I feel like I’m not really living this life; like I’m just the puppet and someone else is controlling my body. I want to die because that would be the only thing I would have a control over in this life. But I don’t know what will become of the people I leave behind.
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I felt the same exact way and trust me you have to give it some time! Not only do you become a stronger person through these experiences, you gain better control over your emotions, which is a vital characteristic that’ll help you momentously later in life.
survive man, you’re tough as nails.
I feel the exact same way.
If you need a friend feel free to contact me, because I need a friend too.
skype: rachel_andress
email: rachelandress@bellsouth.net
You have been abused, you may not know, but I think you were.
i know i was abused. i’m abused by everyone i meet. they all take advantage of me and i don’t do anything about it because the strength to stand up for myself was taken from me when i was very young. and now i’m just a vegetable.
Ha vegetable jk I feel the same exact way also. I personally have lost all hope in everything, every time I try to have a social life, something f*cks it up. I try to find happiness, but then get frustrated about things. I have a lot on my mind and I spend most of my days staring at a wall… Daydreaming. Now I just started babbling on lol, but yes I feel the same