you idiots

I’ve experienced two different types of being one of the “walking dead”. Both are horrible. The entire feeling of complete numbness to it all something alot of people get. That’s… the one that doesn’t feel so bad. The second one… The worst I have experienced, is when you are actually so depressed and confused on the reality of your existence, it hurts. It literally hurts when you move, breathe, when your heart beats, you feel your minds racing like Nascar. Your thought process going from one thing to another and right back to the start. You feel like there is a hole in you. Completely tender, and when you see people happy you hate it. When you see someone who has it better you have an urge to take it from them, along at the same time so confused you just give up. The feeling that every moment you do exist you are just taking away from someone else. The idea that what happens after death is better than life. The truth in your heart is that you think you have had it hard, and you very well might of. Someone will always endure worse, and others endure less. So before you come in here and judge calling us all idiots… Remember that these people come together so they know they aren’t the only ones who have problems in the world. So please… If you are going to criticize us for trying to make eachother happier by knowing there are people that still exist in this world who care… Then don’t post here again. Just know that if you come back and post something suicidal, people will post on it. They care… So again… Try telling me how I don’t know what it feels like… I may not have experienced your sorrow, but you… Haven’t experienced mine. Much love to the commentors. Idk you but I embrace you like family. Poster. I consider you family, but you hit low on that one. Contraversy is fine, it’s when you start using agitation in your words is when it just becomes a theory and unstable argument.