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An Album About Lone Wolfs (Stillworld)

March 29th, 2017by Dead Flowers

Yes. More wolf related posts from yours truly.

I absolutely come to love this (Progressive Metalcore) Stillworld album by Invent, Animate, and the songs so relate-able. They put so much heart and effort into it, and you can definitely hear that. I linked the whole playlist. Hope you all enjoy it as much as I do.

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Get with the program !

March 29th, 2017by Waldschläfer

/**
*  Orchestrates an adult Earthling’s life
*/
public class AdultEarthlingLife
{
  // By default, adult Earthlings are insane
  private static boolean sane = false;

  // By default, adult Earthlings are miserable, but that can fluctuate
  // An integer allows for that flux
  private static int happiness = 0;

  public static void main(String[] args)
  {
    // Loop – execute the program forever
    while (true)
    {
      // Live one day
      groundhogDay();

/**
If, after yet another day of madness, you have somehow become sane, do what comes naturally – commit suicide. Otherwise, continue the madness.
*/

      if (sane)
      {
        commitSuicide();

        // Done with adult Earthling life … exit
        System.exit(0);
      }
    }
  }

  private static void groundhogDay()
  {

// Turn on the noise machine
startThinkingAboutPastAndFuture();

// Put

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Help me!

March 29th, 2017by Maddie.Shit

this is my second post actually,My first post was “completely lost hope”,no i didn’t commit suicide,well this month ,I have been through many problems ,I didn’t stop cutting,I can’t,anyway I recently copied one of my notes ,so here you go:

Ugly,unwanted,fat,messed up and worthless girl ..
That’s me ,that’s the only truth,I can’t change this alone,and I have no person by my side so no one can help me because no one cares.
It’s sometimes scary like to feel lonely ,you feel like your completely alone ,everybody is against you,the whole universe is against you!
I don’t know why,why does it have to be so harsh?
It hurts,I swear it …

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Trying to figure it out need to type it all out to comprehend

March 29th, 2017by wanted85

im so confused by how people act. It’s become normal for guys to send dick pics, and assume sex is gonna happen on the first date. I get nervous trying to meet new people and trying to date in this day n age. Last time I was single I went down the path of screw it, it’s just sex which made me automatically a Whore but I’m not a whore I just enjoyed sex I still enjoy it but I want something more than just sex but I’m scared to put myself out there. So many times guys think since I’m a fatty I’ll be …

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Same old song and dance

March 29th, 2017by Deathnote32

I have no one to talk to. Unless you consider paying my therapist a genuine interaction. My husband doesn’t understand me so I don’t even bother him. I just tell him I’m fine when I’m not.  I actually discovered SP by searching on how to make your death look like an accident. No real winners there. What’s wrong with my life, well not much really. It’s just I’m tired of the same thing. Work, clean, sleep, eat, sex occasionally, but it’s all the same none the less.  I guess there are things wrong with me, same old song, I’m fat, nobody understands, I’m a failure, …

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Life.

March 29th, 2017by _lost._.one_

You’re beautiful, quit this nonsense, turn your chin to the sky, and smile. Be proud of your existence, be proud of who you are. There’s no one like you, near or far. Look at the clouds and breath, fall down, get back up. I love you. Eternally I will love you, love your soul, love for a being of immense beauty. Like every other soul, you are constantly challenged and torn apart. Souls heal though, but not through physically inflicted pain. Look to the moon, for it has all of the answers; the seer of all. In the moon’s brightness you will see yourself, and …

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Almost time

March 29th, 2017by scottflorida

Without going into details, I think Ive fought as hard as I can but my wife leaving me after 30 years is just too hard to handle. It has set my chronic pain off to new levels from stress. I haven’t slept since Sunday night and crying is non stop. I hope there is an afterlife, I want to believe we do come back as something or someone else. I just don’t understand how you turn of feelings and leave someone like this. I wish she could understand the hurt she caused me and our two sons. My death will only make it worse and …

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The end

March 29th, 2017by leleboo21

Im to dat point where im just about to say forget everything and just take my life im so tired of dealing with the same thing over and over im just to that point where I just wanna be done with life so tonight might just be my last……………………………………………

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Experienced?

March 29th, 2017by NoBuddy

What if your family or closest person around you force you to do, what you don’t like to do in career side? What was,is,will be your respond in such situation?

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Life.

March 29th, 2017by _lost._.one_

You’re beautiful, quit this nonsense, turn your chin to the sky, and smile. Be proud of your existence, be proud of who you are. There’s no one like you, near or far. Look at the clouds and breath, fall down, get back up. I love you. Eternally I will love you, love your soul, love for a being of immense beauty. Like every other soul, you are constantly challenged and torn apart. Souls heal though, but not through physically inflicted pain. Look to the moon, for it has all of the answers; the seer of all. In the moon’s brightness you will see yourself, and …

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If you could describe life in one word…..

March 29th, 2017by BallerinaOfDeath

  • what word would it be??
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March 29th, 2017by braiNsane

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Mirrors

March 29th, 2017by braiNsane

Depending on what state of mind I’m in… I could look in a mirror a few times throughout the day, and each time my reflection could look different to me.

This morning getting ready for work was extremely uncomfortable. I tried to avoid the mirror completely.

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It’s not an instruction manual…

March 29th, 2017by rivets

 

You could get all the news you could ever need from TheOnion.

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The Beauty of Death

March 29th, 2017by BallerinaOfDeath

I never thought I’d envy some of my patients of the IMC Unit for being so close to death. Nursing them, listening to their thoughts, regrets, wishes at the edge of life and holding their hand during the process of leaving somehow made me feel peaceful and relaxed as if I was not seeing a person die but rather a catterpillar metamorphosing into a beautiful butterfly and leaving the cocoon back in this cruel world. It might not be my time, but I can’t wait to metamorphose one day.

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Better off with her than with me

March 29th, 2017by foxinthesnow

I will not last much longer in this toxic home.

He will be better there with her than with me.
He will be happier in California.
I’m so sorry. I love you so much, my beautiful boy.

She doesn’t know, but I will send him there.
Pain would be unbearable for everyone that loves me, that loves us.
I’m so sorry.

Then me and my angels will leave this place forever.

Left with nothing. Lost all of everything, all of my resources, stranded here.

I cannot bear to be treated so badly.

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wish me luck

March 29th, 2017by TheCeilingFanLooksBacksometimes

ill be going to mexico soon hopefully find my peace. to all other out there godspeed friends this site has great people on it

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Field of Vision

March 29th, 2017by Diem S. Sky

 

Some days I open my eyes and I see the world as what it is.

Some days I open my eyes and I see the world as I want to see it.

Some days I open my eyes and I see the world as I have been taught to see it.

Some days I just see the emptiness of it all. It shifts its weight on my mind, from left leg to right.

The past hangs heavy on my mind, calling for my answer. But I still have none.

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Thoughts on the Moments Before Death

March 28th, 2017by Nathaniel_Morisawa

Hello all,

So I’ve decided that after paying back my loans and buying life-insurance that I’m going to commit suicide using the exit bag method. I can’t be talked out of this.

However, I find myself wondering about what would be ideal for an EMT/Paramedic to haul back to the emergency room–it’s a small gesture, but it’s the least I can do for anyone hauling my body around. What sorts of things will they do to my body upon arrival? What about when they take it back to the emergency room? Would a less clothed body be ideal? Am I free to dress myself up however I …

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