Just now, I was still pushing. It’s currently 7:30 PM local time, I started working at 10 AM , and I had the thought;
“Who precisely am I trying to impress, who am I doing this for? There’s no point in pushing this hard.”
So I wrapped it up, finished my task and filled up a water and now I’m writing out my feelings about it because that is almost a reflex at this point. It’s hard not having a set schedule, after having one for so long. Maybe I needed to say that, just to admit it to myself.
I’m a workaholic. I like the feeling of […]