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What On Earth

Im done. . . goodbye

by ForSakeN 2/5/2013

written by ForSakeN

I am a 29 year old male. I have struggled with depression for as long as I can remember. I have attempted suicide several times, I chose to believe that perhaps there was a reason why I survived. As if there a purpose to my existence. However at this point I have abandoned that frail belief and have chosen to give up completely. I can not remember most of my past, the memories are there but they have become so faded and blurry I can no longer distinguish the realities of my past with the vibrant thoughts of my once over active imagination.

The first attempt […]

2/5/2013 1 comment

Sadness :'(

by Unimportant 6/10/2012

written by Unimportant

Today my mother told me that if she found me dead she would not feel bad… It’s not the first horrible thing she says to me but this was one of the worst

Now I’m wondering… what on earth stops me from killing myself?

I HATE MYSELF AND I WISH I WAS DEAD!

6/10/2012 13 comments

Wait

by aialbr 3/9/2009

written by aialbr

I thought furiously about how I was going to let my parents know, would an email be so bad. If I sent an email they would know straight away, but would they have the computer on, would they even check their emails. I know I didn’t, in-fact it was very rare I checked mine, I would normally have at least 100 emails to make my way through as I left it so long before looking. It does seem a little impersonal, but how else would I let them know. I put the thought to one side as my thoughts redirected themselves to the […]

3/9/2009 3 comments