Fun & Interesting

For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.

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WHY is it so FU(£ING difficult to LOG IN HERE!???

April 24th, 2017by bobbywylie

I can see the reasoning behind keeping a site like this….well….discrete, I guess. But, you know, I’ve wanted, on a couple of occasions, to sign in and TALK to people (when I’ve been NEAR FUCKING KILLING MYSELF!!), but I can’t figure out how to fucking LOG IN so I can COMMUNICATE!!! WTF?!!!

There’s no LOG IN details when you visit this site! You may be DESPERATE – and you may well be RIGHT ON THE FUCKING EDGE AND DESPERATE TO TALK TO LIKE-MINDED PEOPLE, but……how the fuck do you GET IN!????????

 I managed to log on ONLY because I inadvertantly clicked on somebody’s POST! Is that how

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Im Ready to Die…

April 21st, 2017by -M-

This may be triggering for some, so dont continue if you think it will. I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore…

Over the past three years, I have lost several important people in my life. Most of them walked out of my life purposefully without a goodbye; one died due to a disease we both are affected by. However, all of them have left me to wander through life stranded and alone. All of them took pieces of me away slowly and now nothing is left worth preserving.

So that is why I am here tonight: to tell everyone why I an ready and willing to …

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I’m not that special. I’m just anonymous. I’m just alone.

April 16th, 2017by McGuyver

^ Puzzle ^ hint: look closer

Hello, friend. First post here, hope I won’t be too far off.

I have a bunch of problems, like most people I’m sure, but a particularly devastating one is computer addiction. I would say it is kind of like cyber dependence, but include more things, like programming. Slowly built my life around it, took computer programming courses, worked in that field and everything.

But then, reality kicks in at some point, ruined my health, made me almost a recluse. I think I have trust issues because of it, since I’ve had so little …

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not a great picture but its the best i took

April 8th, 2017by Moon gazer

its a picture of Las Vegas from the side of a mountain at night I went up there two days ago its strangely calming like a sea of stars down on earth sorry the picture is bad

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Doctors appointment

March 30th, 2017by Lennie Cohen

My doctor asked me my age. I told him. He replied, “You’re about 5 minutes from menopause.”. Thanks. Douchebag.

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Stories

March 7th, 2017by TheSaddestWordIsAlive

Have any of you noticed that we in today’s society seem to go on and on about nothing for no reason? Its like, we start to talk, but then can’t stop. We’re very social creatures, and we can’t stand silence. We have to fill it with something. I for one, fill it with music. I sing, hum, turn on the radio, or just my iPod, so that I don’t feel alone. Anyways, my topic for today, is stories.
I encourage you to tell a story about yourself, whether or not it is a true story or a fairytail with elves and wizards and princesses and dragons, …

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Hi?

February 9th, 2017by _lost._.one_

I feel so alone, as if I am not good enough.

Today I almost suffocated from my own self-hate. Sigh, not literally, metaphorically. There were so many people in the bathroom all of a sudden and I could not cry, I had to hold it in for approximately ten minutes while they fussed over their picture.

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Why are you here?

January 30th, 2017by lxmyrick

Hey SP members, I just wanted to ask a question about why we are here and there is this site.  I’ll start with me.

Why I’m here:

  1. Major depression
  2. Anxiety
  3. Anti social disorder
  4. Binge eating disorder
  5. Borderline disorder
  6. Stress
  7. Suicidal
  8. To talk to people like me

Let me hear your reasoning is.

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Drugged up Lemon

January 29th, 2017by RustyLemons

So. Here you are. Reading a note from some strange Internet lemon about how they’re gonna kill themselves.

Well. I guess it all started when I was a baby lemon. I was raised by a robot mother. I went to school- hmm? …. what’s a …fah-thur? Anyway. At about 9 I had my first existential break down and tried to hang myself. The pole broke (silly lemon) and hit me in the head and mom came home and didn’t suspect a thing and I didn’t reattempt because she was home. I’ve been cutting since then as a secret solution. A self cutting lemon. Bitter and bleeding.

I’ve …

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The Founder(s) of The Suicide Project? What’s The Story?

Is he, she, they, it around? I’ve lurked in here for a number of years and never really wondered about it. What is the story behind the “project”..? Can anybody share, does anyone know?

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We are not alone

January 24th, 2017by lxmyrick

Hey SP members, I found a song online and I wanted to share it.  This song means something else compared to what most people think, but we can relate to it.  It is about we are are not alone and we have someone to get support, for it can be a friend to any of us for help because we all understand each other and can help each other.  Just remember, when you are in a dark time, there is someone there for you.

 

I am one voice and I am singing

I am one voice and I am singing

I am one voice and I am singing

I …

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Frustrating. When Life Keeps Betraying You Even After Death. “A Ballad of Life: Aram Niakan’s Suicide Story.”

It’s a slap on the face. It’s fu*king insulting how some unfortunate ones are screwed over in death, just as they were in life. There are so many places/countries where they don’t give a rat’s ass for somebody’s last will that it’s enraging..!

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Such a Lonely Day… Should be Banned.

“Such a lonely day. And it’s mine.” For crying out loud. Literally. It’s barely past noon and I’m sinking within me again. Hadn’t felt like this in a couple of weeks and here it goes again. It’s come to the point where I guess I must accept the fact that I struggling with depressive episodes… […]

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My Story

January 14th, 2017by 90Grayson

Hello everyone, my name is Daniel, and I think I’m going to commit suicide very shortly, I want to anyways, not sure if I will though, since things in life change so much, but I hope that moment arrives in a week or two. I don’t know where to start, I’m done trying to figure out why I’m like this, why I have suicidal thoughts, why I cut myself, why I feel so much pain all the time. It sucks, it really sucks to be this way, I don’t believe in destiny, but I cannot avoid feeling like I am trapped, and have absolutely no …

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Death Need Not Be a Sad Thing

Ok, so yes we all know why we are here on TSP. One way or another, we’re all SPians. But if you were to go (and we all will someday) but had the time and opportunity to give your departure a funny or humorous twist, what would that be? You know, you get the last […]

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What Does It Mean To Be Happy?

December 30th, 2016by kellinandrew

I know others have it worse off than I do. But does this mean I cannot grieve over my own life. I know this makes me sound bad, but just because one has it worse off than the other does not mean you cannot be sad about your own life. 

What does it mean to be happy? Is it the love I see when I look at the only person who loves me? Or is it the disgust I get when I gaze upon my broken mother and distant brother. 

My friends have long since

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Kinda Weird

December 16th, 2016by thewolf56

It’s weird

 

There is absolutely no reason for me to be sad. I live a blessed live. I was born into a great family. I have a great girlfriend. I’m a very talented individual and excel in most categories. I don’t have any friends other than her but that’s okay because I work all hours of the week instead and I enjoy the work I do. Just anytime I get home, anytime any negative thing happens to me, I put a barrel in my mouth. I started doing it when I was about 8 years old. I would have a bad day at school and I …

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Dear Ex,

December 13th, 2016by omghella

*gets on soap-box*

We were in love and I dropped you like a hot tamale. I didn’t even give you a good reason. I just left. And you don’t even appear to fucking care. Do you still like me? Do you hate me? You roll your eyes when you see me hugging my new friend in the hallway, but you still like my photos on Instagram. You find every excuse to text me but you passive aggressively tweet that you hate me… and then you delete it because you feel bad and text me that you’re sorry and want my forgiveness. Do you want my attention …

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Actual Heartache

December 10th, 2016by EyeOfHorus

I wake up with the notion that maybe you still love me. I know it’s not true. It’s been weeks, no, months, actually, I don’t even remember, it’s felt like a lifetime. Everyday without you in my life is an eternity spent in the company of misery. You were the bow to my strings, the stars to my night sky. Without you, I’m nothing. Without anything, what reason is there to stay? I remember your scars, the pattern of your iris, the smell of your hair. I remember holding you under the bright lights, crying, promising nothing could ever drive us apart. I remember the …

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I Feel Like Dreaming While I’m Awake, But Awake and Comfortable While Asleep… What is This?

I re-read this comment I made while replying to The Last Snorlax on another post, and suddenly realized how much sense it made. And just like that, Sala Samobójców (aka. Suicide Room, 2011) came to mind, not sure why. Can you help me reason this? I mean the lyrics and theme don’t really match my […]