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An epiphany, anyone?

  April 21st, 2019 by Sanarisonordic

I need this. Please.

Someone. Anyone.

Tell me why you live.

Tell me why you breathe.


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Prisonbreak

  April 21st, 2019 by Yoges

I’d disappear from society and die this minute but I know there are a few good-hearted people who care, family and friends who’d go crazy over my sudden absence and ruin themselves with worry. I’m fucking chained to them, so I know what it is like to be a prisoner and I guess that’s I’ve got this pathological hatred for all those smug assholes who keep birdcages and fishbowls in their dainty fancy sweet little homes. Who gave you the goddamn rights to hold back the birds from flying and the fish from swimming freely out in the real world. Why not just kill and [...]
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Yep

  April 21st, 2019 by GodLike

I am the only human in my area who cares about other people but they don’t need it. I need to be cared about but nobody does
I wish l was a tree, animal or water. Anything but human


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Acceptance

  April 21st, 2019 by Soda

The vid below is probably one of the most beautiful endings to any movie I’ve seen. If you haven’t watched Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, I’d strongly recommend it.

The main character Jen Yu was beautiful (imo), impetuous, arrogant, and refused to listen to others. While she was a skilled warrior, she was still young and immature. Two older and wiser warriors offered to train her but she allied herself with their enemy (Jade Fox), which eventually resulted in one of their deaths.

So this bridge scene was a moment of truth for Jen, she realized how foolish she had been and probably couldn’t live with her mistakes. [...]
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  April 20th, 2019 by Gary

chasing the sun on a long travel week. the head hits the pillow in the hotel with the last words of the day……..


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Just Smile

  April 20th, 2019 by Teresa's Child

I know it’s pretty cliche for antisocial people to like the Joker, but honestly the dude is onto something. There needs to be more movies highlighting society’s cruelty toward the mentally ill. It doesn’t even have to be over the top cruelty — just day to day actions people take toward mentally ill people are bad enough. For me, the scene where the Joker was trying to get help but the psychologist was just completely disconnected from his reality really hit home.


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Same Old.

  April 20th, 2019 by thehusk

This life isn’t something that should be, surely. The chronic background of fear, guilt, shame, regret, despair, numbed by addictive hedonism. Better not to be. Nothing good can come of it. If anyone should kill themselves, it’s me. So why am I still here?

Maybe I fear cosmic justice catching up to me beyond the grave. Being left alone to face all that fear and despair with no means to push it down any longer. If I could somehow be certain that it was the end, then perhaps it would seem more appealing, and less like an existential leap in the dark.

Or it could be that [...]
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Worth

  April 20th, 2019 by EmptyPluto

There is no flower
That waits for me
There is no power
That allows me to be free

There is no sun
That rains on me
There is no fun
That shrouds me with glee

There is no comfort
That embraces me
There is no resort
That welcomes what I see

There are secrets kept
That call to me
Just one step
And I am free


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Suicide Chain Loop

  April 20th, 2019 by fleshkit03

It seems that I have found myself in a loop. A one centered in the idea of life and death. If he dies, he starts the chain reaction. Then I die, continuing the chain, then goes the next, a person close to me, and then a person close to that person.. etc. Im not in a pact or cult but ive found myself stuck here, i cant leave even if i wanted too, alive or dead. I need to be here for certain people i love to stay alive. And that scares me, it makes me think maybe i shouldve never entered their lives, i [...]
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JUST FOR FUN. I would like to hear some idea’s on this.

  April 20th, 2019 by rocketman

How about this?

Our lives are a dream or nightmare depending upon each individuals perception, and one day you wake up! When you die? Then it’s over!

Hum? Sounds nuts! How do you wake up dead? Well if you think about it when you die your going through a change such as your body rots! Or you are cremated and you turn to ash! Ashes to ashes dust to dust. Hum? I’m going to keep religion out of this argument.

So in any case what happens to your remains dictates what you, “your remains” become a part of.

Now i’m not suggesting your memory will survive, I don’t believe [...]
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I don’t know

  April 20th, 2019 by SayWeCanDie

I say things to people, the closest people to me. It’s only one person though. Because that’s all i have. I say things when i don’t mean them and it hurts them more than i could ever think. It’s not them overthinking, it’s me saying the wrong things at the wrong time.

I wish i was different

I wish i never got into relationships with certain people

I wish i didn’t overthink over simple things

I wish i wasn’t me

I wish i wasn’t here

I don’t wanna hurt anyone anymore and there’s a simple fix to it.


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Reason To Concede

  April 20th, 2019 by Tarvoz

I’m not a writer, I cannot start this in an eye catching manner that will entice the reader to continue. I can only speak what I immediately think, and have thought for years.

I have only ever attempted suicide once, and it was an attempt to burn myself to death. I cannot say I appreciate the person who ‘saved’ me, as I haven’t exactly enjoyed life since. The only reason I don’t end it today is because I don’t want to intentionally harm myself, as to avoid literal physical pain. I say that though, and I sit here and wonder what the difference is from intentionally [...]
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  April 20th, 2019 by GodLike

Does it matter when humans kill an animal for food, a bird, insect or other animals for pleasure, when we cut down trees?


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Fun Fact…

  April 20th, 2019 by Mars_42

You know what’s hilarious? I will literally never be good enough. Hah…. hah…. heh….. And that’s the fastest way to get myself to break into tears. Great job, me.


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Low

  April 19th, 2019 by Silversilvers

I don’t know how to feel. One moment I’m the happiest I’ve ever been and in that same breath everything falls apart.

 

When I was with her, I was complete. It was like learning what love actually supposed to be for the very first time. A tornado inside both of us that we could not control and eventually broke me apart.

 

Have you ever tripped and for a slight moment that adrenaline rush hits you like a ton of bricks and you get hot, scared, and exhilarated all at once? That heat that spreads all over and reminds you that you’re still alive? That’s the best way [...]
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Tired Of Being Covered-Up

  April 19th, 2019 by Ctrieddamnit

Not sure what I’m hoping for, writing this. Just need to vent, I guess.

Basically, I’m just sick and tired of people in power going out of their way to cover up the fact that people like me exist. That is people who are unapologetically suicidal and can compellingly demonstrate that our desire to die is rational and justified.

Last year, my government ran yet another inquiry into a particular sub-area of the mental health crisis in our country. In my country, anyone can make a submission to most government inquiries, expressing their views, ect., and expect those submissions to be acknowledged by the government and published [...]
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death smiles at us all…

  April 19th, 2019 by born.loser

…and all a person can do is to smile back 🙂


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  April 19th, 2019 by GoodLuck2UAll

Hey guys, I try to comment on a lot because I know it helps to know that someone is listening, but on some posts I have no idea what to say especially since we are all very different individuals in very different situations. So…just know that I am reading everything even if I don’t comment.  Good luck to you all.


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Doctor shopping

  April 19th, 2019 by Rainwatch

I’ve had enough of Doctor shopping. You go to a Doctor for a prescription for Ambien, a two week supply, you go through said supply in one week and it’s back to square one, another Doctor for another prescription. Plus there’s an element of acting involved, you need to be pushy but not too pushy. The cat is already out of the bag the minute you walk in to the surgery  “This guy’s after more Ambien” the Doctors thinking and rightly so. Another horror involved is creating aliases, phony addresses, false date of births and then trying to remember which one corresponds to the Doctor [...]
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Gottobewithoutlove

  April 19th, 2019 by fearandnofeeling

I’m at this point in my life where if I don’t get any affection soon I may finally end myself. I don’t know the meaning of love. My parents hate my guts. They never used to hug me, call me their daughter. Whenever I came back from school crying, they never asked if I was okay. Calling me names, pulling on my hair, slapping me across the face and kicking my back was the only attention I would get from both of them. Those actions made me very anxious of people in general. I started to isolate myself so I wouldn’t get hurt [...]
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