Am I going insane? This is tearring me apart? Everytime I recall a bad memory I jerk around and twitch. Other times I will lose control and start hitting myself or choking myself. Yesterday I recalled something and blacked out for a few seconds. When I regained control my hand was holding a knife to my chest so that the tip was hovering over my heart. I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this and my parents. Can someone please help me?
please?
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look, i know that my “problems” is’nt really important like the problems of other people, but i need someone who listen to me… and this page probably can help me to change the way that im feeling
it maybe sound foolish that a person like me, that never think about cutting or commited suicide, make a post in the “suicide project”… but i dont know whats happening to me… i dont know who i really am and that scares me a lot…
i am a happy person, i like to be with my friends.. but i think that i have a giant mask in my face…. i […]
when people ask me how i am i don’t respond, becuz i can’t anymore.. i don’t know whats happening tho i feel I’m getting worse… ugh.. I’m in so much pain and i don’t know what to do anymore… i can’t even try to explain it to ppl anymore… its like I’m giving up.. but I’m still scared… i cry more uncontrollably.. i get mad at people more.. i piss people off more… and my friends seems like they’re leaving a bit…. or just getting more distant… I’m so F*CKING lost….. and scared and alone….
-RawrImaTurtle….