For around 4 years now, I have been dealing with depression, lacking trust and I dont know what more. I have been dealing for a while, it sometimes got better, after a while just worse, but it seemed to just hit a point where I felt a little depressed, and that just stopped, and after a while things got a little better again. But since recently, things just got worse and worse, and I dont see a reason why I should live anymore. I am not really thinking about suicide, like how I should do it and stuff, but I cant help myself from the […]