To whomever may read this.
I have to leave this world, I no longer have any choice in this matter. I don’t believe that it will be the end, but rather I will simply awaken from a dream back to reality.
My life has taken a turn for the worse and the only solution is for me to move on. I have tried to find a way, I have a few ideas but none feel right. I do not want to be brought back.
It is the hardest decision of my life, leaving behind my family, my loving wife breaks me, but it is the only solution now. […]