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Obligatory Post on My End

  January 20th, 2019 by Cause of Death: Suicide

I’ve been thinking a lot lately and I’ve been feeling a bit like every moment of my life has been a waste of time. I’ve tried to change things because I’m advanced in the old “fake it to make it” so I’ve stopped that and have grown much more cynical. I still see it everywhere around me. In other news, I feel like I am failing myself. I don’t know to feel bad about it quite yet because I don’t want to get too wrapped around anything in particular and I guess that’s why I have chosen (unconsciously) to fail myself. I feel I have failed …

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  January 20th, 2019 by visual eyes

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Goodbye

  January 20th, 2019 by Mac-10toSchool

This is it. I feel it. Now is the time.

Good luck to you all. Much empathy. I love you all.

Goodbye.

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Plutz

  January 19th, 2019 by Atintofgreen

How is hibernation going?

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What I understand now [For those who complained about my post]

  January 19th, 2019 by Two-Faced

It doesn’t matter what I think, and I don’t make a conscious effort to care anymore about what other people think. You shouldn’t either. I have never understood people who get offended over posts [on the internet], maybe you weren’t meant to live in the first place. Because if that’s all it takes to ruin your day, you’ve clearly got no way of making it in the world. This is the internet, you can choose not to read it! Granted I’m not vouching for the wrong in the world, but people even I have some common sense to avoid the things I don’t like.

Anyway, there’s …

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Greetings

  January 19th, 2019 by Errant Knight

Hello everyone.

I’ve been reading through this site for quite some time, I think almost a year at this point and I gotta say, it’s grown into an addiction, Especially during my worst days, I’d just come here and read through everyone’s posts seeking some sort of comfort and relatable cases… I hope that doesn’t sound selfish, somehow.
I’ve memorized some of the regulars around here, you’re all very interesting people and it’s thanks to you that I’ve decided to jump into the fray as well and blabber about whatever really crosses my mind, maybe even make some friends from here, who knows..

Thing is, I am not …

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Free furry mouse hugs!

  January 19th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

Hugs to everyone!!!
(I wish I could give all of you a real hug… sorry that I can only give a virtual one) 🙁

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Romance is dead.

  January 19th, 2019 by orianainthepast

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Beau

  January 19th, 2019 by Once

Whether it’s a good thing or a bad thing is up to you to decide, but in all my years, I’ve never felt love towards another person.

I volunteer at a shelter and met this boy a month ago, when he was surrendered. He had a difficult month, he was in a quarantine for biting someone and he got sick for about two weeks. He was frightened and angry when he came in, but he overcame it all, and today, he’s being adopted.

He and I bonded in his month. I fell in love with him, I brushed him …

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Is there a positive way for me to talk about my issues with my friends?

  January 19th, 2019 by namrahellz

This is just something really short since it is a simple question : is there a positive way for me to talk about my issues with my friends? I mean, recently, I feel as though all I ever do is negatively rant, vent, and complain to them. It completely contrasts with the way I represent and deal with my issues. When I become suicidal, or upset even, I don’t want to worry nor bring others into my problems so I show my sadness as happiness. I dance, prance, and sing in a manner that makes them truly believe I have entered my “usual” ‘hyperactive, energetic, …

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A serious talk about posting content

  January 19th, 2019 by Mac-10toSchool

Sometimes I read posts, and I cant help but feel offended and down on myself. You know? I cant help but think that there are some ideas and opinions that just shouldnt be shared on a suicide website because of how it could effect others. If someone could read your post and feel worse about themselves because of the title or the content, that’s on the line of breaking the hate rule. God forbid someone reads something like that and then goes off to kill themselves. Please be considerate of the feelings of others before you post.

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Euthanasia in Belgium and the Netherlands (and the debate surrounding it)

  January 19th, 2019 by Taf Taf

I must apologize in advance, because I’m going to put a lot of videos and articles in this post and it will probably occupy a lot of space on the starting page of this site (needless to say, feel free to write your opinions about euthanasia in the comment section).

 

https://theconversation.com/separating-fact-from-fiction-about-euthanasia-in-belgium-58203

Euthanasia in Belgium

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3748787/Euthanasia-tourists-rush-Belgium-free-lethal-injections-staggering-2-023-medically-killed-year.html

https://newsmavens.com/news/aha-moments/2088/belgium-fears-euthanasia-tourism

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2018/12/24/brussels-denies-eu-rules-encourage-euthanasia-tourism/

And a PDF about euthanasia in Belgium:

Euthanasia practice in Belgium

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How close are you to dying?

  January 19th, 2019 by Mac-10toSchool

I’m curious about the average suicidality of people who post here. So, I thought I’d conduct an experiment and ask.

On a scale of 1-10, How close do you think you are to killing yourself right now? (1 being not close, 10 being very close)

EDIT: To more accurately measure degrees of suicidality, I’ll be taking fluctuation into account as well, because people feel more suicidal on some days than others. So, if your number today is different than it wouldve been yesterday or earlier in the week, that’s okay. Please feel free to share those numbers as well. So, to recap, Please share your number as …

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suffering of mouse, vol #1

  January 18th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

I’m too overwhelmed. I feel like I’m the only person in the world who can’t get over an ex, even though I know it isn’t true, but still… I’m sick of thinking about him when I’m laying in bed. I’m sick of thinking about him when I do things. I’m sick of him overtaking my mind. I’m sick of him ruling my life. I hate that I still want him. I hate that I want his snuggles again. In 2 weeks will mark a month (at once) of me not talking to him.

I’ve gotten over everyone else! Just another reason for me to die …

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Service dog

  January 18th, 2019 by unknownsoldier

so about 4 months ago I applied for a service animal then I was hospitalized twice in three weeks. I got an email this morning that because I was hospitalized that I didn’t qualify for one. What the FUCK do I have to do to receive  one, lie about it?

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Failing mouse

  January 18th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

It gets exhausting to respond to messages. But I don’t like to be rude. At times I’d just like to reply at a time of my choosing, whether in a week or a month. Or a day. You get the picture. But then I’ll just look like a selfish self absorbed prick…

I read everything though. I just feel bad when I don’t respond ‘soon’ enough. I want to reply but as I said it gets exhausting. I guess I’m just complaining now. I’m really sorry for this. I’m sorry that I’m not a better mouse

Keep up the good fight. Squeak, squeak.

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  January 18th, 2019 by Mac-10toSchool

I didnt have a father figure growing up. I had a Dad, but he wasnt a father. He was more interested in womanizing and food. My mother was a lot like the people here; very sad all the time, hurt herself a lot, wanted to die.

I’m my own responsibility, and I understand that. At the same time, I wonder how this effected the way I turned out?

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Suppose

  January 18th, 2019 by No_one_care

What am i doing with myself? I keep thinking I’m taking steps in the right directions but when i look back I’m not making any difference. You know that part of you that fills with emotion…I’m feeling all raw intense feelings and i can’t focus on what my mind is telling me.

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Anyone from Europe?

  January 18th, 2019 by Lostlullaby

Not suicide related just out of pure curiosity, are you all Americans or do some of you folks live in other countries? I personally come from Europe and English is not my native language (hence my many mistakes?). If you’re not in an English speaking country what language do you speak?

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Toxic masculinity

  January 18th, 2019 by PatheticMale

This fking gillette ad is fking disgraceful and since it got viral (in a negative way but it doesnt matter, all it matters is attention) it will only mean more sells for them… I swear to god these libtard suckers wont stop untill every man on this planet gets his fking dick cut off.  Why is it so wrong to have one? I didnt fking choose it. disgusting

 

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