once again with the wild life videos
they always bring me here for some reason 🙂
well…
feel free to write any thoughts/feelings you might have about this
my previous one felt [to me] like a very clear message
but i’m a bit confused with this one i must admit 🙂
[p.s.
make sure you read the video comments too, some are really funny 😀
]
<3
( Recap part 1 )
Now let’s see What you won behind door #1? IT’S AN ALL EXPENSE PAID VACATION TO HELL!
That’s Right Hope Dream Love An all expense paid vacation to HELL! Hell is a little known south american town in south america! We will provide transportation from the airport to! YOU GUESSED IT THE HOTEL HELL!!! And one more thing all the other constants are GOING WITH YOU!!! THAT’S RIGHT! EVERYONE CAN GO TO HELL!!!!!
( EVERYONE yea! yea! )
shatterediris 🙂 darkwillow 🙂 BL98 🙂 empty Pluto 🙂 a1957 🙂 Once 🙂 rivets 🙂 Hope Dream Love 🙂 Rocketman 🙂
So everyone packs up and […]
im too scared (brave?) to commit suicide at this point. i really never did want that. i want to live and live well. but living can be hard when your poor, bad neighborhood, unemployed, getting older, sick, unloved, and judged. i have a good chance at my life improving, my life probably isnt even that bad. maybe im just a lazy whiner. i dont know. i have learned the worst things that are happening in life right now are things most dont know about, and people who have been through such can never talk about. a person cant come up to me saying how they […]
That’s been my mantra since I was young.
I hate my life.
I was homeless for 11 years.
I hate my life.
I’m expected to believe that people care about me even though I never experience any of it. I think they expect me to never question it either.
I hate my life.
I’m not loved and I know it.
I hate my life.
It’s not going to get better until it’s over.
I hate my life.
I miss my daughter.
Depression creeps upon you quietly.
At the very beginning you struggle with the little things, but usually, choose to ignore them.
It’s like a headache.
You’ll tell yourself it’s temporary and it’ll pass.
It’s just another bad day.
But it’s not.
You are stuck in this state of mind.
You get used to putting on a social mask and you continue to live among other people because that’s what you have to do.
That’s what others do.
However, the problem does not go away.
You struggle to put on a play every day and it starts to cost you more and more.
That is why […]
Let me go
don’t be selfish
don’t you see
this is what my hell is
Let me go
let me end it
I’ll disappear without a trace
accept it
Let me go
don’t follow
see the world
embrace it
Let me go
and please, be selfish
let the sunshine in
this needn’t be what hell is
I finally met a girl that was interested at the age of 29. We met in a mental health clinic. We had talked a lot there and kept in touch via email for a few months after. I was still basically homeless and definitely jobless and she didn’t care. She gained 80 lbs or more from the time we first met to the second meeting and at the second meeting informed me she had herpes. I didn’t care. I thought we had a lot in common and, looking back, I guess I assumed a lot too (I don’t know. I’m fucking stupid!). Anyway I believed […]
I dont know why should l keep living. Why do you keep living?
Who did this shit in the new layout of the page suicide project???
Hearts below posts telling about depression and suicide?
Why do such a shit??? Are you crazy??
“SPUMONI SPECIAL”
Contestants remember you need, ONLY 3 CORRECT ANSWERS TO WIN!
Contestants Pick a number between 1 and 10,000,000
shatterediris 🙁 #1 ?
darkwillow 🙁 #2 ?
BL98 🙁 #3 ?
empty Pluto 🙁 #4 ?
a1957 🙁 #5 ?
Once 🙁 #6 ?
rivets 🙁 #7 ?
Rocketman 🙁 #8 ?
Hope Dream Love 🙂 # 888,421?
That’s right! Hope Dream Love GUESSED IT!!!!! SHE’S […]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE GUY!!!! I hope you get lots of toys and a big peice of cake.
Not suicide related
I’d definetly consider other guys these days. My boyfriend gives me little hope. Its a shame because we both relate really well and we’re both fucked up. I’m still very much attracted to him and I want him… but I don’t even know what the heck he even wants lol. I thought he was going to get his own place. Things didn’t work out with the owner. I even had to ask, he didn’t keep me updated. Why doesn’t he keep looking? And why would he want a nice and modern place? That’s picky. I’m fine with clean, older/old places (I’m in one […]
you wanted more attention from me?
bad girl!
now i’ll give you the silent treatment and make you believe you did something wrong
i know its a few hours early but i just couldnt wait anymore.
I know you won’t see this but I just wanted to let you know that you mean the world to me and I would do anything for you. I wish with all of my heart that I could be there for you on your big day. Happy 9th birthday little brother. I promise that when you are older I will explain it all to you. I just hope you understand why […]
so i just saw my EX best friends name flash across my screen and am currently having pretty bad flashbacks . sometimes i wonder why i had to meet him and go thru so much pain if he didn’t even stay when i needed him the very most . other times i’m grateful for him and i wish i had never told him to leave . anyway my life is a shit show and idk what’s going on anymore but whatever i’ll ( hopefully ) be okay 🙁 .. well , someday . – xoxo , Li <3
quick question for u guys . what makes u happy , if anything does ? -xoxo , Li <3
Shitty question. Do you have a soul?
Finally considering therapy as an option because talking about my problems just ruins friendships and relationships clearly
i dont know how to be anymore……lost in my abyss of shit. i wish i would stop.
back to skipping meals but not on purpose
back to five hours of sleep and dreaming of the worst case scenario
just watching them ignore me and
watching my body shake and sweat even more
will i ever meet anyone who won’t get sick of me