as i breathe oxygen i choke and my inner feelings gasp for a different brand of poison, one that would set me asleep for as long as i long for. don’t show me the way out. there isn’t any. don’t waste your time. just cut me deeply. think of me as someone forgotten. after all, i’m no one worth remembering. tell me mindless jokes. fill this night with a bore. for it shall be the last. don’t call my number. a voicemail is all that’d reach you. and no, in case you’re wondering, i am not here to tell you exactly how i got in this mess. but i will tell you hell i’ll show you exactly how i am getting out of it. also, if you’re reading this, i love you. and don’t blame yourself. it’s not you. it’s me. all along.
the broken one
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i luv how u just told a random person that u love them, i needed that, no one told me they love in way too long.
i like u already, n i can garauntee i wont forget u, your worth rememberin, every1 is
Love, is truly what makes our human’s life, Life.
Everything of human’s quest & endeavors should really start from this point.
Then perhaps, humanity and this world would be so much exponentially better than the current point.
lfp ; wow.. thanks. never thought that anyone would actually make a comment. was heartfelt for me to know that you’d remember me. many thanks. and i’ll remember you. i love you, really.
niki ; i agree 🙂 and maybe i should start applying that. i’m a ridiculously happy guy from the outside. so it bummed everyone out when i committed suicide last year. they didn’t understand. because they couldn’t see past these laughter. i love them. i just don’t love myself.
You life is worth fighting for. Every single day. It won’t always be this hard. I love you, and email me for someone to talk to. I will allow you to be sad, I will allow you to be angry, I will allow you to be tired, but I will never allow you forget how beautiful you are!
mrslindseylambert@gmail.com
Wow, I cannot get over your words. Such a masterpiece, they have touched me deeply. If you’re still amongst the living please know you have something to give the world. And know that there are others like me who feel the same way.
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