Coping Skills

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I cant anymore

June 15th, 2018by ctrz

I’ve sat here, countless days, haven’t left the house, haven’t DONE anything, I have no purpose, nobody is willing to hear my cries, even my best friend, whom I thought was exactly like me cant see anything wrong. Im leaving to go to Japan in 12 days, and after that, when I get back, Im going to go see her and then, then Im done. Im done not having a reason to live, im done being hurt by everyone, im done with my deadbeat family who always bash on me. there is no way that im going to sit here and let this happen. so, …

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Ever heard of SDRE?

June 14th, 2018by Casino96

 

I’m so obsessed with music that I’m borderline sexually attracted to it at this point, so I’m sure this has way less value to everyone else than it does me. That said, anyone here fans of sunny day real estate? If you’re in a funk, and I assume we all are by virtue of being here, I don’t see how throwing Diary on the turntable can do anything but help. I’ve been suicidal a few times before, the most intense point being in high school, when I found this band. I’m not gonna say something naive and stupid like “this album helped me out of …

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i’m failing at life why continue?

June 7th, 2018by kikoriko

iv’e never been one to get upset when I do bad in exams etc. I am currently doing my a-level exams and I know I’ve failed them all. just because I’ve failed them is not why I have failed at life. I am a closeted 18 year old lesbian who cannot come out to her family. eventually my plan was to get a good job go to uni and hopefully get into a relationship and after uni be successful in a successful job and relationship, that way when I tell my family I’m gay and they don’t accept me ill already have a successful life …

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It’s just a ride…

June 1st, 2018by Taf Taf

In the mood for some Hicks today…

quotes, atheism, Bill Hicks - desktop wallpaper

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I just want to be free again

June 1st, 2018by Cotton candy whispers

In January I tried to end it all. I’m in love with a man who I can never be with, he plays on my emotions and makes me obsessively crazy. It’s a power trip for him and I’ve never been more in love with anyone. I lost my well paying job due to depression and not being able to preform at work any longer. I’m married to a man who I don’t love, we are roommates that split bills and I desperately want out

The day I decided to leave, I took handfuls of pills until I blacked out. It was quiet and dark and I …

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To clipped-wings

May 26th, 2018by Taf Taf

Hey,you know that you’re not a burden…In fact,you’re one the nicest persons I’ve ever talked to.I keep thinking of you and I admire and respect you.I don’t think that anyone has something mean or bad to say about you (well,at least here in the SP). Now,since you like poetry,I’d like to do something for you… I’ll give you a poem (and I hope you’ll like it) written by one of the greatest poets who ever lived…This is ”The Guest House” ,by Jalaluddin Rumi (translated by Coleman Barks):

 

The Guest House

 

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a

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Dark Humor

May 25th, 2018by imsosorry2468

“I’m sorry” and “I apologize” mean the same thing. Except at a funeral.

—Demetri Martin

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Love

May 25th, 2018by alienCY

I think that living is loving. And true love isn’t just a couple or something. True love is sacrifice. If you try to take love from others to fill your gap then you end up emptier and the others are missing the love you took. If you give love to others though, even if you don’t have love, if you give a piece of you away; you will find yourself more full than before. Loving is giving what you are missing. Love is really beyond logic, it doesn’t make sense, just like life. However, at the end, love is the only thing that remains and …

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Life

May 24th, 2018by alienCY

What if Life has no meaning without being meaningless?
What if Life is the meaning?
What if we are meant to be alive?
It may sound obvious but are we really alive?
And if we are not, isn’t it time to become?

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Lost needing advice

May 20th, 2018by Username101

I’m very new to this, suicidal forum.. straight to the point.. It’s not that I am going to or really have the urge to commit suicide. It’s the constant thought popping into my head.  I will catch myself fantisizing of the idea. But these questions always rush to mind. Should I end it? What will happen to my boyfriend, family and friends? Who would show up at my viewing or funeral? How can I make the death fast and 100% effective? I’m not sure why I take the time to give deep thought if I’m contemplating to die.. can someone help me understand where I …

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A place to rest my head

May 15th, 2018by imsosorry2468

It feels like such a relief when I put my head down to sleep during the day. I can’t sleep at night but when I lay down and find myself drifting away it’s a great feeling. I wish I could sleep all the time and sleep forever. Lately I haven’t been eating during the day and it makes me super light-headed which helps me sleep… gosh it’s so messed up.I am so messed up

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I’m dying

May 11th, 2018by why949

Every thing hurts and I just want to cut. I’m sorry. I feel like everything is just falling apart and I want to tell my mom I have depression but I’m afraid to. I really need a hug and I’m 98% sure no one would miss me and school is getting worse and worse. I stole some pills from my medicine cabinet and I don’t know if I want to take them or not. I’ve been drinking isopropyl alcohol in hopes I’ll get sick enough to go to the hospital and not have to go to school again. I wish I was dying. But doesn’t …

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voices

May 9th, 2018by ELECTRICAT

those tiny voices in my head speaks louder than my voice
i hear them talking about me everyday
sometimes i cried and plead to make them stop
at first i didn’t think much i thought it was just me
i am always left alone so i wandered around myself
but i never knew how dark i can be and it is scary
i want it to stop so badly!!!!
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DEATH SOMETIMES WALKS ON PADDED FEET

May 5th, 2018by s.h45@yahoo.com

 

When death is so near, sometimes it walks on padded feet, strumming the ground like a guitarist, rhythmically – louder – softer, then with fingers on the wood, tap, tap… tap, tap. The sound is everywhere, no one can hear it but the poor fuck.   It builds and then suddenly subsides, then as each pebble of doubt and every dark word is cast into the waters of his mind, the song builds again on each ripple.   Inside his head each wave combines with the last, getting larger and larger. With the sound of the pebbles dropping into the water, cast by each tap, tap… tap, …

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How to write an effective suicide note.

May 3rd, 2018by Heh

I’m going to do it I just need to know how to let people down easy. I really can’t stay here. Any ideas on what to write for my mom would be amazing. Thank you!

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For the kids

Tuesday May 1st 2018 Koralie. Or Koraly. Or Korallie. That’s your sister’s name, Maggy. I like Koralie better. I want to see you both. A lot. I’m not doing well now. I took how many pills? I feel pathetic. Manilla asked me how I do it. She’d kill herself if she were me. If only […]

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when my kitten

April 30th, 2018by iamdarling

hm. i love when my kitten lays and cuddles with me. i love my kitten and i love cuddles with him.

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antidepressants

April 24th, 2018by abyssus

I wonder whether I should retake my antidepressants because I know deep inside of me I don’t want to be a part of this world anymore. I feel like if i retake them again they will kinda give me false hopes and acte like a robot. Sorry for my broken english i’m not an english native speaker.

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Hey you bunch of sad sleepy hooligans, lookie here

April 16th, 2018by Lutefisk

Hey! I was just thinking… Since depression generally makes us into a bunch of tired fools (or at least i certainly am always exhausted), why not have some fun and become a god of your own world while you sleep all day? I found a huge post on Tumblr about lucid dreaming (courtesy of the blog Audrey and the Whale, linked to below) that, as far as my experience goes, is pretty accurate. This is pretty much copied and pasted, but i’ve made a few annotations to it for any clarity I can offer. There are plenty of sources online dedicated to this phenomenon, and

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It seems I’m going to do this.

April 16th, 2018by shatterediris

I’m eyeing this blade that I pulled out of a pencil sharpener…. It sucks, I hate it and it sucks, it just doesn’t do enough for me. I tossed pretty much everything else I have into the trash a long time ago and never really bought anything back, my xacto blade broke so badly and is so dull that it can’t even do anything anymore, it’s just a dull piece of metal so all I have is this little blade from a pencil sharpener, hey at least my xacto served me one last time by unscrewing the scree on that pencil sharpener that the screwdriver …