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What I Wish I’d Known Five Years Ago – Finn Butler

by stellaeric
written by stellaeric

What I Wish I’d Known Five Years Ago – Finn Butler

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I know the heart is a heavy thing
and if today you managed to lift it
a few inches off the ground,
I am proud.

You need to understand that there are no turning points.
Your life is not a movie and your fears will not disappear
as soon as someone loves you back. There are only moments
when the glimmer of light you are chasing seems closer
than the darkness that is always chasing you but in these moments
every single thing has been worth it.

And I know sometimes you only want it […]

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I wish the world could end

by beenbetter81
written by beenbetter81

Wouldn’t it be nice if the world ends??

I’ve pretty much given up on suicide for the moment. I can’t put my family through it. I just dread the day when I’m too much for them to look after, because I can’t support myself.

The end of the world would be nice. At least it’s something I could get involved with. Oh well, wishful thinking.

I’m one of those people who can’t face the world. I can’t face people. I can just about talk to people online, unless they start to get to know me, which is when I usually back away because I can’t commit myself to […]

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I do not want to live in this world anymore.

by TheycallmeF
written by TheycallmeF

I hate my life, I’m failing all my classes.  I don’t think I will be able to go to a university anymore.  My teachers yelled at me for getting such low marks and I’m extremely down.  I just want to end my life right here, right now, because I can’t take this anymore.  I GOT A C+ on my tests BOI! A C+! Unbelievable!  Tears started to flow down my eyes from the shock of receiving that letter grade.  My heart was completely crushed on the inside and I felt like I was worthless.  I just want to end my life because I think I’m […]

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Just a need to share

by Lavanderblue
written by Lavanderblue

I hope nobody i know ever see it, and i hope that feeling will vanish soon.

But, it’s hard. Living unhealthy, unhappy, and lonely.Waking up, knowing the difficulties waiting ahead, the lack of stimulation, ….the limitations that my health imposes me.

Spending too much time at the hospital, in need to be fixed. Can i return that broken body of mine? I wish.

When i feel out of breath, when i can’t take it, i think of going, leaving, you know? Dying.

It’s not as i wanna take my life. It’s a feeling of…expecting, hoping, not to wake up .Wishful thinking.

Will my heart give up now? Tomorrow? Tic tac, […]

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Living Well

by U.N. Owen
written by U.N. Owen

It is not going to get better.  It is actually going to get better and worse.   It is going to fluctuate like the temperature does during the year.  Or the grades of a collection of students.  Or the color of sky at dusk and dawn. 

There are no guarantees.  There is not a happily ever after.  It does not work that way.  Even if you expend 100% effort and 100% faith what you want still may not happen.  Then again it may happen exactly as you choose.  Or it may happen in a totally different fashion.  The only thing you can do is keep going forward.

Acts […]

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Help! I feel trapped in this human body & physical world existence/limitation, is there a way to escape out from it?

by niki
written by niki

I often feel like I can’t relate to this material, physical earthly world anymore, and the majority of people here on this planet earth.
I often feel like there must be something MORE than this limited existence of our human body,
or I’m afraid if it’s all my human’s “creative” wishful-thinking and made-up escapism feeling/story..
does my human brain playing all these tricks on me, or it is really REAL: that there are indeed something much MORE that I can access/connect/tap into?..but I just need to find HOW to do it?..

Tell me please: is there really something MORE that I can do and ‘ascend/transcend’ in […]

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