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Ugh,

  November 17th, 2018 by heartlessviking

What the fuck am I supposed to say to people? I don’t like any of my options. There I go again, like some spoiled child. “This food doesn’t taste right”, “That isn’t fair!” I stamp my foot and demand my way, but what do I want?! Nuts. Not literally nuts, more like a filler word meaning who’s to say what I want? I mean, there’s an abstract. I want control. I want input. I want to be able to be my ideal self, but fuck that’s a tall order.

I’m just feeling morbid again. Down again. I’ve been getting sick lately, 4 times in the last …

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STOP

  November 17th, 2018 by ravingbean

Please just MAKE IT STOP!

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I want to leave this hateful world

  November 17th, 2018 by Iwantoleave

People hate me, no one likes me. When they see my face they spit on ground. I didn’t harm anyone, but i don’t know why people hate me. I dont want to live in this world. Why only bad things are happening with me. Good bye everyone.

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  November 17th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

What are some of your main problems that make you suicidal, that you struggle with daily

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  November 17th, 2018 by PatheticMale

I will be 20 years old in less then a year (yet i still have a mind and life of a 12 y.o.). FUCK. Someone finish me till then please. I am incapable of doing it myself. I am incapable of doing anything. Its getting more and more awkward. I am ashamed of my existence.

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  November 17th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

My grandmother broke my mind and my soul. She devastated me for the last ten years.
Not only her but other people, things too.
How much more do l have to endure?

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Bad memories

  November 17th, 2018 by SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself

I have bad memories of someone who says, “if I had it my way I would put him in a looney bin” fuck if I had it my way if I was strong enough I would kill myself not just bored with my life not certain about this life and wish I had the strength to end it all bipolar sucks my life is worthless to me at such times but I know if I ever do kill myself if I ever do that it would destroy everything that loves me but it would good for all those who hate and or don’t like me …

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What are you thinking right now?

  November 17th, 2018 by ADoseOfReality

In general, Feelings cannot happen without a thought happening first. If you feel sad, it’s because you are thinking sad thoughts. If your thoughts are happy, you will feel happier. If you think you cant do something, then you’ll feel powerless, and you wont do that thing–even if you have the ability and really CAN! We can delude ourselves like that. If your feelings seem “automatic”, it’s a good indicator that youve been running your thoughts on “auto pilot”. Its possible to take back control though. What you put into your head or keep inside your head is what you will get right back.

Thought -> …

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no one wants you when you’re sad

  November 16th, 2018 by jasal

[tw for self-harm]

it’s my own fault for keeping people at arm’s length because i am afraid of being rejected or hurt. but i really wish i had someone to talk to right now about how awful i feel and how much i want to hurt myself and how much i hate this time of year because it is consistently when i am at my most suicidal (seasonal depression on top of normal depression sucks). but i am not close enough to anyone to ask them of this. and even if i was, i would be too afraid that they would think me too depressing and …

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  November 16th, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

Lay me down into the ground,

put flowers by my picture.

Say a little prayer,

read a little scripture.

When all is said and done I gave all that I had worth giving.

Look back upon my life, I’m through living.

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If you could re-do your life over

  November 16th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

what would you do?

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Sexual Assault/Molestation

  November 16th, 2018 by Cause of Death: Suicide

Resources/advice for those trying to recover from severe sexual harassment/assault/molestation. I’ve been being molested since a 9 year old girl.

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what did brown mousy do?

  November 16th, 2018 by whitefurmouse

What’s in the gift?

View post on imgur.com

(don’t ask me, I didn’t wrap it xD)
I’m sorry if this post bothers you and I’m sorry for the double post, just wanted to post something nice 🙂

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I need to let this out so I don’t act it out.

  November 16th, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

I am mentally disabled, labeled bipolar, but aside from that I’ve always been different, not queer, just different, even unable to fit in with people who don’t fit in.  From childhood to adult, I’ve always seemed to acquire a bully.  Not just a normal bully, but someone who fixates on me and obsessed over devising ways to make me miserable.

I sometimes feel as if I’m in the matrix being harrassed by agents so to speak.  No matter what work I’ve tried, or places I’ve come to live, mobs with torches and pitchforks are never far behind.  It’s always an uphill climb, at night, in the …

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gotta actually do it

  November 16th, 2018 by whitefurmouse

if I’m going to take a break from my ex, I should actually mean it. WHEN THE FUCK WILL I MEAN IT????!!!! 🙁 Yeah, just a break. For quite a long while, too. I don’t have the heart to do it forever and I still care about him and I know he cares about me. And yes I HATE having to do this, but read on…
I have to do it myself, because he either intentionally or either intentionally wants to keep me entangled in his web.
He’s still not a bad person (he’s so much like me) but I don’t like what he is doing.
Why do …

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  November 16th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

Is this world real? You can’t decide, and what is real? There might be something real inside but how can real and unreal coexist?

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Is Cold Down Here

  November 16th, 2018 by ravingbean

At the bottom of the pit. I wish there was a way I could pull myself out. It feels so hopeless. Please help me.

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Up and

  November 16th, 2018 by ravingbean

Down. I’m down. I’m overwhelmed and ready to go. I may not be able to go through with it. But I want to say goodbye.

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The Most Annoying Things People Say

  November 16th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

I’ll start:

“Things will get better”
–Without actually doing a damn thing to help you.

“Just pray.”
–Please, if praying worked, we wouldn’t have death, diseases, low wages, crushing poverty, war, gangs, violence, brutal dictatorships, etc and etc

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Humans Are Disappointing

  November 16th, 2018 by eternaldarkness

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