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Walked outside for 40 minutes and maybe I am a narcissist idk

by LeaveMeAlone. 1/3/2023

written by LeaveMeAlone.

Was just thinking.

Someone told me I would fall in love with anyone that fell in love with me so I started thinking about it.

I blame most of my mental problems on my mother. Idk if that’s alright. I am obsessed with the way I look and I think about it everyday, everyday the reason why I do things isn’t because I want to better myself or anything, and usually the main reason I do things is because I want to receive compliments from people in the future because I just love it when people tell me nice things…

It’s so easy to vent to people online […]

1/3/2023 1 comment

by Raven 5/18/2016

written by Raven

I take one glance at my wrist and see the thin bluish, greenish web-like veins

The urge to open them up today is to strong

To feel the high hot warmth of blood drip and then then rush down my wrists contaminating whatever it lands on.

To feel the sharp jabs of needles that causes my eyes to water and for me to go momentarily blind.

I pray for an eternal silence.

5/18/2016 1 comment

Calmed Down

by GerbzBaby 5/14/2016

written by GerbzBaby

After a bit of an episode this morning I feel better after I cried a bit. Sure I’m a baby but whatever helps me get through it. I feel relaxed but tiered. I should get to bed soon so I can prepare myself for Monday..

5/14/2016 3 comments

@hazy day

by Soco 5/13/2016

written by Soco

Hi hazy,
The artist name is pierre-alaine D
3mmi design
www.3mmi.org

Have a great day, night, morning, whatever
Thanks again.
Soco

5/13/2016 3 comments

morning from the UK!

by brighteyes77 4/27/2016

written by brighteyes77

I didnt wake up feeling so down about the fact theres another day ahead of me, in fact the first thing I did when I woke up was think of you lot and see what new things you’ve posted! I know im only new and haven’t interacted with many of you but I want to let you all know the impact you’ve all had on me, to see we’re not alone and how kind hearted we all are to go out of our way to support one another. No one makes us listen or read what we have to say, we do it because we’re […]

4/27/2016 16 comments

by thehusk 4/10/2016

written by thehusk

Being alone is fine, most of the time. When you’re focused on something else. But then you get tired, and can’t focus. And you can’t get to sleep. Because you can’t find peace. Because you realize that your life is lacking anything worthwhile. That there’s nothing you can do, to feel part of a group. Because your whole way of thinking is based on being alone. And you can’t give that up. Because that would mean opening yourself to rejection. And there’s so much about you that should be rejected.

So you’re trapped. Telling yourself to do whatever it takes to break through and make some kind of connection. […]

4/10/2016 7 comments

Something… whatever.

by Cordless 4/8/2016

written by Cordless

I was going to post my MRI results, but I think for right now I’ll just put this here instead.

awake-worry

4/8/2016 23 comments

Gudence

by aspie 4/7/2016

written by aspie

I am a person who needs a lot of guidece.

I’m reading a book by Gandhi.

I’m reading a red letter edition of the NIV Bible.

I’m keeping a journal and I write whatever comes to my mind and tear out what I don’t like.

I often just nod or shake my head when I’m asked a question.

4/7/2016 1 comment

Protected: The longest post you’ll ever read, so just don’t read it.

by whiskered-fish 4/4/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

4/4/2016 23 comments

Final request for prayers

by thanaturge 3/23/2016

written by thanaturge

Dear friends,

This is the last one. I was held up until today, getting my will finalised. I do so appreciate it if any of you feel moved to pray for the repose of my soul. This is a great group of people, I wish I could have been more a part of it. Please continue to support and love one another. Be kind to yourselves and others. Keep the faith, in whatever way you see fit. Blessings to you all, Amy

3/23/2016 9 comments

Insomnia Sucks!!!

by Ylem 3/15/2016

written by Ylem

Even with medication I still can’t fucking sleep. What the hell?! My doctor keeps changing my medication, uping the dose and whatever… But I can’t fucking sleep!!

I just took my pills. I feel sleepy. I’m in bed. But sleep won’t come. What the fuck?!

I don’t think the medication is helping me at all. Nothing is helping me. Therapy sucks balls. My turn to friend won’t talk to me anymore. I’m in deep shit. I feel like shit.

I’m thinking of making an attempt. My doctor is giving me TCAs. It might just work. I need more of them though. I doubt the dose I have is […]

3/15/2016 3 comments

Laugh. Or Lie.

by GTSuicide_6 3/11/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

“You’ll promise me you wont kill yourself, right? You promise me? Not anytime soon, right?”

*Laughter*

It was the awkward kind of laughter; the funny one for the wrong reasons. The laughter of embarrassment, but all you can manage to muster out is a laugh. And smile. Not the cruel kind of laughter; where you’re teasing the person- getting them concerned.

That’s what I said to the psychologist today.

Or, whatever she was. Of course I promised her.

I have to give her credit, she figured out the date all by herself. She’s pretty smart.

Here’s my advice to you: If the psychologist’s trynna get some answers out of you that […]

3/11/2016 14 comments

by adopted_disaster 3/6/2016

written by adopted_disaster

They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. I say that whatever doesn’t kill you makes you try harder.

3/6/2016 2 comments

Fucked brain

by Costy 3/6/2016

written by Costy

I think I am going to take my life because otherwise I would go mad like Nietzsche. I am saying one thing to you, I don’t think that there is something after death, I am saying that whatever you do , you DO IT NOW, FOLLOW YOUR DREAM AND NEVER GIVE UP, DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO ! FUCK OMEGLE AND THAT ***** AND AN ENTIRE LIFE OF CHRISTIAN INDOCTRINATION. EVEN IF THERE IS AN AFTERLIFE, HOW THE FUCK IS IT GONNA HELP YOU? YOU ARE GOING TO GET OLD AND DIE. PERIOD. I don’t want to continue my existence. I always felt like […]

3/6/2016 35 comments

sorry…

by Alan Ominous 3/4/2016

written by Alan Ominous

I deleted the song fucking because….

Commence meltdown in 3…2…1

FUCK! I won’t kill myself… I fucking know it. So even mentioning it is a waste of perfectly good oxygen. I won’t fucking alter my life. I won’t ever accept reality. Just gonna sit here and wallow in self pity.

3/4/2016 6 comments

Today ans last night was weird

by kupo95 2/29/2016

written by kupo95

So yesterday was the most stress full day ever wondering or not is going to drag me out of my husband grandparents house so go news he didn’t.so that leaves me with scary unsurance what is going to happen and I don’t know.

so what kind end of happenig was my husband and I I end up watching a documentary about 11 which means anxious depressedso when the movie ended.he took of the computer awayw and he kept on asking me what was wrong physically wouldn’t answer like a really with all my strength not. Able open my mouth and tell […]

2/29/2016 2 comments

Protected: Paralyzed.

by whiskered-fish 2/23/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

2/23/2016 36 comments

Just want you all here to know you are

by headupunderdarkcloud 2/21/2016

written by headupunderdarkcloud

Loved. Whatever it is that brought you here, we are all suffering in our own way, but please know you are loved. Even if just from a stranger, whose face you will never see, an automated pixel design next to its username. We all came here for some reason, and we are all here for each other. You are not alone.

2/21/2016 13 comments

venting, ranting, whatever…

by Alan Ominous 2/17/2016

written by Alan Ominous

First off, I refer to counselors and “Rent-A-Friends”. Someone you pay to pretend to give a shit about you for an hour a week.
The first time I went I was 17, they flat out told me on the 1st visit I was too fucked up for their credentials. This was followed by various suicide attempts. All of which, I feel I sabotaged myself by making reach outs, or just poor planning, or pure coincidence such as a time I OD’d.
Most of my teens and adult life were plagued with severe drug and alcohol abuse.
At the time of meeting my wife, I […]

2/17/2016 1 comment

Revelations

by TheRoadSoFar 2/12/2016

written by TheRoadSoFar

It’s true that for some people having a dream is wonderful. Pursuing that dream is the “vital support” that gives them the will to continue on, that gives them the strength to keep getting better and better, and with each day that goes on, they get closer to fulfilling it.

But what if you’re just not meant to fulfill that dream?… What if for whatever reason you simply don’t have the motivation to go on? What if something out of nowhere just holds you from fulfilling it?

Call it whatever you want to call it. Luck. Fate. I don’t believe in any of those things, […]

2/12/2016 3 comments

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