Your suicide.

For those who worry that death, especially suicide, is an insult, an ungrateful act, for the gift of life you were ‘given’, here are some things to ponder;

Hardly anyone is suicidal due to life itself. In fact, if you are able to go deep with many (if not all) of the listed troubles and concerns on this site, you will see that it is stemmed from a love of life, more than a lack of love. 

Society life couldn’t be any further from the truth about life, it couldn’t be any more removed from the intended purpose of a life. Society tortures life; sometimes delicately, sometimes fiercely – this all depends on how in-tune with nature, God (if you believe this) and your soul/spirit you are. 

The only purposes left to aim for in this situation that we are all in, is to in some way, comfort the effects of this tragedy for others. It’s a little like having a hospital full of nurses, but no doctors, no-one dare be a ‘doctor’ and attempt to fix the problems at the root, because that would be going against all that society is. They would be vilified. 

Those that do not suffer in society, are very well conditioned by it. Those that do, struggle to be conditioned this way. You may be reading this and thinking that your problems are not caused by society, I assure you that is not true. 

Life – as nature intended, is to be nothing but experienced, it’s from the freedom of this that you find your true purpose and your love of life. Society has ensured that we experience exactly what it wants us to experience, so life is a controlled program. If you have the capacity to really love, you will not be able to explore that in society. If you are reading this and thinking that you do have the capacity to really love and you are insulted by my saying that; I would say that you are only loving within the bounds of society which is not even a fraction of the spirits capabilities. You may well be loving to your capacity and that’s great, but many others with a much larger capacity to love, are not so fulfilled.

If your problem has nothing to do with love, if they are more practical reasons, they are still the problems of society, and not your life. Your life is what society has given to you, it has nothing to do with the natural reason you are alive. All of the decisions you have made throughout your life has nothing to do with freedom, far from it. You will never know what all the options could have been, you only knew what society was offering you, not life. You are kept prisoner from what life really wants to tell you, and where it really wants you to go.

I am not saying that everyone should kill themselves because society is not a natural life, I am saying that you mustn’t be bullied by others strong opinions that you will somehow loose out, or will be disrespecting life by doing so. You are not disrespecting life by killing yourself, you are only disrespecting society – it’s up to you if you think that that is a bad thing to do.

Those who tell you that killing yourself before your ‘natural’ time comes, are merely forcing their own opinion on you and it cannot be intelligently justified. There is no natural death, society causes all deaths. It will kill you one day anyway, it’s never going to be life that kills you because you will never experience what life has to offer, only society. The human race is over populated and in that process is destroying many other forms of life, including nature and even the planet itself. This is fact. They will tell you that killing yourself is disrupting the ‘cycle’ – in the natural world that is true, but you do not exist in the natural world – you are a product of society and due to that, your existence requires that a lot of nature will be destroyed to keep you alive. In the natural world, that would not happen, it only happens due to society. 

Some people believe that human life is more important than other life. Only you can decide if you too believe that.  Society life is not worthless, I am not saying that, it is what it is, and you need to weigh up all the facts before you fall prey to others opinions about your suicide. What I am saying here is fact it is not an opinion, and I have no opinion on your suicide, no-one but yourself should have an opinion on that. 

However, right now, you are alive, and so it could be smart to take the view that you’re already here, so you may as well live it out rather than kill yourself, especially for any of the reasons above. But, if your life is not pleasant, or you are suffering some awful circumstances, or merely that you feel that life is ‘wrong’ – you shouldn’t worry for one second that killing yourself is ‘wrong’ other than the upset that your death will cause to your loved ones, that’s the only concern you should have. 

For the comments that will appear from those attacking this post, I urge you to research these facts for yourself, the truth is only inside you. Do not let others ‘truths’ influence you. You will know the truth, you will feel it. Society has worked on the human ego for so long, the ego is a strong and powerful thing and so created strong and powerful beings. Do not fall prey to their ‘truths’.