I saw her today. It sparked too much. I’m going to die tonight.
If not tonight, then tomorrow night. Or the night after. But I’m killing myself. With rope.
My story will never be finished now and I have her to blame for it.
Don’t try, people. Just don’t.
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if you didnt what people to try and help you, why post this?
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Steveagain,
if you use the rope, remember to leave a note telling others to unleash your body by untieing the knot, but never by cutting the rope.
There are too many stories of souls earthbound, haunting the tragic sites, as reasons told by different psychics. Somes souls repeat the actions over and over again. Some anguish souls depressed the others into suicide by hanging the same.
i know what you mean there is a girl who i use to fool around with i was in love with her and going to leave my Gf for her but my Gf got pregnant and so i told the girl i loved to never speak to me again and acted like an ass hole because she loved me and wouldn’t have left me be if i didn’t i wish she would still be here for me but i fucked it up and now i see her every day and am pushed to my emotional limits if it wasn’t for the baby on the way i would finely finish what my parents started 17 years ago now not only do i feel like an ass hole for hurting this girl i love but i also am a worthless peice of shit for cheating on my Gf i regret it every day and hate my self for doing this and i dont care if you dont want help because now you have a person that cares a 17 year old whos childhood was ruined by drugs and a abusive father and if you kill yourself now not only will you be hurting all those who loved you but you will be hurting me and if you go through with it you will have pushed me past what my mental stat can handle not only will i have you to morn but also have to go through seeing this girl that i love with all my heart as she dates other guys and lives her life without me so if you choice to talk my email is beneggs@hotmail,com and if you dont want help atleast share your story
It’s not worth it. Trust me. Nothing bad can ever happen in life that’s worth killing yourself. I fell into depression last year. I thought things would never change. Everything became as worse as it could have. I tried to kill myself. I was alone in the dorm room and overdosed on more than a hundred pills. I was knocked out in minutes. Next thing I know was that I woke up in the psychiatric ward 2 days later. Apparently, somehow someone on my floor found me lying outside my door. I have no idea how I got outside. Only God knows. He does exist. This is just His test on our lives. I thought things would never improve. I was in the psych unit for a week. When I left, I still felt depressed and suicidal for months. I would cry every night in the bathroom holding a knife in my hand. But I clung on. I held on for my life. I gave it a chance. Today, I’m steadily improving mentally. My suicidal thoughts are gone. I’m still a little depressed at times. But it’s only been 6 months. It takes time. Trust me. You’re going to be perfectly fine soon enough. You just have to stay strong. I’m only 18 years old and that one night was the worst decision of my life. The pain I inflicted on my family is unbearable. People do care about you. It’s just that there’s chemicals due to meds and just so much shit going on in our brains that we can’t control. If you and I can get through this part of our lives, we can get through anything. Email me if you would like to talk to me at i.survived.91@gmail.com. Stay strong. Never give up. I don’t even know you and I care about you just because I was like you at one point and after months I understand that nothing in my life is worth it to give away my life.
dont do it. ryann a friend of a friend did it. she tied a shoe string to her door, tied it around her neck and leaned forward until she died. my ex? of three years, that i love and has driven me to where you are has changed a thousand times becuase of her and so has most of her friends. i get you want to die and shit so do i. but think. whos going to find your body? thatll really fuck them over.