the plan: or how I put the coal in my xmas stocking to good use

1. write suicide notes
2. give them out
3. if a singularity within my life doesn’t occur as a result, suicide

I’m tired of existing, seriously tired of it. I’ve reached the end of my life. Not in school, no desire to go back; just working to keep myself alive. No girlfriend/lover, just girl friends who I love dearly. Tons of family that adores me but they represent most of what I hate about humanity. I can’t stop myself from being me, or I should say, I don’t want to stop myself from being me.

I’m lazy; I don’t want to work for the life that I […]