My Suicide Note

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Is it wrong

  February 10th, 2019 by Jojogram

Is it wrong for me to think that people should commit suicide ..? I’m most definitely not for it as I have seen the difference it can make in a life. But … Have you ever put yourself in someone else’s shoes and just thought “Damn … It would be so much easier … Plus I’m not afraid of death… People should be more welcoming of it rather than afraid … But then again they have lived all their lives living it … So something different might nno be as good”

Idk … I’m just drinking here, laying down wirhaw life full of unaccomplished achievements right …

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He’s waiting for me.

  February 1st, 2019 by See you soon Dad

Just said goodbye to my dad a few hours ago,  he was all I had left. The MS finally took him, I’ve got a loaded gun on my dining table waiting for me.

Always make time for your family everyone because you’ll regret it otherwise.

Anyway yeah not the best final words but it’s something.

 

Bye

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What is BAD LUCK

  January 26th, 2019 by Itscolourlife

I want to drag you in
Deep inside me
Deep inside the blackhole with me
I want you to know my sadness my sorrow my darkness
But in the end I cant tell you

You have problem too
I know mine is so much more
But I cant give you more sadness more sorrow more darkness

When you said you bring bad luck to people around you
How can I say that Im not alright
How can I say that I have depression
When you are just my best friend

When you said about your best friend death
When you said your ex gf have cancer

How can I say I want to die
How can I say my precious …

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Goodbye

  January 20th, 2019 by Mac-10toSchool

This is it. I feel it. Now is the time.

Good luck to you all. Much empathy. I love you all.

Goodbye.

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I’m sorry but I have to go.

  January 18th, 2019 by n.retro_waver

I’m not sure how things will turn out. I’m not sure if people who know me will see this. But I’ll just leave this here, just in case…

*** *** ***

Hi all.

I’m really sorry.

The last few months.. No.. the last few years have been extremely difficult for me. I’ve been sick on and off. I was left without any idea of what to do. My options were gone, dashed with the end of art classes and painting. I couldn’t try and force myself into the resto+bakeshop seeing that things had changed so much from when I was there that it was dizzying just to try and keep up. …

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Sick.

  January 14th, 2019 by strawberrycrown

I’m sick. What am I sick of? Sick of living a life that brings me very little joy. I honestly don’t know why I put in any effort toward anything anymore because it is useless. I think I need to get it through my thick fucking head that I’m fucking miserable and theres nothing and nobody who can fucking change that. I would say excuse the language but I’m done. I’m sick of all the bullshit I call a “life”.

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My Farewell Letters To Myself

  January 4th, 2019 by CheRup

I have an application on my phone called the Luna Diary. That is where I write what I’m feeling today, but it’s not like any ordinary diaries where you will read what happened today and the extraordinary revelations that happened in the current time. What I actually write in there are my suicide notes from every time I am having an episode. Similar to today, I am currently experiencing one while writing this description. Since my phone is broken, I’ll just have to make this as my temporary Luna app. I guess no one will even take notice to this anyway. (There is an audio …

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This is it

  January 3rd, 2019 by anonymousbuthere

Goodbye, world.

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Sorry, Goodbye

  January 3rd, 2019 by anonymousbuthere

I have a good life. I have parents, siblings, God, friends and love. But… I’m empty. I’m selfish. I try to pretend to be humble, but at the end of the day, I’m just trying to stand out. And I hate it. I’m inflicting pain on those who try to care for me. I give them troubles and tribulations. It’s not fair. I’m sorry; it’s all my fault. But everything will be ok now. Thank you for doing things that I never will deserve. Sorry for being weak, pathetic, anxious, self-absorbed, narcissistic, and pretentious. I love you endlessly. Sorry for being this way.

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*I really needed to vent before I take the leap tonight. *And yes, all of the info below is quite true.

  January 1st, 2019 by BLUE EYED BLOND

Birthday is 12/30/75. I’m 5’0″, giant blue eyes, with long blonde hair…I had major back surgery, so I now have screws, plates and nuts drilled into my lumbar spine. I don’t sleep, I barely eat, I can’t work–I can only stand, sit or lay down for very short periods of time. I am suddenly homeless, I have no family or friends, I have zero income because I’m waiting for social security disability and cannot work. I have no medical insurance, so I am currently off all my mental health meds.(6 of them).I have major depressive disorder, severe anxiety disorder, agoraphobia, and panic disorder. I suffer …

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My Time to Go

  December 22nd, 2018 by Ready.able

My last wish before going was to show I have some worth by getting straight A’s this semester. It’s pointless cause academically I’m screwed and have no future career I wish to pursue. Anyways, I’ve accomplished my final task and it feels great. It’s comforting knowing I was able to do something right with my stubborn determination even if it’s something small.

 

Now that that’s out of the way I just have to get through these last few weeks. It’s like a light at the end of a tunnel. I’ll be able to escape all of my problems and the crappy life that came with it. …

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End it

  December 8th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

Im sick and tired
At times like this i miss you
I miss you so much

I collect all the pieces
Trying to make it into a nice picture
But its too sharp
But maybe not
Its just sharp for me

I want to be hurt by myself
I donr want to drag you in it
You have such a bright future
So you dont deserve person like me

I should end it
End it
End it
End it
End it

Its going to be my last time
When i meet you
I want to say
You know actually you are cool
And handsome when you are focused
And thats why i dont want to ruin it

I dont want to ruin your smile

I should end it
End it
End …

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Good Bye.

  December 4th, 2018 by AKidWithAName

I have no excuse to stay alive anymore.  I’ve lost the one person who meant something to me.  I don’t have anyone else to fall back on.  It’s my own fault for allowing myself to believe that I would actually get better.  I can’t feel anything anymore.  Everything is more fucked than usual.  There’s no reason for me to put off doing it anymore.  I think this might be a good bye.  I wish the best for everyone.

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Selfish.

  December 2nd, 2018 by AKidWithAName

I’m so confused.  I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.  I don’t know where I stand with anyone anymore.  I keep fucking everything up for everyone.  My brain’s so fucked and I don’t know why.  Maybe I do.  I don’t know.  I don’t know if my parents actually care about me.

They used to beat the shit out of me.  They don’t seem to really remember that.  I don’t think they understood just how bad they hurt me when they did what they did.  I’m sure they’d think I was a ***** if I ever told them that “they hurt my feelings”, which sounds so …

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I step out.. but my body keep trembling

  December 1st, 2018 by Itscolourlife

I step out today
I finally step out today !!
It feels really weird..

I sit in the foodcourt balcony
And i can see people below me
Eating laughing crying

But i feel weird
My body keep trembling on its own..
Its like a nervous feeling
But idk what exactly..
My heart feels like im riding a scary rollercoaster
Its beating fast

My head start to hurt a little bit
My stomach feels weird

What is this??
WHAT IS THIS??

It feels so wrong
I try to take a deep breath..
But it wont disappear..

What is this…
Does anyone who have depression ever feel like this too?

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“What is your dream..?” he asked

  November 30th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

When he ask me
” What is your dream..? ”
I keep silence

And he said
” I just want to live right now.. at least ”
I keep silence

And when I finally say my thought
I say..
” Nothing ”

The time keep going for him
But the time already stop for me

I really want to say this
To you..
To the world..

” I want to fly and die beautifully surrounding by flower petals ”

It will be an unreachable dream
And like a gift
For me..

To you..
To whose birthday is 2 Dec
I dont want to hurt you
For the sake of the first love you had for me

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A Hat in Time

  November 28th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

I step out..
Im trying to step out today..
In my heart
I feel the burden
I feel sick
Thats why I want to step out
Finding the reason why Im still alive

No one there
For me.. so..
I step back
I open the door
With hesitation I lock it

Its okay
Im telling myself
Its okay
Im trying to smile
Smile
Instead the tears drop

Im asking
Why Im still here
Dying is so hard to do
Living is so hard to do
I realize
Im just leftover
Wilting by myself
Deep in the sea
Out of this world
Craving to breath the happy life

I crawl into my bed
Wrapped myself with the cold blanket
I face the lamp at the ceiling
Not shining
Its dark

I reach my fake world
Listen to the hat …

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It’s About Damn Time to Say Goodbye

  November 26th, 2018 by Hiccup

For as long as I can remember, I’ve hated myself. I feel stupid and worthless, like I have no real place in this world. There’s something wrong with me because I always struggle so much to know what to say. I’m pathetic, too much of a coward to stand up for what I believe in and so unmotivated I won’t amount to anything. I’m so ashamed of myself, I’m nothing more than a bad mistake. Instead of continuing to be a mistake, I’ll go ahead and do something I should have done a long time ago: end my stupid existence. This will do so many …

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I have been living a lie

  November 19th, 2018 by anonym254

I can’t stop shaking.

I’ve been lying to my parents for 3 years. They think I’m about to graduate from university when in fact I haven’t been going to school. My parents are so proud of me. It’s all a lie. I honestly don’t know what to do right now. I have no friends, I have nobody except for my parents, where do I even begin to pick up my life? The son that they love is a complete lie, he doesn’t exist. i have had really bad social anxiety and depression that i haven’t been able to even get up and go to class.My …

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Suicide and Reasons

  November 19th, 2018 by FreeMyselfFromHell

I would share my comprehensive reasoning for suicide painstakingly compiled over the past decade…

But there’s a chance that people might act on it and fix the problems after I’m gone.

So I won’t 😀

I’ve done my research and found the most likely, least painful method which I can’t share here because the rules here say you are supposed to stay on earth suffering so they can get more use out of you while giving you nothing in return except the ‘privilege’ to suffer even more for even less.

But if I found it, you can too 😛

My only advice for those abandoning this evil hellhole is:

1. Be …

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