IDEK WHY

Im gonna skip the explanation, the pointless rant, and the self loathing because i have enough of that in my head. I’m just gonna go ahead and write a poem that i hope will let u know how i feel. Thanks for bothering to read this. That means you care more than most others. Because most others don’t know the pain of not killing yourself. And they don’t know the feeling where the dreams in which you are dying are the best you’ve ever had.

“i wish
i could read your mind
but im afraid
of what ill find
inside

its always
so much different
than the rest.
sometimes
they’re the same.

But those people
never last
long enough
to pass the test
of time.”

not the best ive ever written but whatever.