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My Story Part 2

May 25th, 2017by gioia

I’ve decided to not tell anybody else about the abuse; their reaction just made me realize how inconvenient and unpleasant this was for everybody.

I knew before that I wasn’t an easy person, but I never felt that rejected in my whole life -not even when I was bleeding and bruised from my exboyfriend.

But I made a mistake. I’ve tipsily told a guy I’ve been with for a while. We’ve never been officially dating but we spent almost every day with each other.

I didn’t want a label for what we had and neither did he.

But I’ve told

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My Story Part 1

May 25th, 2017by gioia

I’ve never shared any of these thoughts before. I’m not sure why I’m doing it now, I don’t expect anyone to understand or be interested in anything I’ve got to say. I guess sometimes it’s just good to have said something at all…    So my apologies for this probably boring post.

I’m 21 and I want to die so badly I ask god or the Flying Spaghetti Monster or whatever might or might not be “up there” to make me die in an accident almost every day.

I feel so in incredibly alone that I can’t take it anymore. I

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Death, may I have this dance

May 25th, 2017by NotHankMoody

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Home alone.

May 25th, 2017by Suicidal13yrOld

Well, I’m home alone. Bad idea. Run or Suicide?

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Do you believe in the after life?

May 25th, 2017by doom9999

For those of you who are thinking about suicide do you believe that there is something after you die or do you just go to sleep forever?

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Missing her

May 25th, 2017by JasonTodd97

Its killing me. The loss of my mom is rotting me away from the inside out. Before she died I hadnt ever worked a day in my life. And in 24 hours I lost my mom, and my grandfather. Along with my place to live and my security blanket. Now that shes gone I dont know how to cope. I just want to run back and spend even one moee minute with her. Hear her voice. Stop rememberimg how her body tremvled as we waited for the machines that were keeping her alive tk stop. I just wanted more time. But I cant handle it.

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I’m just tired

May 25th, 2017by seemokay

don’t ask me if I’m okay . Tell me that you do know that I’m not okay . I’m not fine I’m unhappy I don’t want to be here or with anyone . I just want to be done with everything. I’m in pain . It won’t go away . I barely eat , I barely go to school , I barely sleep now . I know I need help I want to get help but nothing is going to take away this fear I have inside. I’ll always be depressed.

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I Want To Die

May 25th, 2017by Todamnbad

My life has always been a living hell. Grew up in a dysfunctional family. Suffered a lot of verbal abuse and some physical. It was so bad my friends were scared to come over. That started when I was 8 years old and all that time beforehand, I had a normal childhood. It was when my mom got the new boyfriend shit changed which was when I was 8 and so forth. I was a smart kid and I considered myself smart. A and B student through high school. Had high self esteem. Didn’t have too many friends which didn’t bothered me. Lack of friends …

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Done.

May 25th, 2017by Suicidal13yrOld

I’m done. My dad came home yesterday from work and now my mom keeps trying to embarrass me. I’m done I’m going to run away. I’ll grab a knife, some money and just run.

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Whelp

May 25th, 2017by braiNsane

I have slept 15 hours total. I finally forced myself out of the bed. It’s funny because last night I had told myself I would get up early today and do something productive. I guess not.

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The Light

May 25th, 2017by lopez

The toughest thing I’ve been having to deal with, is not finding the light but becoming the light for others to look up to. I do have a network of close friends but even then I don’t see myself going to them for help because I don’t want to bother them. Instead I rather be “the light” or in other words, the person folks go to for a ear to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, the person to vent about things to, and much more. Like always however, that’s never easy and I accept that. I accept I’m not the only friend. I …

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Just here

May 25th, 2017by notwhitenorblack

‘I’m sorry’. It’s one of these phrases that always go through your mind, almost as frequently as ‘I’m tired’. You’re sorry for not being enough, for being a burden, for venting and taking other’s time without a real reason. You look at others, you observe them from behind your private glass wall and wonder. You always wonder.

You smile at people during your time outside the house. You smile at passers-by, at shopkeepers, at drivers. Sometimes they smile back, sometimes not. It doesn’t really matter, now does it? They forget either way. You never stay in their mind for longer than five minutes. You don’t matter, …

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Tired

May 25th, 2017by Mehikka

I’m tired of crying

I’m tired of yelling

I’m tired of being sad

I’m tired of pretending

I’m tired of being alone

I’m tired of being angry

I’m tired of feeling crazy

I’m tired of feeling stuck

I’m tired of needing help

I’m tired of remembering

I’m tired of missing things

I’m tired of being different

I’m tired of missing people

I’m tired of feeling worthless

I’m tired of feeling empty inside

I’m tired of not being able to just let go

I”m tired of wishing I could start all over

I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have

But most of all I’m just tired of being tired

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It’s Just You’re Name

May 25th, 2017by Mehikka

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;

May 25th, 2017by Mehikka

The pain isn’t gone, it’s there but I’ve learned to live with it.

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This is why others aren’t suicidal

May 25th, 2017by madhurgupta

They have kids.

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Sorry.

May 25th, 2017by pho3nixxx

Sorry.
I have never heard a word abused so badly. Thrown around until it has no meaning. Wouldn’t it be nice if, for a change, there were nothing to be sorry about?

Well the girl who cried wolf will be heeded no more. Far too many chances given. Disingenuous martyrdom and false remorse do not become her, but I guess I no longer know who she is, so perhaps, in fact, they do. 

Sorry’s biggest problem is that it is being spouted from a mouth that has lied to my face countless times. I do not believe a single word she says, let alone a …

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Dear Diary

May 25th, 2017by notAdepressedgirl

Dear diary,

I guess being is better than trying to be loved, I always force a smile to my so called friends and mother, I always forced the hugs I gave, I always forced the tears back to my eyes, I think the world is better off without me cause all these lies, stupid people telling me they don’t care, they are always the people who gave up quickly, I hated the ones that gave up but now… now I envy them cause they are stronger, they don’t hurt the people they love by being riskless but learning to be careful about everyone they trust.

I was… …

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Stupid Doctors

May 25th, 2017by azuzu

Drug commercial just listed “death” as a possible side affect.
Seems totally legit.
Ask your doctor if possible death is right for you..

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Total failure

May 25th, 2017by Shred

Gonna get expelled AGAIN from university. Probably because I don’t see any meaning to put effort into it. Anyways I’m tired of being a burden on society and an embarrassment for my family.

Tried hanging myself couple  weeks ago, lost consciousness without experiencing any pain. But I  regained consciousness and removed the rope in panic mode. I know why it happened and gonna make sure it doesn’t happen again this time.

Tonight is the night. I just need to power through the discomfort and pain for couple seconds and  hopefully I will lose consciousness pretty quick. I don’t want to die per say, but I can’t live the way …

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