Thank God for another calm, cool night here at the walmart parking lot in Houma La. It could be better but the Hooters wifi isnt coorperating as it normally does on this Sunday evening. Oh well, its time for the nightly airing of Coast to Coast which seems to help put my mind at ease. But I'll still take it cuz it could always be worse. Thankfully the summer season has not yet arrived. My air conditioning is no longer working and it won't as long as I own champ. For about 4 years I have made walmart my home. It wasn't always like this. I have a clear vision for better days ahead. Im sure thousands of people in Japan after Fridays earthquake would be more than willing to trade positions with me. Harrah's casino did the same thing it often does. which is tease me as I drove 50+ miles with my final 30 dollars hoping to earn enough to pay for my 50 dollar hotel deposit so I would have a more comfortable place to call home for the next four days. I looked on the Texas Workforce Commision site to see my unemployment status. It says 0.00 paid. But hopefully the system just isnt updated yet since it is the first day after processing my payment request. Otherwise i have 2 dollars and some change in my dash to use for well who knows how long. Yes I'm stuck here and just want one opportunity to get out. Everyday I just sit here in the same parking lot wondering what my next move will be. how am i gonna get out? what if I cant get out and then what? I dont own a gun and that would be too easy. 

while I was serving in the navy I found myself depressed.