I thought about this song earlier. Lämna mig ifred means leave me alone in swedish… maybe I got my username from this song. I’m not sure, was a while ago. Anyway.
There’s like this void inside me that never goes away. Eats at me. I want to get rid off my feelings somehow but nothing makes me feel numb enough for the void to go away.
I mean I have tried some things. Alcohol makes me really happy for a few hours, then depressed for two weeks. I took a benzo yesterday for the first time in months. It didnt relieve any of my anxiety […]