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Poetry & Art

For your poems.

Hear me. See me. Anyone.

by ASpeckInTime 6/20/2022

written by ASpeckInTime 1 min read

I just really need someone to hug, at the very least. There is nobody there though, I’m all alone, isn’t that funny?

Isn’t it funny when you’re alone yet surrounded by people? Isn’t it funny when everyone’s looking at you yet they can’t see you? Isn’t it funny when you’re drowning in a croud?

When everyone can save you but nobody does?

Nodoby knows?

Nobody even notices?

Please, notice. Someone, please. See me. Please… I don’t want to die just yet. Anyone? But they don’t hear me.

Is it me or is it them?

Do I exist? Do I matter in this world or am I just another object in your […]

6/20/2022 8 comments

i am cursed

by dyingbird 5/23/2022

written by dyingbird

i feel like my autism is a curse, heres some more writing about birds, short but eh im tired its like 8 pm here so whatever

5/23/2022 1 comment

awful bit of writing done by the most horrid pile of garbage you will ever know of

by dyingbird 5/22/2022

written by dyingbird

this story sucks but if you want to read it go ahead

5/22/2022 2 comments

ASLEEP

by breaking_the_cycle 5/11/2022

written by breaking_the_cycle

My necrotic carotid

Fills this head with exotic

Dreams of when I bought it

Suicidal tendencies methodic-ly

Naughty

Not haughty

I’m not breathless

I just breathe less

No delusions of grandeur

But illusions of a grand doer

Fighting force majeure

5/11/2022 2 comments

Safety Bubble

by Melon_Lord 5/4/2022

written by Melon_Lord

You know that feeling..

When you’re surrounded by people but feel like the only person on the planet..
You want to scream and kick and cry and yell at them saying “HEY, IM HERE TOO!!”

But you don’t. You can’t.

And everything starts to blur together into one big mesh of laughter and feelings and emotions and nothingness.

And then WHAM!

Everything stops inside this space of self preservation and you feel like you can’t breathe and you’re suffocating and withering and dying, but that’s okay.

You look about. Observe the things happening around you and time has kept moving, pushing, SHOVING, but you’re still there inside a […]

5/4/2022 0 comment

Wadded Up Paper

by Melon_Lord 4/25/2022

written by Melon_Lord

why am I like this,
like a ball of wadded up paper, can’t I just focus and be normal and SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
they wont stop yelling “HEY”
Everything is so pointless, but I need to at least try- WHY “AREN’T YOU TRYING!!”
i’m sorry sorry sorry i’m trying I swear I just need more time, and maybe more effort, but my bed feels so nice..and maybe I can take a nap..
Maybe I won’t wake up and- “PAY ATTENTION”

“Yeah my bad”
“sorry I forgot”
“I’m just really tired”
So so so tired
tired of the cycle that […]

4/25/2022 1 comment

I’m 40 years old this year, and I still don’t know what to do, and whether I should continue to live, or just die?

by niki 4/25/2022

written by niki

Long story short, my life is a complete failure. It’s full of wrong decisions, (in)actions, regrets, mistakes after mistakes, that I honestly think maybe it’s already too late to “fix everything” (eg: I’m losing all the good chances/opportunities, as I’m getting old now). It’s really ironic & tragic, because a lot of people always say that I’m very talented especially in music (I used to be quite an active musician & composer/songwriter, but sadly I’m still not famous & successful), smart, a deep thinker, a highly sensitive person, etc etc.

I am also an idealist, meaning that I actually have a BIG vision & idea for […]

4/25/2022 4 comments

The voices

by Lovelybones 4/25/2022

written by Lovelybones

oh no, they’re back

the voices.

the vague voice

the deep and low whisper,

it lets out

the cold shivers down my spine.

oh no,

maybe.

maybe it’s made up,

all in my head?

can’t be.

could it be?

oh no,

i feel it fogging up my head like a cold forest morning after the rain

oh no

am i going crazy?

maybe it’s normal.

maybe it’s just my mind trying to create someone here so i’m not […]

4/25/2022 0 comment

The story of the Barren Fig Tree

by Total3gal 3/21/2022

written by Total3gal

Then he told this parable:

“A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and found none. So he said to the gardener,
‘See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none.

Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil?’

He replied, ‘Sir, let it alone for one more year, until I dig around it and put manure on it. If it bears fruit next year, well and good; but if not, you can cut it […]

3/21/2022 5 comments

oops I am delusional

by nightjar 3/15/2022

written by nightjar

heyy, it’s been a while since I posted. time for an update!

I have received a diagnosis. Unfortunately, I don’t think it’s correct. My psychiatrist tells me I have adjustment disorder and major depressive disorder. Which is not completely off the mark, I guess. I have some of the symptoms of depression, but so does half the DSM. I don’t really care anymore. None of my symptoms match up completely with any illness, so this is the closest anyone is going to get. Besides, people are always giving their own opinions on my experience, and I’m tired of listening to them.

In other news, I recently discovered that […]

3/15/2022 5 comments

Poem cause why not (+ explanation)

by ASpeckInTime 2/17/2022

written by ASpeckInTime

(Sorry for not correcting misspelled words, this site is a pain to navigate through)

Shadowy figures everywhere
I can see an feel their glare
On the same plane as me
Though I might have the key

Deep in here, trapped inside
Never can be justified
I may try I may not
After all I’m gonna rot

Somewhere high up in the sky
May become a mindless fly
Thinking? No, that won’t do
Let me see when it’s brand new

I believe in it all
Doubting as it’s getting small
I can’t feel, I can’t hear
Still, it does make me cheer

What they won’t comprehend
May have met them in […]

2/17/2022 2 comments

Courage 2 (quit/proceed)

by mortalcode 2/15/2022

written by mortalcode 2-3 min read

Ever let the anxiety sink ,the rage boil up
Ferment the pain, and bottle it up
Reflecting on the past like it ain’t slow enough
Mom’s always sad that I ain’t growing up
Pills help me cope but I’m still fucking up
Fuck going outside, the moon aint show enough
I laugh about death like I ain’t dark enough?
Friends ran away? I guess they stalked enough?
Fam patient with my death like who’s taking what?
keep a sharp angle, latitudes of my cuts
Force you to be strong like you ain’t had enough
have the nerve to ask what’s wrong…
God ain’t fucking […]

2/15/2022 1 comment

Paint

by planetsaturn64 2/12/2022

written by planetsaturn64

I traced my self harm scars to make this first piece; for the second piece I smeared paper over my paint pallet.

Represents the longing I have to see physical scars but how the aftermath is always messy.

2/12/2022 2 comments

poetry time!!

by nightjar 1/24/2022

written by nightjar

being abused sucks. uh. here have some vague minimalist poetry:

1/24/2022 0 comment

Fuck It.

by Melon_Lord 11/28/2021

written by Melon_Lord

I’m so angry.
I’m SO ANGRY ALL THE TIME.
I feel like the whole world is against me, but you know what?
At this point, I’ve had the biggest epiphany. I don’t care anymore.

Imagine that.
Do, whatever the fuck you want.
Be a slut, dress how you want. Be an asshole, be kind, go out at night. get drunk, fall in love, make huge mistakes, lose and gain friends, burn bridges.
I don’t care what your parents say.
Do it.
Fucking do it, cause you know what, you only live once and no one is going to hear about us in those […]

11/28/2021 1 comment

The curse of living.

by zombiekiss 11/11/2021

written by zombiekiss

As long as you have a pulse you have a problem and you just have to deal with that.

-love,me

11/11/2021 1 comment

Afterthought

by anothertransguy 11/11/2021

written by anothertransguy

Afterthought

‘I’m fine’ the mantra in my head

The lie I speak everyday

‘I’m not fine’ words you don’t say

But I hear them anyway

Carving more of what little is left within

To be there for you

Because I’ll always be there for you

I’ll always elevate you above myself

Sacrifice my needs to meet your own

And I know it’s not balanced

I know it’s not healthy

But this is the friendship paradigm

I’ve grown up believing

The issue is others don’t see that

They see a good person to talk too

So, they keep doing it

They see someone whose handling everything

So, I keep doing it

Except I’m not

I’m slowly cracking from within

Depression seeping under my skin

Infecting old scars, I […]

11/11/2021 2 comments

I Hate You.

by Melon_Lord 11/7/2021

written by Melon_Lord

I hate the way you smiled at me from across the hallway as you went to third period, and the beautifully stupid ring of your laugh as it cut through the air.

I hate the speechless face you made at 2 in the morning while we sat on your rooftop in the 28 degree weather, numbing our hands and toes.

I hate that when we’re with other friends, the only one I think about is you.

I hate the tingles that went down my spine as your hands touched my waist, pushing me higher and higher on the swing set at the park in the middle of the […]

11/7/2021 0 comment

I am done.

by zombiekiss 11/6/2021

written by zombiekiss

I am done with this world

I am tired of this pain, this pain isn’t physical

but its driving me insane.

<3 -love,me

11/6/2021 0 comment

Im getting old woohoo!

by GhastlyReality92 11/2/2021

written by GhastlyReality92

Im getting old woohoo!

my philosophy about how much suffering we should endure is probably comparable to that of clive barkers cenobites ideas around it.
ive honestly seeked out death for myself
ive honestly seeked out a life for myself.
Im at my end. If i can’t die. i cant live. .
im 29years old so you listen hear youngens and old bastards alike: Keep kicking or dont. Expend every ounce of free will. Preserve it. or dont.
im not sick. I never was.
They can take me away but after years of frustratingly ordering my opinions about this matter.. And learning to enter/escape bigger hell holes: Lol no one can convince […]

11/2/2021 1 comment

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