I’m like many on here in that I contemplate and plan my suicide often but don’t actually go through with it. I’ve had a couple of failed attempts and close calls but in the end my instinct to live (and some bad luck) keeps winning out. I’m thinking now about using Nike’s slogan of “Just do it” and using a shotgun in two days regardless of how I feel at the moment. I really don’t have anything worth living for (especially a rather bleak future) and just doing it even if I’m afraid or having second thoughts is the most *logical* course of action.
Does my reasoning seem sound? Would I/we be better off if we listened to our brains rather than our feelings when it comes to deciding whether or not to pull the trigger?
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Just remember if the shotgun fails to fire I would take that as a sign. Live now death later……way later.
Ok you said you failed many times because of your instincts to live. That’s telling yourself that you don’t want to do it. So DON’T do it! Why are u unhappy?
So I wish I had the Motivation to just do it to so appaerently he/she is gone now… My turn oh wait I’m a coward