A dream with her

July 24th, 2017by ClairDeLune

We were both in this hotel kind of room, which was mostly made of wood and stone like it was a rustic cabin at a lake somewhere, a little like this, although it had no windows and there was no sunshine, just lights kind of like a fireplace. It was a beautiful setting, and felt kind of comforting.

I don’t remember how it started exactly, but she was talking to me, and then she started getting tears in her eyes and apologizing for everything that had happened, not in a childish “I want you back”-way, but feeling genuine pain for what she had done and …

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July 24th, 2017by Fantajin

Honestly…

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i almost killed myself today

July 24th, 2017by randomidiot

The only thing keeping me here is my friend. We started a business when we were dating and now we’re separated but we see each other all the time for our work. She says she cares about me so much and seems happy to be around me but I’m so tired and I don’t believe life is even real. Life is a game of some kind but I don’t want to leave her alone to run the business by herself, even if it is a game, I think it would be hard for her to do. I’m trying to feel better but I’m pretty sure …

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WTF am I even doing anymore.

July 23rd, 2017by wadehart13

Im 28 and I don’t k ow what I am doing with my life anymore. I am going on a second divorce mid you its really my fault to begin with. I never cheated but put things like my job or games ahead of my marriage. I have 2 amazing kids and yet I know my marriage is ending she texted me today about it. But now that I know its ending I really just don’t wanna live at all. Not because she’s going to leave me but I just don’t have the drive to anymore. I lost my dad to cancer and that was …

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Can’t swim.

July 23rd, 2017by MyStoryIsMine

Do you ever just feel like your drowning? Nothing you can do… nowhere to hide. Alone and scared… just like no one is there to help you swim back up to the top. Well i do. For a long time I’ve never been able to use the words me in relation with dying. When i try to tell someone they shut me down and talk about their selves when i try to explain to the that this is important. Everyone tells me on my social media and school they hope i die and I’ve been bullied my whole life. The other day i tried telling …

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I’m tired of wearing this mask

July 23rd, 2017by august17

It took me a long time to be able to type the words ‘i’ and ‘feel’ in the same sentence.

I feel like everyone around me is progressing in life while I stuck in the shadows. I feel like I am failing in every aspect of my life. I feel like I want to help others so badly that I forget to help me. And I feel like every plan I make (no matter how small) is just followed by procrastinaton and the realisation that I just can’t do it.

I have never posted before and I already feel like an outsider even though I am not …

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Class Acting

July 23rd, 2017by Backrub

This has been a couple of hard weeks and months. I feel I need to get a confession out here.  im 30 ish and single with some friends and a family. Problem is I have this horrible feeling of being fake. Fake. I think i stems from some sorta fear of being left alone. I just agree and go along with what everybody thinks. I lie habitualy just to seem more intresting. I abandon values on a whim. I have this constant fear of being caught in the act so i do some real acting out of my ordinary life. I think this behavior is …

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What’re you looking for?

July 23rd, 2017by Octr

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A little problem

July 23rd, 2017by Robigson

I have some older neighbours who sit on the street pavements near my home and I don’t like to get out on the street because of them. I don’t like them and the fact that I have to say something to them. What should I do to escape this?

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So this is my last post…

July 23rd, 2017by trying44

Why I cant get from point A to point B Goals… because I am plagued by thoughts that my private life…where i go , what I post on supposedly anonymous sites like this..is being revealed to others as if i were a prisoner without privacy. why is it without mentioning any thing about what i said here..did my therapist mention “not just meds, not just therapy but eating right and exercising”…is it simply a conincidence??? why do these “conincidences” keep occuring??? This is my torture…my pain…that I wish to escape… i wonder if famous and/or infamous people deal with this pain…the pain of not feeling …

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July 23rd, 2017by Dead Flowers

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This has become my life…

July 23rd, 2017by Octr

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Been thinking a lot lately…

July 23rd, 2017by labtech93

I can’t stop thinking about everything I’ve lost or done wrong. I get it, everyone makes mistakes, but mine were pretty big ones. Getting married at 19, staying with him even though he abused me emotionally and physically. When I couldn’t pick myself up, I lost the one job I loved dearly. Spent the next two years working dead end jobs and drinking myself into a hole. Now I have a semi decent job and I love it, however I still drink whenever I can. Other night I started having a panic attack at work of all places, had to hide out in the bathroom, …

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Pointless Endeavors

July 23rd, 2017by mindlessgamer619

I’m no longer trying to be anything, to do anything. I keep thinking to myself, “What’s the point of trying if I can never get a good result at the end of the day?” Everything I do is forced. Forced to wake up, forced to do chores, forced to go find work/go to school at places I despise, forced to stay in this shitty place and just deal with everyday. What’s the point of this? To wind up making miniscule dents in my growing debt, then have to pay rent and eventually pay back more people?

It’s just a constant cycle of “You want to leave? …

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is anyone there ??

July 23rd, 2017by kikoriko

I’m new to this site, well I’m not new I’ve been going in here for years reading people’s post but I finally made an account because I want to get out my feelings and say what I’m feeling and have someone answer and respond back but I don’t want it to be someone I know or talk to them because I’m so weak I’ll probably end up crying.

I think, actually; i know I have a problem I can’t talk to people about my feelings I keep them inside me I’m alone and I always feel empty and I have no one I can relate to. If …

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July 23rd, 2017by Fantajin

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Days of Whine and No Roses

July 23rd, 2017by Randall

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