head.

Self harming, or cutting. What a concept man, I love it. Nothing feels better then thinking you can just cut away all these imperfections. And thats what I did. And it […]

6/1/2012 1 comment

For Brooke

by azurexdragon 5/28/2012

written by azurexdragon

You’re never going to actually read this, so I suppose I’ll post it here. I love you, I tried, I’m Sorry, Goodbye.

I’ve tried helping you with your problems, I wouldn’t dare see a pretty face with so much potential just disappearÂ amongÂ the lives of the other, unnoticed and unloved. So many people try to be with you, but I know a secret, something you’ve only told me, some people, they think they know everything about you, but really, I’m the only one you told. Two months ago you were a stranger, just another pretty face in school, but then we talked, and we kept talking, that’s […]

5/28/2012 4 comments

The End..

by valucas 5/14/2012

written by valucas

On the outside I’m like everyone else.. Something people envy. A high school cheerleader, soccer player, straight A student, and have great friends… But it’s not that simple!

Every day I get taunted by people I get told I’ll never be good enough I’ll never be in their crowd. I try not to let it show but it’s hard I’ve worked so hard to get people to like and accept me. I spend so much money on designer clothes and the new shoes.. But it’s not good enough I stand in the hallway with hundreds of kids around me yet I feel more alone than ever. […]

5/14/2012 4 comments

the unwanted

by endless_sorrows 5/7/2012

written by endless_sorrows

i feel unloved and not wanted… my friends seem to only use me for there own needs but when it comes to my feelings it does not matter. im a nobody… why wont anyone listen to me? why wont anyone lend me a shoulder to cry on? everyone constantly makes fun of me and my looks… i know i dont look good but i still… if they only knew how fucked up i was then maybe just maybe they will care for me as much as my beloved did. at the same time i have a feeling that most of my so called friends would […]

5/7/2012 2 comments

say goodbye

by cookiemonster 4/11/2012

written by cookiemonster

I’ve started out with a terrible life. When I was 2 my real dad tried murdering me. When I was three he choked me to death but the emt brought me to life again. I wish I could of just died then so I wouldn’t have to go thru this pain any longer. My lifes falling apart at the seams again…. I’m 14 and tried suicide 5 times! But each time at the end when I’m about to die someone saves me even when I try fighting them. At this exact moment I feel unwated unloved and depressed. I’m thinking of suicide because who would […]

4/11/2012 2 comments

I’m almost ready

by Jay3312 4/8/2012

written by Jay3312

I’m almost ready.Â ready for the pain to end, even if it takes more pain. I wrote a suicide letter a goodbye.I have problems if I killed myself i would be doing the world a favor one less messed up person for people to look at and wonder what I’m like. Who I am. Everyone judges people. And in this world that’s all I am to most people. I was Â abused. It changes a person gettingÂ slapped for not eating. Getting kicked for crying. Getting my headÂ slammedÂ into a Â wall because I couldn’t stop crying. It was like that every day .Â I have problems. They are clear to […]

4/8/2012 5 comments

Scars

by fallenangel33 4/1/2012

written by fallenangel33

If I were to cut myself for everytime I felt abandoned, unloved, or betrayed, there would be nothing left to cut

4/1/2012 8 comments

by tigerlily93 3/16/2012

written by tigerlily93

Hey everyone, I want people to join my facebook group for people who feel “out of place, or unloved, or ignored totally.”

Hit me upand join my group if you like

the group is called Moving Forward

and my name is Nia Braithwaite

Â I am the Nia with the tulips or yellow flowers

3/16/2012 0 comment

Does anybody really care about you?

by dontevenknow 2/27/2012

written by dontevenknow

If you think about it.. people always care when you die, they cry and get sad.. but do they really care about you?
NO.. Personally, i don’t feel loved. If i died… nobody would care. People say that all the time i know, but honestly. If only you could live in my shoes, oh my.. I don’t even know. I’m just so lonely, i have people in my life yes, but they don’t care. I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO LOVE, WHAT IS LOVE? I’ve never known it. It’s funny because if you saw me, you wouldn’t think that. I’m so bubbly and outgoing but […]

2/27/2012 4 comments

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