one year
August 14th, 2018 by iamdarling
one year on the suicide project.
Fun & Interesting
For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.
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What music do you listen to?
August 13th, 2018 by annon111
Sorry it’s kinda random but music really helps me alot. I never used to listen to music but I finally started listening to music a couple years ago.
My top artists right now are Billie Eilish and Gnash, and I just love them because they aren’t afraid to talk about dark stuff sometimes and their music is so soothing to me. Like I can just sit back and close my eyes and it helps me feel just a little better. If you haven’t listened to them maybe try it, but don’t let one song end it for you try more than one.
What kind of music do …
Let it aaaaall out
August 5th, 2018 by HollowBoi
I kinda realize recently how good it feels to bítch around letting off some steam, then a thought came up! people need to vent out more.
So i suggest you all to vent out all your frustration here, go crazy!
Write here all the shít you want to say, give me some juicy discussion.
Tell me how you suffer!
My Yandere Story
August 1st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
I came up with a story a long time ago about a morally ambiguous “protective” killer protagonist story. :p
Decided to make it like a “yandere”, if you could still use that term despite it not really being a romantic example, and involving a teenage girl, because of moe, idk. :p
From anywhere including killing a bully stop from being hurt as well as to protect a friend, to assistant suicide, to stealing from the “rich” or modern folk to give to the poor and homeless, making it all fit somehow, yet constantly being on the run and being considered evil despite all the good intentions…
How does …
Charts of Suffering
August 1st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Intro
Phew! I’ve been waiting to post this ALL DAY! :O Had to save the script all in my head and everything. >_< Then I had to take two more hours to finish the 2nd and 3rd charts as I just discovered them today…
So like, maybe it’s a bit masochistic, but sometimes I really want to know who I am that I even took these chart things I found seriously, about how much a fictional character has suffered and how much they deserved it. :p
I found it from a Berserk page from Facebook. :p I think these come from 4chan… yeah. XD
Anyways, this may be kind …
How to obtain Psychic Powers?
July 31st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
I think I’ve seen some people on here claim to have psychic powers ans be able to see ghosts or auras and stuff…
I want to be able to do that. 🙁
Maybe if I did that I could read my own aura and then see what color or whatever it is, and then maybe match it up with someone of similar auras and then life won’t be so unpredictable and scary…
But then again, I’m not sure if I’d know how to randomly strike up a conversation without sounding weird. 🙁 Or maybe I should just… try something? Idk. >_<
And maybe if I saw ghosts, they could …
Reincarnation – What would you be?
July 31st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
What would you be if you could reincarnate into anything?
For me, if it’s an animal, I would be a predator at least, so I’d be eating other animals instead of getting eaten, and I wouldn’t have to be fixed as a pet so I couldn’t have sex and have children. :p
I’d totally have a family and keep them safe…
Maybe I could be like an eagle or something and be able to fly…
If I was another human though, idk, I haven’t thought that far…
Well, sometimes I wonder what it would be like to live a much more humbler and ancient life with nature, like a native …
Yume Nikki (Dream Diary)
July 29th, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Yume Nikki (Dream Diary)
Sites
Madotsuki’s Closet
http://www.theneitherworld.com/yumenikki/links.htm
Yume Nikki Wiki
http://yumenikki.wikia.com/wiki/Yume_Nikki_Wiki
A really popular freeware rpg maker horror game, Yume Nikki is a story about a socially reclusive girl who never leaves her home and instead sleeps to live in a lucid world of dreams and nightmares, from the serene to the disturbing…
The game has no plot or dialogue to speak of, but instead a big open world with a lot of creative interactivity with these effects that you collect.
Many people have tried to come up with their own explanations on this game’s imagery, whether or not any symbolism actually exists, and …
Social Anxiety (Anime)
July 29th, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Phew! I’ve been wanting to do this and a Yume Nikki post for a long time, but I’ve been pretty lazy and tired, these kind of take a long time to make and stuff, and I wasn’t sure if anyone would notice and care, and I could come up with a good description for the stuff I wanted to talk about…
I should probably talk about liking these somewhere on my profile, but meh… I’m probably pushing myself too hard with these things, but whatever. >_< (Though to be honest, their almost sort of uncomfortable to remember at the moment, they hit a little too close …
Jordan Under(neath)
July 28th, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Jordan Under(neath)
“I’m Here to Help”.
(Length: 3m 32s)
Now for something more lighthearted (sort of). :p
So like, there’s this weird youtuber named Jordan Underneath, or Jodran Under (now known as Jordan’s House…? Idk. :p), who used to do all these game reviews like for Yume Nikki (a weird Japanese PC freeware meaning “Dream Diary”, about a girl who never leaves her home and just sleeps all the time, having bizarre dreams), but like, now he does all these… weird videos he made himself. :p
A lot of it is black comedy, from a purple man-eating monster, a dinosaur therapist, to this “emo” song called “Dark Red”, and… this …
Petscop
July 28th, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Petscop
(Themes/Warnings: Child Abuse, Adoption)
“Do you remember being born?”
Channel (15 Videos)
(About 2-3 hours long)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZKQv0ZFHpeIUkOtNjtq4KA/featured
Man, I’ve been waiting all week to talk about this all week… I’ve been kind of lazy about it though because of all the links and photos I wanted to share and thought the story behind this might be kind of big. :p Hopefully I remember what I wanted to say and can compile something pretty good and worthwhile…
So like, Petscop is this creepypasta-esque “game” web series with as much interactivity and fame as Ben Drowned and NES Godzilla Creepypasta, an ARG (Alternate Reality Game) …
What would you do as a Ghost?
July 25th, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
What would you do as a ghost? :p
I’d like to do all sorts of things…
I can visit my neighbors, see what their lives are like, whose nice and who isn’t, who’d be scared of me and who wouldn’t, travel around the world, maybe pull some pranks and haunt some haunted places or take part in ouija board sessions, etc…
I wonder if goths are really nice about this kind of thing… I don’t want any weirdos trying to exorcise me. 🙁
P.S. This part is kind of random but I didn’t know where to put it unless I make a post about ruling the world or sonething. ^^;
What if you werr an evil overlord like Voldemort and you casted Imperio on everyone so they were under your control… and then you made them all dance to thriller. XD
Then you record it, take the spell off, then broadcast it live and make everyonr go “WTF?”. :p That would be funny. XD
Acceptance
July 25th, 2018 by LoneRed17
This place makes me feel better. I finally have found some sort of acceptance in the fact that I am going to die. It’s nice to be able to just accept. I still feel this urge to fight and scream and holler at the sky with my pleas of hope and change, but I suppose that is only natural. There really is little to no point in this post. I was simply feeling incredibly alone and needed somewhere to type my thoughts out. This probably will get my post banned or something, but if anyone is willing to take in a 21 year old dude …
Erased (Isle of Solitude)
July 23rd, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Erased (Isle of Solitude)
(Anime/Manga)
“I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.”
(Length: 1m, 5s)
Sorry for being one big otaku, talking a lot about anime and games and stuff. ^^; But it’s all still sort of relevant, as their pretty dark and sad… Plus one user (Agnostic Angel I think) was talking about Celeste and put the “Fun and Interesting” tag to it, so I thought I would to. :p
Who knows, maybe you’ll find all the things I share like a hurt/comfort fic, and I can help all of you find something nice to …
Oyasumi (Goodnight) Punpun
July 23rd, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91
Oyasumi (Goodnight) Punpun
(Manga by Inio Asano)
(Demographic: Seinen (18+))
http://kissmanga.com/Manga/Oyasumi-Punpun
https://www.mangareader.net/oyasumi-punpun
So like, there’s this really good yet depressing and utterly nihilistic manga called Oysasumi Punpun… yet it’s BECAUSE it’s depressing that I also find it extremely relatable and can’t keep my mind off of it, no matter how soul crushing it can be at times…
In fact, the level of despair in this manga is so relatable at times, it’s actually kind of scary. o.O
I even got two physical copies of omnibuses even after reading the whole story last month, I think I finished on like June 10 or something…
I’d love …
What’s on your mind?
June 28th, 2018 by ELECTRICAT
- Surviving another day
- Going to work
- Keep up with a smile
- Try to be positive
- Can’t wait for the week to end (but it’s never ending)
- My cat, Sora (she means the world to me)
- I just want my day to end earlier so I can go back home
- I want to be on my bed
- Drawing and painting helps me relax
- Listen to FKJ all day (helps me to calm sometimes) I love Amsterjam
- Happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts think happy
- Self love
I just hope tomorrow gets better even if it doesn’t I hope I will survive tomorrow
A beautiful game that’s helped me cope
June 23rd, 2018 by Agnostic Angel
Heya, it’s been awhile since I posted on here.
So, a few weeks ago, I heard about this game that got released at the start of the year called Celeste. While it does have high difficulty, the relaxing music and encouraging words of the game help the player to persevere. But what really got to me was the way it handled dark subject matter such as anxiety and depression. Not just through the story and characters, but through the very MUSIC as well.
I’m not going to be reviewing the game in-depth here. Both because I don’t want to spoil anything for those who haven’t played it. …
In Parting.
June 20th, 2018 by WickedApparition
I came to share a story, and ended up staying a few days longer than expected. I am proud to have encountered each and every person that I’ve spoken with; regardless of what may, or may not, have been said.
My goal in life is simply to leave things better than the way I found them, yet I can not say with any certainty that I achieved that; though, I can, in one last effort, leave you with a few songs that may do what I could not.
