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I hate it when people think they know

by Death's_Friend 7/21/2013

written by Death's_Friend

To whom ever says they know me

If I didnâ€™t want to live

Here is what Iâ€™d give

Iâ€™d give the breathe that fills my lungs

The food that will taste sour to my tongue

I would give the wayward mind I have

The undecided and unknown path

Iâ€™d give up everything

If I didnâ€™t want to live

If I didnâ€™t like humanity

Understand without unnecessary pity

We are overly selfish and dramatic

Obnoxiously annoying and spastic

We dwell to long on things I want forgotten

Too many people assume how Iâ€™ve gotten

If I didnâ€™t like humanity

Perhaps I didnâ€™t want to live

If I didnâ€™t like myself

Here is the basic line up on the shelf

I am pudgy to others […]

7/21/2013 0 comment

It’s like everything’s I say piss people off

by animerocks500 7/17/2013

written by animerocks500

I am really sick of people telling me to shut up when I voice my opinion, if you disagree state your argument …. Arguments are heathy ….don’t just cut them off and be one angry…..it’s not good for you to be angry at what I say…. I am not angry when you shout and yell, throws insults at me and talk behind my back…..sometimes I Laught a little know ing that you are upset about my opinion of the world……its funny watching close minding people dance of my thougths thinking that they are rigth just becuase they can’t look into other peoples minds lol

7/17/2013 3 comments

My story.

by Jladd 5/23/2013

written by Jladd

Jladd here as all of you know and i figured you guys would like to hear my story.

My mom never use to be a drunk or violent. She was once a normal beautiful women who would give you the shirt off her back. But that’s not the case now. I have two brothers and a sister. And then one adopted brother and sister.Â My mother never use to hit me or anything like that but it all started after we moved into our new house and she lost her job. My stepdad was always at work to support us so i never really saw him and […]

5/23/2013 5 comments

A little deeper

by HurtsButHelps 5/21/2013

written by HurtsButHelps

It was only the first time.
I spun the blade around in my hands
contemplating if I should really do this or not.
I heard my mom yell.
Yes, I should, It’s worth it.
The blade sank into my arm,
cutting across my arm.
Not too deep.

It was only the second time.
The kids at school were bullies.
My parents just got mad.
I took the blade in my hands.
I didn’t even think about it.
I pushed it into my arm,
cutting across parallel to the last one,
A little deeper.

It was at least the 50th time.
I didn’t even have different reasons anymore.

5/21/2013 1 comment

broken..? yup that would be me.

by life.sucks 5/20/2013

written by life.sucks

i tried to kill myself. more than once actually. i was put in the hospital for 3 weeks. and while i was in there i was happy. i was that happy and excited kid i was before depression took over me. but as soon as i got out everything went back to the way it was before. my mom and dad scream and yell at me all the time, they make me feel worthless, and they make me just want to run away and never look back. My brother lives in a different city and i haven’t talked to him in a long time. me […]

5/20/2013 3 comments

Trust no one

by DawgMom 4/27/2013

written by DawgMom

I don’t know about other people but I think a lot go through that phase where we really want to talk about death. About suicide. And, like a lot of them we find that most people will flip out. I had one very close friend yell at me and try and make me feel guilty. My therapist – to cover her ass – called the police. As if they could do anything. As if I would admit to them my plans. And, when I tried to call mytherapist about it – because she was so Goddamned concerned – she wouldn’t take my call.

So, now I […]

4/27/2013 6 comments

Out of breaths. But I’m still breathing.

by tearstainedglass 4/26/2013

written by tearstainedglass

I’m not someone who anybody would suspect to be suicidal. I’m 17. I have the top grades in my class. I’m pretty (or so people tell me). I have a great group of friends. I’m popular. I’m funny. I’m well dressed. But at the end of the day, I hate myself. I hate myself more than anyone else could possibly hate me. But I’m still here. Read this and I’ll tell you why.

As I’m typing this tears are streaming down my face. My mom just finished another round of yelling at me to kill myself and how I’m a failure who will never amount to […]

4/26/2013 1 comment

My story…

by madworld 4/2/2013

written by madworld

Hi everybody, I don’t want to reveal my identity so my friends or family could not read this (just in case). I’m 18 years old and here is my life story.

At first, everything was going perfectly, I was in the primary school, getting all the best grades and so on, suddenly, my life changed after me being 9 years old. New teachers came to school and fucked me over. They treated me like shit in the way that they restricted me to only 1 grade (C) and I’d get all C’s from every class, even though I’d do something for an A+ I’d get a […]

4/2/2013 0 comment

giving up

by givingup_ 3/14/2013

written by givingup_

So lately I’ve been feeling like I’m useless..it feels like everything I do is not good enough. I just want to leave this world. I think It would be better without me here. I need someone to talk to but I have a hard time opening up to people. Last time I opened up to someone they showed me why I don’t open up to people. I’m tired of crying every night. I just want to end the pain. I’m hurt, depressed, angry. I just want it to all go away. Everything is tooo much. I’m 15 in highschool and im failing all my […]

3/14/2013 4 comments

A bad daughter, a bad student, and a bad girlfriend

by anu 2/4/2013

written by anu

I wish i could be a good daughter. I have just troubled my parents. they both are old and sick, and i do nothing for them. if my mom cries before me, i cant wipe her tears i cant even talk to her nicely. I always yell at her and my dad. my dad’s sick too but i never lend him a hand at anything. i cant get myself to do that. ill sit in my room and keep thinking i should be doing it but i cant get myself up to do it. still they are very nice they never say anything bad to […]

2/4/2013 8 comments

parents, school, friends, self

by constipateddog 1/20/2013

written by constipateddog

I’ve felt the same way my whole life. When I see anything, hear anything, or think about anything in the world, it makes me feel pain and anger. I have no idea why.
I’m also angry at my parents for things they did that they no longer do. I hate my mom still for having always implied things, and for hitting me and telling me to kill myself and blaming me for my dad’s sickness and whatever. She doesn’t do it anymore, but when she tries to talk to me, I feel enraged. It’s uncontrollable. I just think about random things she’s done: and the […]

1/20/2013 2 comments

My life.

by WolfPonyGirl 1/15/2013

written by WolfPonyGirl

i guess I’ve had a good life, my family isn’t rich, but i feel alone. all my pets never lasted, most of my friends i never saw more than once. My parents, and one of my sisters, yell at me constantly, and i just feel like nobody cares. im bad at school, and at sports, and the only thing im even sort of good at is video games. i guess i just want a friend.

1/15/2013 4 comments

To hide the pain, the feelings, the urge to slice at my own skin.

by BrooklynBoxx 1/10/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

IÂ sit there in the cafeteria

He sits on the floor he’s talking i cant hear him, my visions bluring black around the edges

I’m brought back because of an intense pain from my hand, my ex boyfriend yet again had bit me, i know he just flirting… that he’s only using me..

I smile laughing telling him it doesnt hurt, he doesnt realise he saved me from another embaressing seizure, he smiles biting my harder i ignore it typing on the computer with my left hand as i try to complete a school project. He lets go and we sit their for a while. I feel him bite […]

1/10/2013 6 comments

My Suicide Story

by eeyoreforever 12/26/2012

written by eeyoreforever

Its been over a year since I attempted suicide and I am still struggling with some aspects of my experience. I decided to participate in this project because I think that suicidal people need a voice to speak about their experiences with, especially since there is an onslaught of media messages and peer pressure that distorts perceptions of suicide. Since I came through my attempt, I have decided to talk about it and hope that my story helps others, so here goes.

I’ve been suicidal for years. My Mom said that moodiness and sadness were all part of being a teenager and that it would pass, […]

12/26/2012 2 comments

i just can’t anymore

by sadnesscausedsuicidalthoughts 12/22/2012

written by sadnesscausedsuicidalthoughts

i dont want compliments, or anyone to tell me it will get better. if you understand, you will know why i feel like i can’t go on. i want to kill myself so badly. it’s just scary to think about it. i cut myself so much its getting crazy. and i just can’t eat anymore. i’m so tired of feeling rejected and lost. i am so tired of living. i’m not even joking when i say no one would care if i died. and i’m not lying when i say im not pretty. i mean it. i mean every word i say. i can’t even […]

12/22/2012 0 comment

Need a Hand to Hold

by Abselom 11/24/2012

written by Abselom

Usually I’m the one who holds everyone when they are down and they need help getting through something. I never let anyone help me with my problems. Â I always say that I’m okay. Â Even though I liable to get through something’s on my own… I really just need someone to yell at meand help me even though I say I’m okay. Buthee person that I know could help me, can’t. She needs to be helped first. But I do need someone to come hold my hand through all of this.. Even if it doesn’t seem like much

11/24/2012 10 comments

i don’t understand and I can’t stand it

by SafeHaven 11/22/2012

written by SafeHaven

I really donâ€™t understand.Â Nothing affects me like my father.Â Iâ€™ve had my brother tell me he is so disappointed in me, that I am selfish and immature, that I abuse the ones I love with what I do, that all I care about is attention-seeking, that Iâ€™m going to fail in life.Â Iâ€™ve had my mother tell me that she simply canâ€™t believe that I am not doing this to hurt her.Â That my cutting, that my suicide attempts, that even my physical illnesses like my catatonic episodes where I ended up in Hopkins Neurology because I couldnâ€™t move my body, that all of […]

11/22/2012 0 comment

I get why everyone hates me now…..

by LifePrettyMuchSucks 10/20/2012

written by LifePrettyMuchSucks

I didnt get how everyone could hate me.. but i kinda know now.. im starting to hate myself for not being perfect… i think its my fault… well im a mean person.. i have anger issues.. i yell sometimes.. i point out the truth.. i lie sometimes… and so much more.. so i guess it is my fault noone likes me or cares bout me…….. well u know u shouldnt be alive if u hate urself right????? Idfk anymore.. im just dont with all this shiz and i cant take it..

10/20/2012 2 comments

by jael85 10/18/2012

written by jael85

My Night

I put the cold barrel in my mouth,
To quiet the screams that may come out.
My hands shakeÂ when the time nears,
As my eyes cry silent tears.
I can’t help, but think to say,
Will this reallyÂ be my last day?
I wanted to test fate with a littleÂ game…
Russian roulette, now that is a shame.
IÂ sought outÂ a sign to tell me to stay,
To keep on trying until my golden days.
Three out of five loaded, and ready to go
Two left out, now time for the show.
I pulled the trigger, and let out a small yell.
I was sure,Â right then,Â I had been sent straightÂ to hell.
As the minutes passed, I opened my eyes,
Life […]

10/18/2012 2 comments

I just want to disappear

by Faust 10/6/2012

written by Faust

I’m 13 year old girl and in 7th grade. I’m a loner and I’m very depressed. Everyday I have to go and come from school. When I come home from school all I do is yell at my parents and cuss. I have never been thankful for what they bought me and did for me… All I do is make them sad and angry. When I don’t get the things I want I yell at them and then we quarrel. After that I go in my room, shut the door and cry. I realize how childish and greedy I am but it’s not just because […]

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10/6/2012 2 comments

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