Most of my suicidal thoughts or tendencies come from the fact that I constantly feel an overwhelming feeling of loneliness no matter what i do, no matter who im with, and no matter where i am. it follows me like my shadow and is always constantly there no matter how much i shake it off. but recently (as in the past two years or so) i’ve started struggling with the lost of a purpose in life.
im a college sophomore, and i know i should be grateful and think of myself as lucky because im able to get a higher education. but i actually dreaded going […]