Fun & Interesting

For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.


Making a progress – 2

  March 26th, 2019 by Urm8451n

Targeting down unwanted behavior, which might have been caused by extreme environments.  Making a behavioral change, to resolve those conflicts.


Lately,  1) I have been fed up with making unsocial statements or just being indelicate in social environment.   I also have been fed up with 2) my lack of sleep.

First step, targeting the problems and its reasons; I feel like it is an outcome of physical state.  or is it?

Let’s look further:

1). Being socially indelicate – why?  Because I talk fast. is it all ? No. let’s look further; I ACT quickly probably due to PTSD, and other PAST environments that I have been in, in [...]
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Making a progress – 1

  March 25th, 2019 by Urm8451n


Last 6 month were extremely stressful for my own experience, and a lot of fears or other worries of mine, have re-appeared.

I have started playing idiotic games on the computer in purpose of escaping reality. I have ditched my studies and fell down in the final exams.


In my own perspective the last experience was harsh enough to deduct my self esteem and many other aspects.  Now I have to deal with the consequences and find solutions.


So what is my plan?

Well first – slowly accept the idea of harsh reality, and tough problems.

While doing the first step, I am also coping with my urges of “running [...]
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Showing up for a night

  February 20th, 2019 by Urm8451n

I just wanted to write something.

Let off my thoughts.   I grew up without  a father and had to learn my place as a male in society.  It took me a lot of failures to get anywhere beyond my starting point.

I guess it was easier for me to say I don’t belong, or to let go whenever I didn’t solve my problems

with the time passing, I’ve learned to accept more and more responsibility for my actions and, much more, for my dealing with struggles.

I had few traumatic events along my life, that left me to feel alone, and perhaps alienated from other social beings.

I had [...]
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Euthanasia in Belgium and the Netherlands (and the debate surrounding it)

  January 19th, 2019 by Taf Taf

I must apologize in advance, because I’m going to put a lot of videos and articles in this post and it will probably occupy a lot of space on the starting page of this site (needless to say, feel free to write your opinions about euthanasia in the comment section).

Euthanasia in Belgium

And a PDF about euthanasia in Belgium:

Euthanasia practice in Belgium

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How close are you to dying?

  January 19th, 2019 by Mac-10toSchool

I’m curious about the average suicidality of people who post here. So, I thought I’d conduct an experiment and ask.

On a scale of 1-10, How close do you think you are to killing yourself right now? (1 being not close, 10 being very close)

EDIT: To more accurately measure degrees of suicidality, I’ll be taking fluctuation into account as well, because people feel more suicidal on some days than others. So, if your number today is different than it wouldve been yesterday or earlier in the week, that’s okay. Please feel free to share those numbers as well. So, to recap, Please share your number as [...]
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People Watching

  December 18th, 2018 by 5201jm

It’s the name of a YouTube series by the channel “Cracked” i randomly found weeks ago. I find myself keep rewatching both seasons on a playlist. It covers topics like dating, depression, death/life, etc. through the eyes of a few random young adults animated. It just makes me feel like i’m not going through some of my issues alone, and i don’t mean that as in theres noone around to help me if I actually asked, but that there are other people with the same mindset as me about certain topics(even pass my depression/suicidal thoughts I’d never actually admit to to anyone I know(including myself)). [...]
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  November 29th, 2018 by Hiccup
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It’s Really Too Bad (by Robert Crumb)

  November 9th, 2018 by Taf Taf

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Silly, but may as well

  November 5th, 2018 by sansfranzdeput

I hate small talk, and chide others for resorting to it in conversation, but I guess it is a good way to start a talk with others. So, what kind of weather do you guys prefer? Cold or hot? Wet and rainy or dry and windy? Winter, summer, spring, or fall?

Also, are your preferences tied to any childhood/cherished memories that make you feel good? Any nostalgia linked to the weather?


I felt kinda lonely, and just wanted to chat. I hope someone answers this.

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You know you’re passed the point of tired when…

  September 25th, 2018 by visual eyes

You go to push phantom glasses up your nose that apparently you felt sliding down… only to realize you’re wearing contacts


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reasons she smiled.

  September 17th, 2018 by undoubtedly

the old cat.

the younger cat.

the puppy.

the solar eclipse.

the falling leaves.

her sister.

the baby.

the jokes.

her brothers.

the movies.

her best friend.

her love.

the group chat.

the dancing bird video.

the cute cat video.


the chicken farm.


pumpkin seeds.


the funny dreams.


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Constantine P. Cavafy – Ithaka

  September 8th, 2018 by Taf Taf


This poem is based on the ancient Greek epic poem Odyssey, which is attributed to the legendary author Homer. Quick summary of the Odyssey: there was a war between the ancient Greeks and the Trojans (Troy was – and still is – located at nowadays North-western Turkey), the Greeks laid siege on the city of Troy for 10 years and they destroyed it (there’s another ancient epic poem, Aeneid by the Roman author Virgil, that picks up the story after the destruction of Troy, but let’s stick to Homer’s Odyssey for now). After that, one of the Greek kings named Odysseus (in Latin: Ulysses) set out for Ithaka, his [...]
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Share music with me please

  August 24th, 2018 by frog

I wrote a post earlier asking for metal music suggestions and was satisfied with the suggestions I received. I’ll leave the link on the bottom.

My favorate music genres are:

metal (Black is my favorate but all is enjoyable)

Rock (gunsengunsen(that’s what I call Guns N’ Roses for the laughs), highly suspect is new but good and Pink Floyd Perl jam etc)

Jazz (Chet Baker fav, also songs like monks dream- take 8, in your own sweet way, take five and so on)

and one more genre that I don’t quite know what is called ( Cigarettes after sex, Korey Dane, Beck) but it’s like calm music with whispering or [...]
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one year

  August 14th, 2018 by iamdarling

one year on the suicide project.

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What music do you listen to?

  August 13th, 2018 by annon111

Sorry it’s kinda random but music really helps me alot. I never used to listen to music but I finally started listening to music a couple years ago.

My top artists right now are Billie Eilish and Gnash, and I just love them because they aren’t afraid to talk about dark stuff sometimes and their music is so soothing to me.  Like I can just sit back and close my eyes and it helps me feel just a little better. If you haven’t listened to them maybe try it, but don’t let one song end it for you try more than one.

What kind of music do [...]
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Let it aaaaall out

Let it aaaaall out

  August 5th, 2018 by HollowBoi

I kinda realize recently how good it feels to bítch around letting off some steam, then a thought came up! people need to vent out more.

So i suggest you all to vent out all your frustration here, go crazy!

Write here all the shít you want to say, give me some juicy discussion.

Tell me how you suffer!

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My Yandere Story

  August 1st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

I came up with a story a long time ago about a morally ambiguous “protective” killer protagonist story. :p


Decided to make it like a “yandere”, if you could still use that term despite it not really being a romantic example, and involving a teenage girl, because of moe, idk. :p


From anywhere including killing a bully stop from being hurt as well as to protect a friend, to assistant suicide, to stealing from the “rich” or modern folk to give to the poor and homeless, making it all fit somehow, yet constantly being on the run and being considered evil despite all the good intentions…


How does [...]
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Charts of Suffering

  August 1st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91



Phew! I’ve been waiting to post this ALL DAY! :O Had to save the script all in my head and everything. >_< Then I had to take two more hours to finish the 2nd and 3rd charts as I just discovered them today…


So like, maybe it’s a bit masochistic, but sometimes I really want to know who I am that I even took these chart things I found seriously, about how much a fictional character has suffered and how much they deserved it. :p


I found it from a Berserk page from Facebook. :p I think these come from 4chan… yeah. XD


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How to obtain Psychic Powers?

  July 31st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

I think I’ve seen some people on here claim to have psychic powers ans be able to see ghosts or auras and stuff…


I want to be able to do that. 🙁


Maybe if I did that I could read my own aura and then see what color or whatever it is, and then maybe match it up with someone of similar auras and then life won’t be so unpredictable and scary…


But then again, I’m not sure if I’d know how to randomly strike up a conversation without sounding weird. 🙁 Or maybe I should just… try something? Idk. >_<


And maybe if I saw ghosts, they could [...]
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Reincarnation – What would you be?

  July 31st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

What would you be if you could reincarnate into anything?


For me, if it’s an animal, I would be a predator at least, so I’d be eating other animals instead of getting eaten, and I wouldn’t have to be fixed as a pet so I couldn’t have sex and have children. :p


I’d totally have a family and keep them safe…


Maybe I could be like an eagle or something and be able to fly…


If I was another human though, idk, I haven’t thought that far…


Well, sometimes I wonder what it would be like to live a much more humbler and ancient life with nature, like a native [...]
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