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Pain and Misery

October 18th, 2017by Todamnbad

Nothing in this world can save me, that’s why people like us resort to suicide, that’s our only way to find peace. Its impossible to find peace alive. Its also impossible to find reasons to stay alive. I just want death. Its so fucked up I crave death. I wish I crave normal things like love and money, but no, I want to fucking die. I might still be here tonight. But I’m going to get extremely fucked up, I’m going to take like 3 boxes of Coricidin. Enough to go visit God and comeback. Its always a bad trip. But I’m already in hell. …

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When did it go wrong

October 18th, 2017by Jmann66

Life is trash i have nothing never thought i would i want to end it all im so miserable i cant move im trapped,hurt and embarrased please lord forgive me i feel this life you gave me was wasted for nothing i beg for death all day please i want to die cant take the pain anymore

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The quiet is okay now.

October 18th, 2017by corinao@protonmail.com

The unnatural quiet and stillness that was uncomfortable the last couple of days, is not anymore. It is still present but it feels okay now. My lingering doubts are gone. ……………….Tomorrow evening.

I am in such a fog that i don’t even remember why it was important to wait until tomorrow evening, but I guess I should probably trust that I had a good reason. So, I guess I will wait until then. Though I really don’t see any reason to not do it now. I will wait because that was the plan. I remember that much, at least.

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A end to all beginnings

October 18th, 2017by Blugirl16

I got a pistol close to me, tempted to pull the trigger I decide to write to you guys as this is the end. All I ask is for you to wish me success in my suicide attempt. I’ve always wondered what it’s like to be dead, guess i’ll find out in a few

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Ugh

October 18th, 2017by lostallhope001

There is just no purpose to this life really..

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October 18th, 2017by Robigson

This life is hell with devils

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October 18th, 2017by Robigson

They talk for hours all day everyday

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So much pain today

October 18th, 2017by LordsWrath

I have nothing to say. I can’t find the words to express myself. Just utter pain.

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What do you think?

October 18th, 2017by idontevenknow2

What do you think dreams about suicide and suicidal thoughts mean?

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Is anyone here NOT lonely?

October 18th, 2017by OneShot

Let me rephrase that. We’re all lonely to a degree. But who has accepted the fact that your life can’t be fixed by meeting someone else? So you really don’t care one way or the other.

I’ve had friends, family, lovers, social events, etc as much as the average person. None of it ever made a difference. I never expected it to, never expected some superhero to save me, never expected some sappy movie romance that would make my life perfect in 90 minutes. I look at other people the way you look at stars in the sky. They are there. They make you feel good …

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I am healing

October 18th, 2017by lonewolf23

My father was holding me back in life and I hadn’t realized this until now that i moved out. I feel happier these days, happier than I’ve ever felt in a while. My insecurities are quickly vanishing within a matter of weeks. I had forgotten how social the real me was. Surprisingly I’m quite impressive with the ladies. I can sleep better too.

My fathers’ anger has empowered me to take a leap of faith into unknown territory but to my surprise I’m doing just fine living in an apartment by myself….more than fine…I feel awesome!! I will sacrifice a mansion for a healthy mind any …

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Safe Zone

October 18th, 2017by likeastone

EDIT: “Safe Zone” is an adjective, not a noun.

Ive been thinking about trying to start up something different. I see it as a sort of safe zone for bullied, depressed, lonely, suicidal etc. people to know they can go to and get away, or out, whenever needed instead of feeling like there is nobody or nothing to do but be stuck at home alone.

A comfortable lounge type 24/7 building where there will always be at least one person on site, whether you just want to be near another human or even talk to one.  No judgement, no cliques, no drama, no drugs, no photos or …

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There are so many why

October 18th, 2017by suedamundo

Why do people bother so much with those who seek to do good in the way of their lives? Why do those who seek stay on the right track need to suffer so much and have their personality attacked? Why do people have to end up with those who seek to be righteous?

There are so many why.

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Suffocating

October 18th, 2017by Poemsfornoone

Suffocating is how it feels. I am drowning in every breathe I take. It’s not getting better, maybe for some of us this is the best it gets. I am not a genuine person, I lie so people don’t see me. I lie so people like me. I lie so people don’t see what a colossal fuck up I am. To the people I am myself to, I feel like a burden. Like they’re only my friends out of pity. I am pitiful. This anxiety makes me weak and it steers me into making bad decisions. I don’t blame anyone or anything because I know …

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Not sure what I’m doing wrong

October 18th, 2017by dbzfan200270

Attempted again around 5am. Don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Ended up with headache again and was just sitting there, trying to make sure it was tight enough around neck. Couldn’t get pressure right. Will try door instead next time. Was sitting there for about 30 minutes. Got stuck in noose, so just sat there, breathing slowly, accepting I may be stuck now, but not choking or anything. Suddenly just felt super sleepy, but couldn’t sleep in that position, although felt self nodding off as if to sleep several times. Managed to get out and wobbly walked out of closet. Cat were waiting outside…

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Trying to live…

October 18th, 2017by suedamundo

The extent to which you at least try to live, many bad things happen and accumulate … Until you reach your limit!! And from there it is unbearable to live.

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I need a constant reminder

October 18th, 2017by outinthedark

I need a constant reminder not to do stupid stuff. Last night was the anniversary of the day I lost my virginity to this one guy. Over the past year of that and the previous 10months before that of knowing him, there was a lot of shit between us. We never ended up in a normal regular relationship even though there was a point we could have had that. Anyways every so often he gets stuck in my head and I can’t get him out and it hurts a lot. Yesterday I knew at one point that would happen, and it did. So I drove …

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October 17th, 2017by Robigson

This life, this world should be much better, like heaven. Why isnt it so?

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Still feel well

October 17th, 2017by CARLOSPEJUAN

I guess I’m not going to give up this time. So many things are easier one the will to live is there. And I hope I can make it, and that I may become who I need to be. I’m so thankful to whatever made me feel like this. I’m overwhelmed, anxious and sad, but I want to live and it feels like I’m fighting. Like I care. I’m glad. I hope we can all feel this. If I’m high and that’s the only reason I can function, SO BE IT. I wonder if I’ll accomplish my goals. I wonder if I’ll restore my brain. …

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anyone else?

October 17th, 2017by SleeplessMind

Not sure if I’m winning ‘gold’ on the crazy pedestal here, but when I was hospitalized for my first suicide attempt, I was seen by a team of psychiatrists. (Not the crazy part) I was diagnosed with 7 (yes, seven- not a typo) mental health disorders… Can anyone else relate?

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