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Reminder: No Methods. No Partners. No Hate.

February 13th, 2018by SP Administrator

We try and make this super easy for you. Come here to share your suicide story.

Do not come here to talk methods.

Do not come here to talk about partners.

Do not come here to spout hate or bully others.

That’s the short version. If this is your first time with us, please read the longer version.

Understand that this site is not for everyone. If you’re looking for a place to talk about these kinds of topics (methods, partners, hate), Google it. You can find other communities that will let you do that. We’re not one of them.

Please keep this in mind every single time you comment

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I don’t understand myself

February 19th, 2018by Ziadus

As a kid I was always left out and lonely. It made me create a lot of imaginary friends and a strong creative mind. However it made me want attention and when I didn’t get that, it made me cry. I had so many bad things happen to me I closed myself off from the world and now I don’t know who I am. All I knew was that I was an attention seeker and horrible person because I did bad things just for attention. I hate myself so so much but I can’t figure this out because I don’t know who I am or …

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in regards to clipped-wings

February 19th, 2018by thetrashmen

I think about you a lot.

Are you well?

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Rant

February 18th, 2018by Taf Taf

I went tonight to the memorial of SS Oria.(I’ll attach photos at the end of this post,just to get an idea how the location is like)The SS Oria was (I’m copy-pasting from wikipedia) ” a Norwegian steamboat that sank on 12 February 1944, causing the death of some 4,000 Italian prisoners of war. This was one of the worst maritime disasters ever, and probably the worst loss of life caused by the sinking of a single ship in the Mediterranean Sea.”

I’ve been to this location 4-5 times.I don’t know why I go there.Maybe the loss of so many lives for no reason, draws me there.Maybe because …

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Positive thoughts

February 18th, 2018by Nanika

Hi, I think I’m not going to delete this post.

 

People say that there’s too much negatively here, then I decided to post the most negative-positive thread.

Today started terrible, I had a lucid dream related to friend that is alive but due to her mistakes I did even greater mistakes to her and we are not friends anymore, so after waking up it turned to be a nightmare.

In the evening I had to fix my car, I need to use it tomorrow, and things went shit, I hate to do it on the street coz I should have my garage but my brother took it from …

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Revisiting old traumas

February 18th, 2018by ShortOne

i haven’t been on here for a year or so, and iv’e done so good in that amount of time i never wanted to slow down or look back at how i used to feel and cope with my depression. but i have poor stamina, and it’s caught up with me again.

 

I first visited this site in 2016 right after my parents had discovered my self harm and suicidal thoughts. At that time i was being emotionally and sexually abused by one of my closest “friends”, that had began a few years before but it peaked that year. The person who took advantage of me …

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Idk

February 18th, 2018by vaporwave_

I’ve read a lot of posts on here without making an account for two reasons. One is because I felt no need to, and the second is because I didn’t want others to laugh with me if they ever found out that I made an account. They would follow me around on here, reading my posts and laughing, thinking that what they do does no harm.

I don’t know where to begin.

I feel like none of my friends are reliable enough. I feel like no matter what, i’ll grow up to be a failure and live alone and not do anything. I feel like I am …

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anyone?

February 18th, 2018by Foundhappiness

anyone else have the issue of digging meat out of their ears? hehehe

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Have all the supplies

February 18th, 2018by dbzfan200270

I bought duct tape to seal off air vents and doors, bought the charcoal, have the matches, and a lighter for backup.
Wrote my notes, including posting warning on bathroom door.Thinking of putting some charcoal in a skillet that I have, and setting the coals on fire, so to speak.
Wanted to ensure everything was sealed, in hopes that I don’t effect my pet to the Co2. I want to die..I don’t want my pet to pass as well due to my choice of leaving this world.

I don’t have many options, so putting some briquettes in a skillet, lighting the coals, and sitting back in the bathtub, …

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Became a psychopath

February 18th, 2018by Urm8451n

I was pushed to my limits again.
This time is a combination. I had a dream in which I stabbed 4 guys over a fight, which I manipulated them to start.

When I was a young boy, my brother abused me physically. He blackmailed me to do him a lot of favors and to serve him. I wanted to kill him for few years back then. I really craved the idea.

Later when I became 16/14 my mom used to berserker on me with vocal violence. She said I was a waste of money and energy. She said she …

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NO EXCUSES(please read)

February 18th, 2018by Letmyheartsing

Let’s get to the damn point, I want to be a billionaire. I don’t give a f*ck what you got to say. I never wanted to impress nobody besides myself. Hell, everyone wants to be rich but most people never do shit or even take the first step. I don’t want to be like everyone else, fuck that! I’m as guilty as you are but our mindsets are different. Your going through a tough time and I’m going through a tough time but damn it we can doubt ourselves and give up. Im stronger then I was 2 years ago but I’m not strong as …

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flaws

February 18th, 2018by spookichick

everyone has them. wanna share what you consider to be a flaw? keep in mind…flaws can be beautiful!

one of mine is an addiction to almost everything, like cigarettes.

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New Favorite Song

February 18th, 2018by Todamnbad

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No more sorrow

February 18th, 2018by EternalED

This depression got me weak.

I see no hope.

sun is gone forever.

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Sick to the stomack

February 18th, 2018by Letmyheartsing

Anxiety is so bad. I’m tired of worrying about money, my mom, her bills. I’m so tired of being sick in the stomach. This is f*cking torture. All-day in my stomach I feel like puking. Money, money, money. Fuck no it may not make ya happy but damn it you need it to service!

I applied for mcdonalds yesterday. I’m going to apply for kroger, Walmart, burger king. I need much applications as possible!

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February 18th, 2018by ratlovinggirl

There’s so much fighting and negativity on here, it makes my stomach hurt. Anyone care to leave something happy so as to drown out the garbage?

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none

February 18th, 2018by miszion

hey y’all. I haven’t been posting, but lurking nonetheless.

ive been trying really hard to focus on work, school, and my loved ones. As I write this I’m visiting my grandparents, who I love with my entire heart, and my bratty cousins, who I love just as much.

i fell asleep crying on their couch last night because I felt so guilty about my secret, the fact that I can barely handle getting up everyday anymore. they all know I have a past with self injury and my grandma is constantly thinking my really deep scars on my legs are new cuts almost every time she sees …

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alone

February 18th, 2018by iamdarling

well, the truth is, i’m all alone in this world.

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Letmyheartsing

February 18th, 2018by iamdarling

your post about people having no comments. ironically, i couldn’t comment on that post, for some reason.

i too read all the posts, but i don’t comment on a lot. sometimes i don’t know what to say, or maybe my ocd won’t let me. that’s why i’m constantly posting and deleting posts, because one of my weird compulsions is that if i’m typing anything formally there must be alliteration, so, if i wrote something that had two words or more beginning with the letter A, it would have alliteration and seem ‘neater’ to me. but if i had only one word beginning with the letter B, …

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February 18th, 2018by visual eyes

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Tired of my life

February 18th, 2018by Taf Taf

 

Song by David Bowie.

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