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Dumb babble

March 28th, 2017by Remnant1994

I’m starting to believe my diagnosed illnesses are treatment resistant. 3 years of medication after medication, and therapy, and one very shitty stay in the psych ward. I’m seriously debating ECT. Has anyone tried it?

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Ready to die.

March 28th, 2017by rubylee

I want to die.Im tired.Im trash,im garbage,im worthless,im ugly,im fat.All those around me would be better off without me.I just make life hell and miserable for them all.Im a waste of oxygen,a waste of space.You have NO idea the inmense pain im in.It’s a torment and pure TORTURE.I want to…I NEED to die NOW.Im ready to say good bye.Im a nobody.Im nothing.I don’t have a future.Im the biggest failure.

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The World

March 28th, 2017by greeneyes7

I deeply hate this world, people are so cruel. They hate you or judge even if they don’t know you. They steal, lie, kill, rape, etc. Humans are selfish and disgusting. This world is fucked. Society is bullshit. I can’t wait till the day I die so I can leave this fucked up world. Hopefully it rots. I’m so tired, I try to see the good things about this world but all the bad things overpower the good. I can’t stand being here, I can’t stand being in my own skin either. Why the hell am I here? I want to take my own life …

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Last opportunity

March 28th, 2017by Salesman

I am sick of this daily drudge. I have a family, a wife and kids. I made just over 100,000 last year. Don’t let anyone tell you money can buy happiness. I love my wife and kids but I cannot stand life now. I obsess over living away from people. Unlike some I can honestly say I have never felt lonely one day in my life.

I recently reread “into the wild”. I feel him. I want to be alone in the wilderness somewhere. Even if, like him, it kills me. I feel a burning in my chest constantly now to do this. Thinking about how …

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Lethality of loneliness

March 28th, 2017by Waldschläfer

This is a subject I’ve been quite passionate about, my entire life, not least because I’ve had a fair bit of experience with it.

I came across a TEDx talk last year, that I found quite credible, though I’m usually quite skeptical of anything that is “popular”.

I also read an article that detailed the science behind how loneliness kills. Being lonely basically amounts to staying in “fight or flight” mode all day long, everyday ! That’s because the body doesn’t know the difference between a sabre-tooth tiger attack vs your coworker telling you your a$$ could use a diameter reduction.

http://www.everydayhealth.com/news/loneliness-can-really-hurt-you/

If you ask me what I …

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A fucked up type of thing

March 28th, 2017by MOFIMS

Ever watch a movie or read a story and go ” Yea feelings only run that deep in movies… I’ll never make that type of connection with anybody or meet anyone half as cool”. Reality sucks. I know, its a jerk type of thing to say when the average person knows like a few hundred people but I feel like I’m close to 30 and have yet to experience anyone like that. A world of possibilities they say yet I know shit. No best friend moments for me or butterflies. Just fucking anxiety and abrupt exits. But here I am, almost 30 with with a girlfriend …

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Confessions

March 28th, 2017by eternaldarkness

Since we’re all anonymous here, save for a screen-name, confess something (lies you told/TMI stuff/disgusting/bad/weird) things you’ve done. I’ll start. I sometimes pee in the shower, cuz well, too lazy to use the toilet, THEN shower, lol. What are your confessions?

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Another same day

March 28th, 2017by tinybird

I hate my life. I hate my job (call center job). Im always alone, I cant socialize with ppl, for some reason I go mute in front of most ppl. Im tired.

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Evolving Crippling Depression

March 28th, 2017by violet

Every time I figure out how to get out of my limp of depression, it evolves to something harder to figure out.

My existential depression has turned very nihilistic. Subconsciously it is slowing destroying everything I do.

and without this confidence, it makes me fear responsibility of almost any kind, especially relationships with people.

I will estimate that if nothing changes, most thing I’m involved in will no longer be in a year.

I feel like I should run away now, on a higher note, otherwise, if I wait, worse will happen. Because at that point I’ll really feel like there is no where else to turn.

I have a …

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Respectful posting

March 28th, 2017by mysteriousvisitor

For the benefit of all SP members, I would like to make a request.

Over the last, oh, maybe six months, it has become commonplace for SP users to make one post after another, after another, after another in a single day- often back to back to back to back. The reason the rules ask us not to do this is because it is unfair to other posters, burying their posts and rapidly pushing them to page two or three where they will be largely ignored.

So could we perhaps be more thoughtful when posting?

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When will this end

March 28th, 2017by Lennie Cohen

I wake up every day wondering how can I possibly make it through another day. But somehow I do it. How do we do it? What day is going to be the day I stop and just give up.

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I have died so many times

March 28th, 2017by namelessqueer

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Maybe I was meant to weep

March 28th, 2017by Forevertorn

Today from today onwards I will not TRY to be. I will non react to everything that comes my way. I will fix my bloody mind. I know it is too late to fix but I will fix it. I will smile like Iam not crazy I will believe some higher power. I will bring my soul back to my body I want to feel as if Iam actually inside my body. Iam tired of roaming all around the world with a mind. I want to move this body. I always postpone life because Iam unsure when I will kill myself. Thats like hanging on …

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Reality cannot be so true

March 28th, 2017by Forevertorn

Reality is harsh. Reality is fake. Reality is ME. Reality is potentially dangerous for life because reality was never gentle.
I’m not wrong. I will not give in.
I will NEVER forgive.
It is all FUCKING valid

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LIfe Is back

March 28th, 2017by lifeishorrible

After damn near a year of having trouble logging In It finally worked.

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March 28th, 2017by SwishAL

If this is what I call home
why does it feel so alone??

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This is goodbye – Enjoy

March 28th, 2017by Forevertorn

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Fucking Failure

March 28th, 2017by rich51bruhh

I will literally sit and fucking watch myself make a bad decision. I may have a choice, but I will always chose the one I regret. If I don’t get through this semester of college I probably might leave a little sooner than I expected.

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I promise

March 28th, 2017by braiNsane

Not to be here long

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going to mexico to get “Nem” ballcap

March 28th, 2017by TheCeilingFanLooksBacksometimes

going to mexico next few days get a real baseball cap with N got a reliable guy

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