Whenever I imagine ways to commit suicide, I cannot help but to imagine even more ways of something going wrong. When I imagine screwing up and placing myself in an even worse nightmare, such a terrible feeling wells up within me and I become afraid of attempting suicide. I feel so trapped because of this, and because I believe at some point in my life it really is going to be the humane thing for me to do, and I don’t think I can get anyone to do it for me. I feel like I want to convince a physician to please euthanize me, but I know they won’t do it.
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Ways To Commit Suicide
How do you get rid of envy forever? If i can’t it will kill me.
by quickatrigga
written by quickatrigga
Lucifer, one of god’s blessed angels betrayed him because he wanted his power. my situation is similar. this one girl i like i know ill never get but i still go for her. i don’t even give myself a chance for anyone else because i know i don’t deserve her or anyone else for that matter. that sentence didn’t make sense. anyways, i was just curious to see how many people have a big problem with envy. oh and if anyone has any good ways to commit suicide please tell thank you!
I am maladjusted to this bad commercial called “Life”. The thought of being just another person makes me sick. There is always someone smarter, more talented, better looking, stronger, faster, and the list goes on ad nauseum. I guess happy people take one of two roads: 1)They constantly reassure themselves either knowingly or not, that they are this great value, this special person, this one-of-a-kind individual, or 2)They resign to being a pleasure-seeking mammal…The only thing that is true and everlasting is death, and on this side of the grave, there is not a thing a person can do that holds real value except suicide. […]