Suicide and god

I have been planning suicide for around 20-years now. My first though was drowning, but it was very difficult do to me living mostly in urban enviorments. It never really worked out. Today it is still a possibility in a river in a close by town. Still very difficult to do and not have someone “rescue” me.

The second suicicde project i had was electrifying myself. This is theoreticly possible. I have some basic knowledge in doing electric works. I know how to lead the current of around 230-volts from heart to heart. I know how to do it, but the chance of it succeeding is […]