I’m thinkin bout it a lot.. I have everything ready, it’s just next to me.
I’ve lost everyone, my family, my sister, my best friend and boyfriend, my grandparents, and now myself… I don’t want to live, what for?
I don’t have any future, i could have, i’m rich and can do anything i want, but still that’s not enough, i hate having money, i hate to have all these chances.. I don’t want anything anymore, and the world is so fucked up, it will come to an end itself soon, or we will be sickend of killed by dunno who but there’s a lot going on and i do not want to be around to experience it. I’m sick of this world, all the people are idiots, no one is happy , the society is fucked up. the thing that happen to some people and animals are horrible, and it are fucking humans who do that , and I do not want to be of the same species.
I don’t want to be a human person. I’m so sick of everything!
I can’t take it anymore… I don’t want to live any longer… Tonight it will end! Tomorrow morning everyone will start their day in their fucked up lives and I won’t be around anymore.
My parents will be broken and so hurt! I it’s again my fault!
I’m so sorry! I’m a horrible person! I hate myself!
Goodbye..
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I don’t have advice, because I feel the same. I think this world has the potential to be incredibly amazing, but we live in a shit society that will never allow for the world to reach its potential.
Ah well, back to being depressed and lonely.
yup, ditto. I also feel the same. Yet Im still here. I was suposed to get it all over with last night, and then again today. Life sucks, I honestly dont know how people can walk around with a smile on their face living in this world. Maybe were the normal ones, and not them….
straberryz- I wonder that too. I’ve read many posts on here that are intelligent and well written. Kinda sad though that the people I seem to identify with are on a suicide board though.
I could’nt do it last night, I went to sleep thinkin everything would be better today…
There was this site that said I had to call a friend and try to talk to some one and tell them how I felt.
So I did that, and I was in the middle of my story and he just fell asleep, that made me feel even more pain…
I just can’t take this world , the way everything is going wrong, lately to many nature disasters because we fucked nature up.
I really hate everyone around me , because I think they’re so stupid for living their lives like that..
I just wish I could find a way to live and just don’t care about all this, but it’s so damn hard, it’s there when I wake up, during the day and even at night…
How can anyone ignore all this? I can’t. I know suicide is not a good option and people will only think back of me, as being sick and lame..
It’s not that, I feel to good for this world (don’t think of it the wrong way).
I want to run away from all this, but how? Is dying really the only option….
No!, dying is not the only option, in fact you can and should do anything except that. Fight this world, you are rich? good! you dont need to work, so fight it! write, preach, fight it with pen and paper!
Maybe it’s time to plan a really great extended vacation to someplace fairly exotic. I think I’ll try that myself. Good advice from me to me.