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anyone wanna talk?

November 17th, 2017by dullard

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relapsed

November 17th, 2017by iamdarling

god i relapsed and pulled outo loads of my lashes… im so ashamed and disgusted…

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November 17th, 2017by lostallhope001

How many members on sp are incapable of loving/being compassionate?

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it’s funny

November 17th, 2017by Timel3ssDecay

Not quite literally, but in a cynical way.

The harder i try, the harder i fail.

well…

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random

November 17th, 2017by iamdarling

i have a kitten called axyl but the spelling is kinda pissing me off for some reason, idk i just don’t like it, does anyone have any suggestions for other ways i could spell it?

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knowledge is ignorance transcend all concepts

November 17th, 2017by inf1n1

< 3 < 8

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Loving what we can’t have

November 17th, 2017by Fuckedupworld

It’s really interesting how we crave what we can’t have, we crave more and more.

I was fine for a week or so, two weeks I was moving forward and I tried to get my mind off suicide (it didn’t work out that much).

Now I did a lot of things for my crush, and yes it felt good spending energy on something and doing good so I could make someone happy, but I know how much it hurts when people don’t appreciate having you, as if you are replaceable and someone just purely common when on the other side that person matters the world to you.

She …

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♪its almost over, but the crying♪

November 17th, 2017by User Unknown

i hate my life. i wish i was dead. i have to wait another month before i do my next attempt 🙁

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Love for you

November 17th, 2017by hope432

Hello, I am Hope and I haven’t posted for a while as I was busy to rebuild my life. I hope that this 2 videos will bring you some healing.

How are you people? I see so much negativity here and it’s a sad thing to wish for eternal nothingness.

In Buddhism, this is described as craving for annihilation. Yes, the same way some people crave for eternal life, others crave for annihilation.

Anyway, I chose the first video:Angel Meditation, because this is the first great spiritual video I have seen. It was many years ago and I was still in high school, I was 19 and I …

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Me

November 17th, 2017by eternaldarkness

You know which one.
The one that doesn’t belong.
The one that is not like the others.
The one that is an outcast, different.
The one with the tortured soul.
The one who’s punished with eternal suffering.

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November 17th, 2017by Jazzy

I’m down and i feel like giving up….

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Fatally sick

November 17th, 2017by deep.abyss

I’m on the stage of my life where all I feel is sickness. Sick of having to walk on the same path over and over again. Sick of having to do things I’m forced to do. Sick of having to meet people who are fake. I’m so sick of it all. Would I get the remedy I deserve?

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Silence

November 17th, 2017by LordsWrath

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Three

November 17th, 2017by kamidaka

Today I woke up to the sound of my mother breaking my things. Wow, just wow.

If there’s a god he really hates me, I didn’t need them to find out now that I’m so heartbroken over his death. The situation is horrible.

Now my parents won’t be sad when I kill myself, they’ll be happy.

Should I end it today? I have everything ready. But Monday was a special date.

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Suicidal trigger of the day: Al Franken

November 17th, 2017by Lowcard

Does anyone else here even care about any of this?  I thought he was at least a sort-of OK guy, and now he does all this.  What’s even more upsetting is how so many other people have reacted.  The whole accusations of double-standards and hypocrisy and the partisanship is just so predictable.  Usually when something like this happens I think “I wish there were a video or something of it happening.”  This time there’s a photo but it still doesn’t seem to have resolved anything.  I’m feeling even more disgusted with people than usual tonight.

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Just maybe…..

November 17th, 2017by Pookie-Bear

As i lay here with the tears streaming down my face again. I wonder. How many care? How many love me? Am i wanted? Am i needed? Would it really matter if i wasnt here? And i cant find an answer to one of those questions. But im still here because i made a promise to the one i love. Maybe its not about how much we are loved or cared for. How much we are wanted or needed. But rather how much we love others. How much care we give. How much we give to those need and want. Being selfless. Being there for …

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Today was the day I chose to die

November 17th, 2017by leah_is_broken

For the first time in so long I woke up happy and knowing everything was finally going to be okay, finally I was at peace within myself.

UNTIL I looked at my phone and the fucking calander says nieces bday ? I’m not close and never have been to them but how the fuck can I do this now? Today? I’m a god damn fucking failure again. There goes the happiness there goes my feeling at peace and here comes that worthless piece of garbage that I know I am.

I HATE YOU AND YOU DESERVE TO DIE!

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i got back into wow

November 17th, 2017by spectralgiraffe

I’d really rather play World of Warcraft than deal with this life. It gets boring but the fantasy world is overall better also if someone says or does something you don’t like there’s the comfort of the screen and the ignore button. RL has neither.

I think the downside is that it kinda dumbs you down especially if its played too much but its not interfering with my online relationship so its good. Idc if he doesn’t play it as well lol…

Also many things really irritate me… they just do…

I’m sure he would rather just lay under the stars with me too, instead of dealing with …

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November 17th, 2017by SwishAL

When I get mad, into a fiery rage
I bang my head over and over
Scratching my face
Slapping myself

Until i get such a bad headache

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